Thirteen Rabbits

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
the first is a custom ESP. second is Killer.

http://espguitars.co.jp/
http://www.killer.jp/

i have no idea who half the people on my friendster list are
i cant remember who more than half the contacts on my msn list are.
god knows how they got there since im one of those lazy asses who cant be bothered to add contacts unless necessary.
i talk to less than 10 of the 100 msn contacts i have. and i already 'reorganized' my msn list already. thats just a nice way of saying i went on a deleting spree and deleted whoever i felt like deleting la. hahaahahahahaha

oh so what prompted this seemingly random post?
just another friendster email alerting me one of my 'friends' has updated his blog.

i have no clue who he is.

oh my new dark depressing layout
got bored of the old one.
so i found a new skin,
photoshopped Toshiya who happened to be in my pictures folder

think i used at least 3 different filters
oh and desaturation also.
big fan of desaturation.
color's just not my thing.

fyi toshiya is dir en grey's bassist.

i really got nothing to blog about. im just here cuz habits are hard to break.

i havent been revising. much. probably an hour every TWO days. hahahahah
oops?
damn exams. gotta hate them.

k this post is really short. i'll just say some more random stuff to waste space la.

hm i want to eat chocolate. drink some bubble tea.

oh crap i forgot to buy formal clothes ah. or at least sth less casual la. why cannot wear tshirt and jeans for itp.

omg jac just came back with some bubble tea (she went down to buy lunch). she can freakin read my mind from hundreds of meters away gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

this has got to be one of the most uneventful christmases ever.
only thing thats unusual is me being in an extremely volatile mood.

parents want to give the house a makeover. like knock a few walls down makeover.
im all for it. dunno where they gonna get the money tho.
cuz at the end of it my room will be the most corner-est location in the house and i can play bass in peace.

quite a few things i want to buy
new comp. new bass. new amp.
all so expensive.
in fact those things are gonna make my pocket bleed so bad its taken my mind off buying anything (and i mean ANYTHING) at all in the meantime. (food excluded of course). oh obviously dad would be paying for the computer la. hahahaha

i did some calculations
$1500 will take 37 weeks to save if i keep $40 a week.
that is um. 9 months.
NINE FREAKIN MONTHS WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!!
ok on to plan B.
plan B is just use my savings buy everything now. make up for it later. HAHAHAHAHAHA
plan A was based on not taking any money from my POSB account. hai. guess that won't work out.

hang on i forgot got ITP. $440.
so 1500-440=1060
that means 6 months @ 40$/week
still cant wait that long.
i know im trying to achieve the impossible

maybe can convince my parents to chip in.
mehhhhhh~ they will say i waste money.
no wait. they will say i waste money whether or not i ask
even though they were never against the idea of me taking up bass, they never supported me either. hai.
i have come to the conclusion my parents are not unreasonable people. just not very understanding.

I Know You Guys missed me says:
ok
I Know You Guys missed me says:
i tell u why im depressed
I Know You Guys missed me says:
ill*
I Know You Guys missed me says:
i wanted to call my dad in LA
I Know You Guys missed me says:
but i called the wrong number
I Know You Guys missed me says:
and this lady picked up the phone
I Know You Guys missed me says:
and its like 7am in the mornin there
I Know You Guys missed me says:
and she started yelling at me
I Know You Guys missed me says:
there you have it
Ni`Ya says:
HAHAHAHHHAHAH
Ni`Ya says:
u know halfway thru your story i had a feeling i wld laugh like that at the end
Ni`Ya says:
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
Ni`Ya says:
so yell back
Ni`Ya says:
or hang up
Ni`Ya says:
so what did u do
I Know You Guys missed me says:
i appologised
Ni`Ya says:
then
I Know You Guys missed me says:
how do u spell that
I Know You Guys missed me says:
appologised?
Ni`Ya says:
one p
I Know You Guys missed me says:
apologised
Ni`Ya says:
u really suck
I Know You Guys missed me says:
yes dont rub it in
Ni`Ya says:
making people feel worse is the only thing im good at
I Know You Guys missed me says:
uh huh but u know u could be the only one that can make me feel better
Ni`Ya says:
riiiiiiiiiiiiiiight
I Know You Guys missed me says:
so how often do u change that message under your nick
Ni`Ya says:
dude im saying they are the songs im listening to
Ni`Ya says:
ITS A BLOODY MSN /MEDIA PLAYER PLUGIN!!!!
Ni`Ya says:
u know when a song finishes it goes on to the next in the playlist
Ni`Ya says:
so the title changes
Ni`Ya says:
you keepin up, kid?
I Know You Guys missed me says:
uh huh
Ni`Ya says:
so that nick under my nick will keep changing see
I Know You Guys missed me says:
so whats this media player plugijumajigin thingie???
Ni`Ya says:
it came with msn man
I Know You Guys missed me says:
ah
Ni`Ya says:
are u living in the dark ages or sth?
I Know You Guys missed me says:
AYe mi lady
I Know You Guys missed me says:
a dark storm is encroaching om our citadel
I Know You Guys missed me says:
on
Ni`Ya says:
wtf

