Thirteen Rabbits

hey its halloween damnit.
im gonna declare there be no such thing as karma or heaven/hell.

i know.
totally no relation to my first statement.

anyhow
karma is actually coincidence
and when we die we just cease to exist.

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im kinda frustrated now cuz there's still no tab.
and when im like this my posts get super random

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i keep waking up in the middle of the night. i want to sleep damnit!

hahahaha its so funny how angmohs say qi as chiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
lol

wa i give up waiting
no ones gonna tab that Deathnote song for me.

DIY!

this is gonna take forever
if i complete it at all

today i tabbed 30seconds.
wtf.

just 3 minutes more to tab ah. no problem! theyre repeats anyway.hm. yea.
:(
man my sis can hear better than me :'(

it just occurred to me why i wake up so early even if school doesnt start at 8

cuz i don't want the first thing i do in the morning to be 'go to school'
if i wake up early enough the first thing i do will be 'rot in front of the computer'

and thats so much more relaxing than going to school, agree?

he says he should be more discreet next time when chatting with me on msn.. cuz i'll screenshot all the stupid things he says and post them here for the world to see. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
look out for more stupid stuff from joshua. University of Sydney? wth they teaching u man. tsk tsk

must save money!!!!!

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man its so annoying when people say im crazy or weird.
of course that depends on the context and who said it la
but then it cant possibly mean anything good/else when someone says 'youre weird' or 'crazy' right
so i guess how i respond to a remark like that depends on whether i like that person or not. hmm so predictable.

and i know im weird. and actually liking it. which makes me even weirder, i think. wow that thought just goes in circles.
in fact my mother's also very weird. weirdness must run in the family. and most probably from my mother's side since dad doesnt seem that odd. just really really lame when it comes to humour. hm maybe thats how he is weird. thinks his own jokes are so funny and gets all YEAH!!-I-AM-SO-FUNNY-I-CANT-BELIEVE-I-THOUGHT-OF-THAT-JOKE-I-AM-A-GENIUS-HAHAHAHA while i go -_-|||||||||||||||||
reminds me of me also.

ah.
i guess its safe to conclude i inherited this trait. and im probably 2x weirder than average cuz i got it from both my dad and mum.

yay the weekend is here again!

time passes so quickly when playing bass. feels like 15 minutes but its actually 45. play a few songs only lei..
yea i know 45min very short, but i only reached home at 930.
the mood to practise only strikes after 7pm. 10pm is best, usually. but 10 pm is also the time i have to keep it down :( what to do? disturb the neighbors or play softly leh lol

one more thing
still cannot find bass tab to that deathnote opening song. hai. and im lazy to figure it out myself. it sounds quite easy tho. :S eh but im also quite tone deaf ah hahahaah so if i diy it'd probably take forever

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wa so today self defence class we learn how to break people's arms ah HAHAHAHAHAHA
nah thats an exaggeration. at worst dislocate at the elbow only. at worst. so today had to be careful. everything was slow motion. scarly someone's elbow pop then die. hahahahaha.
im starting to think im like xj's jinx or sth. like every time its my turn to hit, something goes wrong. :so xj, next time don't hold the target so near your face then it won't end up hitting you when i knee it. unfortunately when im there i only see the target, never see the person holding it heehee
and also.. if u keep getting hit by me im gonna get scolded man. today already kena warning :(

oh yea today's magic words are 'centrifugal force' or some shit like that, in addition to 'diagonal! 2 geometrical planes at the same time'! HAHAHAHAHA

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have to catch up on school work man. but damn hard leh. i realise today is the first time i pay attention in binovi lecture. OMG WTF RIGHT! hai

damn statistics i cant be bothered to catch up already la.
waste time a bit.


