Thirteen Rabbits

been eating instant noodles for dinner for the past 3 days!
goodness how unhealthy!
ok
i MUST dine at subway liao. stock up on veggies. hahahaha

wth
dunno whats up with my friends
cant even be happy.
wish they'd stop saying that
its not true and not funny
been trying to get them to stop since last sem
damnit.

anyway,
no more brownies for sp. left 2 pieces. hah!

sian man
nth to blog about.

rushed home from sch to eat instant noodles
quite nice, altho with my dulled sense of taste i dont think i shld be making that statement.

bought instant miso soup ytd frm fairprice
wah damn nice man, dulledsenseoftasteornot
$4.80 or so/pack of eight
they even have freezedried tofu!

i like pineapples :)

i should be studying. hmhm.

knn, today sp open house or something
stupid chill at sp.
so few computers available

wtbf right. so i climbed 6 floors (2 down, 4 up) to get to comp lab @ library.
wth, no free station.
stupid.

oh yea
one other thing that i find very annoying
the brochure for Chill @ SP got kelly, sliver and chanel face there.
kns, why them.
so what if they enter singing competition
enter competition automatically makes you sp ambassador (sp?) ah
when i asked my lecturer why they used those 3 girls,
he pointed to one of them and said, she frm our sch (CLS) one lei
to which i replied, "So!?"

seriously! what kinda answer is 'she frm our sch'.
by putting their face there, trying to encourage us to enrol in SP but come out be singer ah
anyway what happen to Khairul or whatever his name is who took part in the malay singing competition. how come he not there man.

bah whatever.
such petty issues.

sadly, this week failed to save $20.
went out for dinner too much
maybe only can save $15.
but better than nth

oh, did i mention i collected my Contact lenses. soflens 38.
and 6 bottles of lens solution. 6!
its spposed to be a year's supply of stuff
but turns out the lens is quite a tight fit on my eye
somehow between the time i ordered the lenses and now my cornea has changed its shape.
see how it goes. hope it won't be too bad and i can keep the lenses
heh.
booked 2 more appointments. one aftercare, the other, another CL fitting.
student optometrist insisted i go for cl fitting, get more free lenses. this time acuvue lenses. daily disposables i think. see how it goes. shouldnt have a problem tho, since im already using acuvue dailes.

wow long post. wonder who's patient enough to finish reading.

Chinese company fights to sell the moon
‘Lunar real-estate firm’ sues authorities to lift ban on sales

A Chinese company is fighting for the right to pitch plots of land on the moon for sale after authorities shut the scheme down on charges of profiteering and lunacy.

damn right profiteering and lunacy!
you cant sell the moon. you cant sell anything in space. thats just wrong. just like you cannot sell the atmosphere, u cant sell the moon!

damnit. you can't just find a star and claim that it belongs to you! you can name it, but u cant own it! ridiculous.

Earlier this month, the Lunar Embassy started selling domain names for the “extraterrestrial Internet,” which ... will eventually include Web sites with such endings as .lunar, .space and .uranus.

HAH. i'll stuff it up .UrAnus man.

weathers been great lately
rainy all day
so cool, i have no mood to study.
which is bad. im abit behind now :(
but i just cant bring myself to read my notes again.
not at home. not at the library
aaaaaaahhhhh im gonna flunk outta this course!!!1

on another note,
gonna collect my lenses tmr! yay!

hey ningx! see, pics! just not of me :P


i reckon i take pretty decent pictures even though im trying to be discreet.

funny train ride today
halfway home these 2 men boarded the train
the one on the left, skinny guy in striped shirt.
the one on the right, plump guy in yellow shirt.
plump guy puts down his bags/briefcase and leans on the pole, like so.
skinny guy, at first, holds on to the pole for support

picture this: skinny holds on to pole, like normal. palm, fingers and all.
then lumpy leans on the pole. skinny has no choice but hold on to pole with fingers.
lumpy leans even more so his tummy kinda envelopes the pole (sorta, anyway), so all skinny can do is, with the very tips of his fingers, try to stablize himself
alas! lumpy shou xia wu qing (shows no mercy), lean until no space for skinny to hold on to. skinny resigns to leaning on the side of the train.

but thats not the end!
no, lumpy leans forward to chat with skinny.
so near. skinny mustve felt like he was being cornered.
and it was pretty obvious skinny was uncomfortable.

see, white arrow showing skinny in defensive posture.
red rectangle shows lumpy being gay.

look at that hand (second pic). so close to skinny. poor skinny, i know exactly how he feels.

just realize the speakers are very loud.
but nvm la horh
neighbor also on loud loud bass seem to reverberate thru the block
now my turn.

hahaha

there was a bloody cockroach in the bathroom
stupid stupid stupid
made me cut short my should have been long, hot, shower.

you know theres a funny things about potato chips.
once you start, you just cant stop.
its not just a Pringles thing.

wa cannot ah cannot ah
cannot survive the whole day in sch with just one uncle toby's strawberry yoghurt top muesli bar.
i will binge at night.
lol.

well,
maybe binge is a little harsh.
i ate one waffle cone frm mcd + some chips (probably 20 crisps) after i ate the main course (vegetarian rice la)
altho i didnt finish the RICE...
maybe im being too hard on myself
still
i feel so full, like ive eaten a lot.
have i?

i like most people,
dislike some,
and absolutely hate one.

hate. harsh but oh so appropriate.

and i think the reason why i detest/dislike the majority of the people in that group is cause
none of them stood up for me.

useless bunch.

i'd say that's some well-placed dissatisfaction.