sian. the first sentence of this post has been typed, deleted, typed, deleted and typed again. each time it was something different.

that was the number of times i changed my mind about talking about a certain issue in the last 60 seconds.

tmr they wanna go ikea for breakfast. so fun ah. ikea so near. so big somemore.
courts also very big. but ive nv really liked courts. dunno why. maybe cuz their Ads suck so much compared to Ikea's. last time i went to courts during their grand opening and they had.........................................................................whatshername man. kelly rowland! wa my memory so pro.
wasnt interested tho.
that bad thing about courts? they dun have 1$ hotdogs. walao if school got the same hotdog at the same price i everyday eat ah. can save money. wld taste better than the crappy bread i bring from home.

and then i can buy a new amp. hahahahahha! and new bass!
i want 5 string. HAHAHAHAHA things just got more expensive. by 1string.
funny i dun see any 5strings on ishibashi. why ???
hmmmmm if that edwards comes in a 5 string (it should :/ ).....

actually for that price i can get sth better right. better i mean the brand la. tho edwards is good already. but the rest sport normal looking body leh. so boring.

jac came home today and saw me looking at basses again. she said 'eh you dun need everyday also see right'
need~ need to see. and must check the exchange rate also HAHAHAHAHAH

ooh just rmb.
jacob say shld wait until im like in a rut or sth so buying new stuff will inspire me right. but by the time i sian i wont even be in the mood to look for new bass/amp. correctttttt?????

and by then gst increase already................................................

hahahaha christmas part 2. like i had a very long day.
part 2 because the first post was in the morning. now is night already.
what i did today? nothing special la.
eat. play bass. sleep. eat. play bass. sleep. eat. play bass.

my neighbours must really hate me la.
nv give them a break from my horrible playing even on christmas.
somemore now i learning new song hahahahahahaha so i sound five times more awful than usual. hahahahahahhahaha

tho
i think my bass sound nicer than the noisy children.
must be cuz its so many frequencies lower than a child's voice
and we all know low frequencies are lots less annoying than high pitched squeals.

wa si bei sian
christmas and im home alone looking at amplifiers and dreaming of that edwards bass.
no fun when u can look but don't have.
jac even better. need to work. chop chop chop passports hahahahahaha
she was so proud yesterday that she found a tampered passport.

this morning my fingers seem a little slow. usually i get excited and play faster than the song. nvm later try again.maybe im still not fully awake. hahahahaha and yea im getting lazy again. only playing dir en grey's Cage just cuz i know how to play it hahahahahahaaha

i acquired a couple of dir en grey albums HAHAHAAHAHAHA
its amazing how people can put up whole albums online3

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wa i feel like eating more chocolates. dammit. already half sick. eat somemore sure die.

mabel looks like asakura yoh from shaman king!

k la. actually she looks more like asakura Hao cuz her hair is long and straight.
but she has more of the yoh feeling than hao. hahahahahahahahaahahahaha
nvm la those 2 are twins anyway.

and the dir en grey vocalist looks like Faust (also shaman king character) in the Cage video
i like faust tho. he's a nice guy
Faust's labcoat nicer than ours. (fyi he's a doctor. HAHAHAAHA)
it is nice and LONG AND IT FREAKIN FITS HIM. who's the tailor???!!
why cant ours look like that?