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wa urahara! best hat ever!

totally wrong character for me but since when these things were accurate la! at least i like urahara hee heee

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man im so hungry i think i'll go slp now so i wont raid the fridge

Drink Bleach says:
im not gonna reply ur sms ah

Drink Bleach says:
haahah

×÷»ëddy™«÷× says:
reply lar

×÷»ëddy™«÷× says:
im bored

Drink Bleach says:
hahahah

Drink Bleach says:
wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Drink Bleach says:
IM IS HERE

Drink Bleach says:
ahahahahaha

Drink Bleach says:
that sounds like some retarded grammatical error

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**IM = instant messaging. not I'm.
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hai. nothing to update. so i post my msn conversations. HAHAHAHAHAHA

[momo] superficial shit. says:
i wish i can jus kick u man

Drink Bleach says:
hahahahaha

Drink Bleach says:
if we were in irc u can go /me kick Drink Bleach

Drink Bleach says:
haahahaahaah

[momo] superficial shit. says:
fuck u la

Drink Bleach says:
L

Drink Bleach says:
hm

Drink Bleach says:
cute

Drink Bleach says:
*drool

Drink Bleach says:
hahaha

[momo] superficial shit. says:
...............

[momo] superficial shit. says:
clean up ya saliva man...can see it drippin down from ya chin

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

Drink Bleach says:
hahahah ahaha

Drink Bleach says:
i always scared that happens when i nap on the train

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

[momo] superficial shit. says:
nvm la...

Drink Bleach says:
you just dont feel it until it already drip

Drink Bleach says:
hahaha

[momo] superficial shit. says:
u jus pretend its water...

Drink Bleach says:
-_-

[momo] superficial shit. says:
u look up at the celing

Drink Bleach says:
sticky water

Drink Bleach says:
hahahaha

Drink Bleach says:
HAHAAHAH

Drink Bleach says:
WTF

Drink Bleach says:
AHAHAHAHAH

[momo] superficial shit. says:
pretend the train drippin water la

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

[momo] superficial shit. says:
i'm a genius

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

Drink Bleach says:
even when its not raining!?

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

[momo] superficial shit. says:
maybe air con spoil ma

[momo] superficial shit. says:
cos when air con on train spoil also drip water one

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

[momo] superficial shit. says:
so u can pretend it dripped water and give the irritated look and jus stand up and walk away

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

Drink Bleach says:
hahahahahahaha

Drink Bleach says:
walao

Drink Bleach says:
act man

Drink Bleach says:
ahaha

[momo] superficial shit. says:
hey...onli genius will tink of such solutions to embarrassin moments lo

[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha

Drink Bleach says:
:S

Drink Bleach says:
that statement is true if genius = person in denial who thinks everyone on the train is a fool

tch
why is it people always give me details of things i don't want to know
and don't elaborate on things im curious about?

why do people preach when the last thing i want to hear is 'you should know better'?

why cant i make people suffer by just wishing it?

and whyyyyyyyyyyyyy do i have to wait one week for naruto 207 to air
DAMN YOU EPISODE 206 FOR ENDING LIKE THAT!!!!

many days never blog
man im so tired im seeing double. almost.

so i extended my own holidays by a month
now ive got one month's worth of work to catch up on
cant believe ive been daydreaming for so long.
especially biostats. its not even go in one ear and out the other. its never go in at all! WTF
and the practical sessions! ive been doing things just to get them over and done with. ive learnt nothing! WTFWTF!!

its like half the term gone and ive only just started noticing.

eh what else do i want to say.. hmmmm
i rewatched bleach! HAHAHA started from episode 54 when ichigo saves rukia at the execution grounds to aizen's rebellion. ichigo damn cool. hahahahahahaha

hm nothing much these days

oh yea i think ive been quite nice recently. ya. very nice. me. a nice person. HAHAHAHAHA
of course, every so often most of the time i still think of killing people who irk me.
if i had deathnote and RED FREAKIN' SHINIGAMI EYES!! LOL
ok la, maybe i don't want to kill people for real. i just want them to pay. i say i want them dead, but what i'd most probably do (if i could), is make them suffer. feel pain, even if for a few seconds. and depending on the circumstance i'll make that person feel emotional or physical pain. or both, as the law likes to phrase it. hahahahaha
physical pain like something as small as a pinch, to something much worse, like that of being crushed.
emotional pain like one's heart is breaking into pieces. and ultimate despair that would drive one to suicide!
HAHAHAHA
ah, im daydreaming again.

