Thirteen Rabbits

Simple Plan rockss!!!
their concert was great.
i have to say
it was even better than LP's
cuz i was nearer the stage
hahahaahahahhahaahahahaha
DID I MENTION?
i have a souvenir!
i think Pierre threw a bottle cap off the stage
either that or it was David
and i got it!!!!!!
hahaha
its THE MOST PRECIOUS BOTTLECAP IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man,
$50 for this
is SO WORTH IT!!!!!!

im so gonna go to their next concert!
man, such a waste ya'll din go man
it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo great!

oh yea
squashed for 2 hours
perspiring like hell
eyeliner smudging
SO WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 

one of the most decent pix i took with tt bloody cam. :( next time i noe to get a better camera 

the story:

2 beetles flew into my living room.
2 beetles crashed into me.
2 beetles were taped to the ground by me.
2 beetles will suffocate because of me.

-the end-

in the case u do want to try taping beetles to the ground
try running ur toe over the bump that forms because of the beetle
its a really.....different sensation.

if u are a beetle's rights activist
don't bug me.

isnt it weird how you can love and hate that one thing
simultaneously

its so frustrating.

haiyaaaaa sian ahhhhhh

i can't seem to feel happy for people i know.
everytime i know that they are happy
or doing well
i get ... annoyed. or agitated.
so weird.

i mean
its not even because i have something against that person or anything
practically everyone
every happy person irks me.

why?!
is it because im just really selfish?
maybe...

and when i hear that they are upset, sad, unhappy or suffering
inside me im like 'hm. hahaha...'

it seems the only people who won't trigger such a response from me are the people i actually 'fang zai yan li'. the people i actually give a damn about.
and that's not a lot of people.
less than a handful, excluding family members

so we went to our cousin's funeral.
hai
same story.
there's sth abt funerals that makes me wanna...
smile.

its like some weird, twisted family gathering.
i saw my cousin in her little coffin. the first time i saw her since i was in primary school. 7 years or so.
met my uncles and aunties
my grandmother

i figured out which uncle was the one who died last time.

oh
and we met other cousins.
we didnt know we were related until dad said so

so there we were
sitting there
eating peanuts and candy.

i just ate
cuz i havent eaten anything since i woke
the pile of discarded peanut shells just grew and grew...

frankly i din see a point in this gathering.
all i did was meet some people and eat peanuts.

hmm
come to think of it
i didnt get a good look of the poor girl in her coffin
i was afraid i might smile or sth
and the people there would think i was being disrespectful or sth.
so i just hovered around the coffin. not looking.

cant forget the time we went to grand uncle's funeral.
imagine! grinning at a funeral! what would they have thought!