SP Y says:
eh.. if i wan a very dark black eyeliner..then shld buy liquid eyeliner ar?
Ni`Ya says:
not unless u want to look like a girl or an egyptian
SP Y says:
wooo
Ni`Ya says:
was that a yes i want to look like a girl or egyptian
SP Y says:
u just make mi shirk off the thought of buying one
Ni`Ya says:
liquid cannot smudge
SP Y says:
right now i have one soft black pencil eyeliner
Ni`Ya says:
thats fine wha
SP Y says:
and one water proof hypotic grey eyeliner
SP Y says:
but i wan very black one... just one stroke then settle liao
Ni`Ya says:
then look like a girl lo
Ni`Ya says:
maybe your eyelining skills lousy
Ni`Ya says:
hahahahah
SP Y says:
yesterday i apply eyeliner go out..
SP Y says:
got one uncle look at mi
Ni`Ya says:
u look like girl right
SP Y says:
my brother said i look like one
SP Y says:
LOL
Ni`Ya says:
ya la u must look like a girl. even without eyeliner....
Ni`Ya says:
tt uncle mustve tht u gay or sth
SP Y says:
ya lor
SP Y says:
give mi tt tee ko look
SP Y says:
i was disgusted

******

i think that was a yes i want to look like a girl.

i seem to have picked up dr chan's way of saying HAAAAAHHH?????????
very loud and with emphasis on the A.
ok la. her one not so loud. i took her Huh and exaggerated it.
hahahahahahahaha
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dir en grey's clever sleazoid is the funniest song ive ever heard.
is it supposed to be in english? sounds nothing like it.

i want i want i want i want i want i want!!!!
92 400 yen = SG$1200
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!!

we were talking about what present to get weining for xmas.
she already has everything anyway.
except a boyfriend.
and a water bottle.

wa hardly did any 'good' stuff today (ie study)

watched videos, had breakfast. played bass. went to sleep. played bass. had lunch. played bass. went to sleep. played bass.

and that was how i spent my day. starting at 830am.

feels great man. my finger not pain anymore. the more i play the less i feel. HAHAHAAHHA
and i almost finished that song i was learning.

want to find another song to learn, but then i'll be too obssessed with getting it down to have time/want to study. how how?

i just remembered how annoying it was
when you were young, and every time u visited your aunts and uncles they'd squeeeeze your cheeks and make your head move side to side USING YOUR CHEEKS TO LEAD THE WAY
man that made me cringe.

oh so why did i suddenly remember this cheek squeezing thing adults love to toruture kids with?
i was watching this video. and the boy in it's so cute! (i want to pinch his cheeks also HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH)

Nightmare - Raven Loud Speeeaker
this song got that FIR feel. esp the starting.

not very good conditions for playing bass
my finger hurts. somemore my hands are sooo cold in this weather theyre becoming slow.

this is what i call 'disturbing'
but after you watch a few times it looks quite normal

eh. why i wake up so early.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i want to sleep but i canttttttttt
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i woke up once at 5am
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

at night cannot sleep. morning also cannot sleep.
you know when i DO sleep? afternoon. after meals. like a pig.
wtf.
not being able to sleep also means i havent been able to have a decent dream. double wtf. one of the best parts about sleeping is DREAMING, since the waking hours are so goddamn boring~~

on another note,
it has stopped raining. clear skies! so long nv see already. i love rain, but those who know me know i cant take the cold. in school i wear my hoodie everywhere. and even with that, any part of me thats not covered up (ie hands) gets really cold. even in this climate.
pfffff.
eh wait. im starting to think whether or not the weather is cold, my hands will never feel warm
hahaha cold-blooded~
and yea i do stand in the sun to warm up
fear me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(that was supposed to sound evil btw.)

wa where is all this water coming from
its been raining nonstop since yesterday

i am very hungry. i have been very hungry since 5am. i think the last meal i ate was one ebi bowl from yoshinoya at 6 yesterday.

