went to pontian. pontian... got a lot of fruits. a lot of flies. and another hit-and-run involving a dog. so sadddddddddd! i was so hungry when we arrived at pontian, but seeing that accident just about robbed me of my appetite. that, and the hoards of flies there la.
we were waiting to cross the road when i spotted a dog running across the junction about 60 metres from us. it was trying to outrun a white van! knn dunno what the hell the driver was doing. he didnt see the dog and just ran over it! we saw the dog roll a few times under it and then one of the wheels ran right over it!! omgggggggggggggg omggggggggg omgggggggggggggg the worst part was when the dog was tumbling under the van! it was shock and helplessness and disbelief in one! i thought the dog was gonna be flattened but it jumped right up and limped off to the pavement! and at first the dog looked so scared and one of its hind legs couldnt even support its own weight. then it sort of just gave up and laid on the street. the dog a bit goondu la for trying to cross such a busy road like that, so we thought it probably wasnt a stray. cuz strays are streetwise. and this one had a collar la.
it was still there when we passed by a few hours later. dunno if its owner will find it. poor thing.
u know, i have never seen a veterinary clinic in msia. and i doubt the owner would be willing to pay the medical fees for the dog. it was practically a half-stray la
oh ya. bloody hell. second link toll so expensive. i think at immigration it is about 5$. then have pay toll before u enter the highway. cannot escape one. 10+ ringgit! wa. no wonder second link not popular. but woodlands checkpoint always jam. jam at msia side. and then after u leave msia immigration, the roads in Johor also jam. too much traffic la.
sheeesh i have a pile of work to do, but i am very bored. i use the term loosely. i am not really bored. whats the word to describe that deflated bleh feeling? when nothing piques your interest and days just pass? nothing worth getting excited about (unless i escape into my imagination, or, youtube anything related to ryutaro)
bleh.
except i hardly feel flat. i am so bloated. i must be morphing into a grub. :(
the good news is it has been raining a lot lately. very pleasant.
im developing a taste for kitkat. no more bueno. haha! nothing beats rocher though. i found whittaker's at candy empire. at double the NZ selling price of course. whittakers > cadbury whittakers FTW!!!
i learnt that cassis is the name of a place in... france? i think? it can also refer to some kind of a black currant. or something la. it also happens to be a song by the Gazette.
chassis refers to the supporting frame of a car. andddddd u don't sound the 's' at the back.
interesting things......... words > people anything worth mentioning about them is strange. odd. but hardly interesting. i really need to brush up my vocab. i read but don't retain. such a waste.
mehhhhhh my lower back is aching cuz ive been sitting here all day. i have never liked reading official documents. they are so lengthy. they define every single thing. the funniest thing i read all day was this
3.1 General
3.1.1 Acceleration of a body
a
(self-explanatory)
NOTE Acceleration is measured in metres per second squared, in units of g.
3.1.2 Acceleration of a body due to gravity
a
(self-explanatory, g=9.806m/s2)
eh. self explanatory also must say. -_- all because of visual ergonomics im stuck readings a bunch of british standards.
what a pain. literally.
who wants to research on ice hockey, visual ergonomics at the rink and ocular protection during play?
a whole lot of group work this semester. i don't know how 12 people can be in a group. it is a nightmare cuz i don't know who's doing what. i don't know what im supposed to do. im not even sure what the assignments are.
pubmed refuses to load for me. i hate navigating the UM websites (blackboard, library etc). technology pisses me off sometimes.
im also sick of the train rides home. im frustrated because im so insanely bored. havent seen anyone interesting. not in school, not in town, and not on the train. bored to insanity. everyone just seems sooooooooooooooo very dull. i think im starting to act crazy. i think people are starting to shoot me that 'nutcase' look. but when i meet their eyes all i can think is 'borrrrrrrrring'.
and im super upset i keep gaining weight or cant lose weight. bloody hell!
im also bothered that cuz there are so few practicals, im not gonna be prepared for the practical exams.
another 7 modules this semester. really ah. bullet train la. i have no idea how to tackle advanced neurophysiology la. i don't like this self-study thing.
hai. no lessons tmr and thursday. more cancelled days. normally i would rejoice, but it is the 3rd week and ive probably gone to school 8 or 9 times. it is frustrating because it means the lectures will be squished to the end of the term and semester which means less time for revision. and the academic calendar is squished enough as it is! daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn. i just want to get the lectures over with!
remember back in primary school there was a um, whatsitcalled... that book where everyone wrote their profiles and stuff and little messages at the end saying they'd be friends forever. it was common to include your favourite colour, tv show, food. best friend, even.
aiyo. so childish! but whatever.
today my 'page' reads favourite colour: black fav/best friend: ibuprofen 400mg, Ryutaro. even though my friendship with Ryu is very much one-way and exists only in my head. songs of the day: (until i find another SongOfTheDay): Mujin eki, Rikashitsu. both by plastic tree.
ok. tired. stupid things are slow to load. veohtv is pissing me off.
wa my blogging frequency is getting....infrequent?
i am not very happy today because i over-ate. i cant find boots. and ben was making me quite cross!
train rides home are so boring. people must think i am in a world of my own. i look at the passing scenery and think, boring boring boring. so tired. so hungry. dammit. where can i find boots where can i find shoes.
saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd and siannnnnnnnnnnn
when there is nothing to think about there is nothing to emo over, which is good. when there is nothing happening life just is. days pass fuss-free. no highs. no lows. swinging between contentment and boredom. either way things just are the way they are. what is the word i am looking for?
orchard central, was it? TV Ad was horrible. really really bad.
i am kinda sleepy. i have a headache. i don't like waking up from naps because it feels like ive been lying there for a hundred years and my joints have gone stiff.
the other thing thats getting on my nerves is Veoh's 5min preview. knn. let me watch the full episode properly!! megavideo or whatever shitass it was called too! bloody hell!
ENTHRALLED!!!!!!!!!!!!! and all i can say is ohmygod ohmygoddddd ohmygodddddd and watch ryutaro with a silly smile on my face. this one is so super awesome
damn sian. friday already. i havent got any shoes yet. :(((( even a super nice one i saw on rakuten.co.jp was OOS. eh. it was hmmm exactly what i wanted. guy's boots of course. as if anything for women would fit me. hai.
i can only sigh. i have run out of things to do. there is nothing of interest on ASOS or F21. going to msia tmr so i can check out the KATE and Majolica shelves before ordering from the spree. the MM shelves in singapore CMI. watson's doesnt change the testers even though they are empty/dried out! the eyeliner brush looks like a wet cat's fur. hardened. really, now!
headache headache. always. why does living have to hurt everyday!!!! perhaps my brain is too big for my head. perhaps the right half is larger than the left ;) i cant even rmb when i started getting headaches. i suppose in a few years i can celebrate its 10-year anniversary. it might be marked by an extra throbby headache! like a bell tolling........ every second of the day. i don't know how i survived those pre-ibuprofen years and managed to function with a throbbing head. maybe my heart is too strong thats why my head throbs. HAHAHAHAA not.
there's a drama on tv. something about regret. something about not being able to undo these regrets. aiyoooo. obviously! if you could undo or correct these things, they wouldnt be called regrets! if one could undo/correct a regret and didnt, one would be an idiot! so if i say i want to live a life without regrets, i guess it means i will make a whole lot more mistakes? but mistakes will one day result in success! heheheehehe that's quite a long stretch, but i suppose optimism is as blind as faith and just perfect for fools like us. i think im psycho-ing myself.