ive come to the conclusion that im the kind of person who believes in coincidences and not miracles.

on a totally different matter,
i wish i was taller. maybe an inch taller.
even though sometimes i feel awkward about my height
size doesnt matter when youre invisible.

i really should learn to think ahead
so i won't keep realising ive missed out something in the process
and screw up everything.

i don't think im being paranoid.
but people were staring at me today
i don't know why.
i checked my attire.
my zipper was fine. pants werent split. shirt wasnt inside out.
*puzzled*

i think i caught the idiot train on my way home today.

bloody taste buds aren't working too well.

that, or the food ive been eating is
just.
really.
bland.

havent blogged in a while
besides changing my blogskin,
ive been busy being a geek.

the library, i found, is not just a good place to get out of the sun or get some shuteye, its also a good place to find info.
for the first time, i maxed out my library card.
yea like a credit card.
stupid 4 book limit

anyway, watched the Harry Potter & GOF preview on Wednesday.
was nice and all but
even tho the movie lasted 2.5 hours,
it did not elaborate a lot on the events/characters.
neville got gillyweed for harry instead of dobby
everything just passed so quickly.

im going to go back to being a geek.
cya in a bit.

maybe i won't get a hoodie.

but i want an ipod.
im only like $350 short.
:

on second thoughts i think i need a hoodie.
the jacket i have now is getting kinda small.

yay now i have a reason

okie hoodie aside
ipod nano or walkman phone
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

whoa i found $50 hiding at the bottom of my 'piggy bank'

so really, i have more than enough for a hoodie.

you'd think by now im set on buying it
but im not
so even tho i have all that money, i cant make up my mind what to spend it on.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Life .
did something totally spontaneous today
went to tampines, had subway, and decided to walk around tm see whats new

feeling quite accomplished cuz i didnt get all paranoid, being out alone.
cheers! *pats self on back* was even looking for something to reward myself
but,
didnt buy anything in the end
thought i shld save up to buy a hoodie

lets see..

if my allowance is $30
i spend $2 a day in sch. so in a week i'll save $20

i have $90 now, 140-90=50

woooo i can get a hoodie by the end of the month.
spiffy.

and hopefully, if i starve myself a bit more (lol), i might lose another kilo by the end of the month too. yay.

hoodie aside
shld i get a new wallet? don't need one...just feels nice, eh?
hmm no. won't waste money on a wallet.

new belt? this one's kinda loose. i keep thinking my pants will drop
studded?
speaking of which, saw some girl with jeans so low u can see her buttline. and its not like a little groove you'll see peeking out. its like totally the top of her ass is showing. makes you wonder if she's going commando. which is weird. cuz she's kinda fat and not very pretty *snigger*

okok. im being mean.

school.
chairs still hurt my ass. not every chair has cushion like those in..somewhere. cant rmb.
vegetarian stall's food suddenly doesnt seem appetising at all, so i havent been having lunch
instead i eat snacks. cookies/crackers. total crap. not only helps me lose weight, also saves $. cheers. freakin' unhealthy, but i doubt i can possibly keep this up the whole academic year.
maybe i should go explore the other 5 foodcourts in school. yes. i think i'll do that one spontaneous day. maybe next year. if i havent starved to death.

others.
when i wake up, i think of making music.
when im awake, i think of music.
im playing head guitar (ie in my head) head bass. head drums.
its wayyyyyyy freaky,
does nothing to satisfy my desire to make music or learn how to play.
just makes me want it more.
damnit.
its been months and i still haven't gone past the thinking stage into the doing stage.
:(

maybe you noticed i've blogged with certain headings. life, school, others.
just trying to get things organized.

i feel like im growing up.
wiser or not, i feel bad.
i don't want to grow up. i can't stop time. i can't stop change.
at the risk of sounding like (i support) wackojacko('s ideas),
if there was a neverland, i would want to be there.

the chairs in school hurt my ass :(

i wish i could live by the day and not worry about tomorrow.

and i need to control my anger. maybe i shld do what those people do..wear arubber band on their wrist and snap it when they get angry or something.
..
bah. who'd stop to think snap the band when youre so hotheaded already


anyway
i wanna buy a hoodie.

damnit
20minutes ago i asked if they were gonna go out for dinner.
no definite reply.
so i ate first.

now they say theyre going out for dinner.

but ive already eaten
what the fuck
its ALWAYS like this.

i don't know if i just have bad timing or im just doomed to miss out on stuff.

now im SO pissed.
and i don't even know if im pissed at them or myself
now im feeling like ive been left behind.

this sucks.

i used to say being ignored by people sucks

it still is, sometimes
but being invisible or so insignificant that people ignore you isnt too bad either

it means ure the LAST person they think of when something needs to be done
which means less responsibility.
u can just hang around and not be deemed 'lazy'

of course, it also means less opportunity for leadership
but who cares about leadership.
being a leader is like being the blame-man for the team when something goes wrong,
and when nothing goes wrong, the glory is shared in the team.

so relax.
take the back seat and enjoy the show.

ive come to the conclusion that school and food are bad topics to talk about with my parents
cuz whenever they start on that i find it extremely difficult to stop myself snapping at them.
its not like im not aware how much better they are
and no matter how much i try i'll still feel i havent done my best
cause whatever i do, its never enough.

bought blink182's greatest hits album
:D

erm.
i think it'll be REALLY boring if i just blogged about my day.
there are some bloggable things, but i rather keep them private ( and forget them)

oh well
since im here

been thinking of the people from pri sch more frequently these days
i keep cursing them
and all it does is remind me that i still hate them