sick guts and headache became just a throbbing head after i got the fried fish, popcorn chicken thingy and nurofen i had eaten out of my stomach. damn gross. you know i never thought i'd drink until vomit one leh. lucky when i reached home my parents already retired to their room. cannot have them get a whiff of me smelling like alcohol ah. cuz i am good girl. wasnt that confident in the powers of one menthos oso. hahahahahaahaha so, no harm done.
i am a terrible terrible drinker. the worst. 2 heinekens later and even nothing seems like the funniest thing. (like names that end with '--eee'). andy and perry were looking at me like i was crazy. BUT i swear there was a cockroach at expo. you all nv see only. cuz u not looking at the ground what! it was right at your feet lor..

after that we went to andy's house to drink somemore. i didnt drink much there cuz after one cup of that my head was hurting so bad. soooo bad i dun remember the last time it felt like that. in fact i think it has never hurt that bad until last night. and thats saying quite a lot since i get headaches almost as often as it rains in singapore.
hm what was it we drank? scotch whiskey with coke? i still think it tastes like chocolate. like a light, (badly) artificially flavored chocolate drink.

jessica seems like a nice person. quite cool.

hmm how should i put this...
perry very sad
hahahahahahahaahahahah
he so sad he drink until he fell off the bed twice ah! HAHAAHAHA LIKE A BEAR HAHA HAHAHA
but as jessica said the sms wasnt that bad niaaaaaaa

oh and i almost forgot
just when he was his saaaaaaaaaadddddddddest at the pub, they started playing these karaoke Air Supply songs. like Even the Nights are better, and um, whatever that first song was i cant remember. there was an 'i', something about 'disguised'... bah one of those classics la.
>EDIT
k la. andy said the song was all out of love. YA LOR. perry out of love ah. HAHAAHAHAHAHA
timing of the songs very good. somemore it was raining heavily. andy and i were laughing at perry. i shld post perry's sad sad face later. when im not hungry :S but then again maybe i won't. cuz i think those pix are worse that hitsugi's snake to some.

dad borrowed this book from the library.
my first thought was chicken soup -_- boring~~~~~~~
and then i thought eh? nature lover's soul? trekking? mountains? wilderness? maybe someone gets mauled by a bear and dies or something? maybe its not gonna be so boring afterall!
but 5 random stories later, still no one die. no one kena attacked.

hai what was i expecting
this is chicken soup afterall. not Bedtime Stories for Brats

check it out
hitsugi without all that makeup!
*almost* cannot recognise if not for the piercings
but still cute ah hahahaahahahhaa

sometimes it throbs. sometimes its more like a dull ache
sometimes i want to mash my brain. sometimes i want to crack open my skull

i guess what im trying to say is
i got free shirt YAY
thanks andy!

wa long day long day. first time come home so late ah HAHAHAHAHA
now i know NR7 goes to pasir ris.
lucky we all managed to catch the last buses home at 440am.
these NR drivers speed like 0_0 la.
i was like hmmm i'll just close my eyes a bit.. next thing i know i woke up at Eunos.

kbox very cold. snowing. after jacob left i huddled in the corner, stacked 2 bags against my legs, hoodied up and was still cold. so ern piaw lent me his extra shirt. still cold, so edmund lent me his hoodie. HAHAHA finally feel warmer.in the end when someone came in to clear the table he got a shock. mustve thought i was a big pile of bags and hoodies.

a big pile of bags and hoodies staring at him. creepy. like having eyes on the walls. but not bad,that guy could sense he was being watched before he saw me. HAHAHAHAH

oh ya ernpiaw sing damn nice ah. power! he even did some silly actions while singing. i think edmund caught it on video. can join singing competition with ailing already. hahahahaha

i almost forgot sia
ytd i dreamt of ni~ya. or is it ytd ytd, since i didnt sleep last night? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA anyway it was supposed to be ni~ya though he wasnt behaving like ni~ya. wonder why i didnt dream of hitsugi. nvm either one is fine.

ah. i forgot ah. swee lee sale.
forget it la. hai.
eh shit come to think of it i do have a lot of things i want to buy.

k time to sleep. maybe this time it will be hitsugi.