ok la i shall not go on with this lest some people think me too sadistic. i feel if i continue my friends will run away. (i admit i am just a teeny bit of a sadist, which makes me weird. sometimes i think im crazy too. psychotic, to be specific. but then crazy people never ever admit they're crazy. so i must be fine.)

oh ya and self defence class damn fun. to a certain extent. i wish we didnt have to take turns cuz one combination move before going to the back of the line is boring. not to mention its like walking around in circles - makes you giddy after a few rounds.

one more thing! a certain *someone* keeps missing the target! hahahah want revenge on me for hitting so hard? improve your aiming first la! HAHAHAHAHAHAH :P
and since im on this topic, i think everyone in that row hates me man. for hitting so hard. (actually im not even trying to hit hard lei... thats just how i hit. im not good at controlling these things :( see since my speed is directly proportional to force, if i pull back somemore i'll be going in slow motion)
i'd say they hit like girls, but 2 reasons i won't
1) that would mean im not a girl
2) they are girls, so how else can they hit?
ah. messy messy.
oh that doesnt mean im any good at this self defense thing. in fact im terrible. i have practically no evasive/defensive ability (seeing how im always beaten up by perry. ah. so nostalgic. painful but nostalgic). i don't think, so i just lash out like nobody's business. tsk tsk.

back to me being nice. (kinda hard to believe, especially after all i just typed)

i think being nice is very troublesome. not cuz it takes too much trouble, but cuz its such a forced action. Every time i say something nice i feel like a hypocrite. i still feel like a hypocrite. :S
but it makes others feel better. or at the very least think im a better person than i really am.
i wonder how long i can keep this up. maybe after this i won't be nice anymore?
hmmhmmm

Heeheeheehehehe
if you just read the stuff on the left u'd think we were having a really weird conversation
but that actually spans 3 games

AHHHHHHHHHh
GAAAAARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

just realised gaara was the figurine i picked up back in year one at SP.
but at that time i wasnt watching naruto so i had no idea

now ive lost it tho.
:(

>edit<
NO WAIT I FOUND HIM YAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND MY MOTHER SAYS HE'S CUTE! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

mannnnnn im sooooo fulll now
lets see
everyone's finally back from camp, from hongkong, from whereever.

eh is there an unwritten rule or something that states people can get bullied more on their birthday???

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dad bluff us! he said he'd be back on saturday but he was home minutes after he called from supposedly 'hongkong' which i guess was actually changi airport.
but at least he's back. since its also his birthday today
and you know what he gave me? a lighter!... in the shape of a red strat. got guitar stand somemore. 0_0 OH AND THE FRETBOARD LIGHTS UP TOO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ive been playing with it. fire is fun.
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.
.
0_0

anyway
today eat a lot man. a lot a lot.
huge lunch. huge dinner.
and 3 different cakes! from ailing, my mum, and sp! wasnt expecting sp to show up downstairs :S
oh ya.. so i got to make 2 birthday wishes! HE HE HE first one was easy. jac suggested i could use the second cake to reinforce the first cake's wish. got such thing meh? lol maybe i shldve been greedy and dumped a whole lot of wishes the second time around so if im lucky something actually comes true. its the 13th afterall. and a friday too. HAHAHAHA. wonder how many more fridays my birthday will fall on.

and samuel called just now. so paiseh. guessed like 5 names before i got it right. daaaaaaamn
im totally confused by my msn contacts 0_o

ah wahtever la. my arm feels funny from the SD course just now. don't feel like typing anymore

thanks to everyone who remembered.. and made what i wouldve taken for as another boring day a little more interesting :)

KAGE BUNSHIN NO JUTSU! LOL

LOL their expressions are super cute!! (found it on dA)
and gaara is super super super cute. but he would never do/say something like that

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here's something perry said:
for a moment, i thought the message after your nick is "i will like you" then i was wondering who it was, until i saw that it was you, then i thought to myself, i must have seen wrongly, im darn right. the like became kill

doesnt that just send shivers down your spine