sometimes i stare at people/things so long i forget to blink.
it hurts my eyes :(

i think my EOMs are going crazy. i cant focus in school. my eyes cross man. really. and then i fall asleep. and i get these images in my head, but at the same time i can hear the lecturer's voice in the background. and somehow i seem to understand what he's saying but im dreaming...
of course in the end i cant remember what the lecturer was saying OR what i was dreaming about.
i know its always something silly tho (my dream la, not what the lecturer was saying).
oh and then i wake up to find mr lai looking at me like he's just about to say 'EH wake up!'. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Ni`Ya says:
the snake pic not that bad wat
Ni`Ya says:
u damn lousy leh
SP Y says:
ok.. i opened yr dp liao

SP Y says:
oh yeaa... looks kinda like u
(i change my dp)

SP Y says:
fark
Ni`Ya says:
hm
SP Y says:
*closed*
Ni`Ya says:
u damn lousy lo. guy somemore
SP Y says:
my inner child is scared
Ni`Ya says:
wtf
SP Y says:
looks so creepy lo
Ni`Ya says:
no it doesnt
SP Y says:
creepy,evil,sinister
Ni`Ya says:
...

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that pic where got scary. everytime i see it i want to go up to him and say 'LETS BE FRIENDS!'
..
of course i wld nv say anything like that. but he's so very cute i want to pinch his cheeks hahahahaahah

maybe some people are wondering why i want to look so scary (but i end up looking emo. dammit)
simple. if i look scary people will stay away. i want them to stay far far away. see me immediately turn to walk in the other direction. scare the children off so i don't have to hear them laugh. scare happy people silent.

why do i want people to stay away?
..
cuz they are so annoyingly noisy.

i think people would be a lot more pleasant if we didnt have to see each other face to face.
im not sure which is a bigger peeve. noisy people in general? or those who are not just noisy, but feel a need to insult others to be heard

must be last-week-of-term syndrome
tired as hell during school hours, wide awake after that.

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xj saw hitsugi's pic (the previous one). she say EEEEE like ren yao (demon)
hai some people dunno how to appreciate.
what a pity.

those contacts look like super version of acuvue define. nice.

Hitsugi - Guitarist from Nightmare.
i wonder if those contact lenses are comfy at all.

i think tuesday no more patho right?
wake up so early for nothing la
headache headache~

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wa ytd rain so heavy. lucky got hoodie.
100m between the bus shelter and my house got me soaked to the skin. mind you i was wearing jeans.

*

these days very impulsive.
very brain dead also. i swear my brain issssssssss... well, dead.
wonder why

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need a haircut. come to think of it next week is hols already.
don't know if thats good or bad.
and cannot cut anything too.... inappropriate cuz of itp next year.
tch.
what am i doing in dopt?
oh the million dollar question. 2 years on.
see see i took a jrock quiz hahahahaaa its hardly accurate, tho i did write a song :O

What J Rock Personality Do You Have?

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eh wth i forgot what i wanted to say
wtf my brain is giving up on me
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.
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oh ok i rmb
it used to be that one of those random thoughts i'd think of was 'do you want to die?'
these days its become "i'd sell my soul to the devil to.."
..to what? hahahahaah thats a secret.

damn i woke too early.

my blog, so i can put whatever vid i want.
this song makes me happy. hhahahahahaha
but this is one weird vid.
makes me want to lol.

eh did i just see the singer kancho the guitarist

i keep forgetting to reply people.
see the msg and forget to reply.
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i want new bass. i want new amp. i want new strings.

i want money.

ahem i also want a few nightmare songs but cannot find.

MJ sent me this link
Ten Verses Never Preached On

so that was the last SD lesson
the test

walao i was expecting like a real test man
but no ah i wasnt satisfied at all.
most people had to demo at least 2 moves, we only did one.
think that guy let us off easy
hai

meh
who am i kidding

walao it sucks to be sick
someone who hates me must be doing some crazy voodoo/black magic stuff in the broom cupboard
or maybe i ate too much junk food la

anyway
guardian sell this green tea choc thingy that looks like pocky.
damn nice man.
but damn expensive also.
tch