Thirteen Rabbits

wa cool man i didnt know utorrent had the download bar.

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think im becoming like my mother. how sial how

dad's going to europe tonight. or something like that. one week. he always gets to go everywhere
maybe i should quit optometry and find a job that'll bring me places.

being an optom in an optical shop (tho well paid) is DAMN boring because the only thing you do thats different from an optician is use slit lamp and dispense contact lenses.
what
a
freaking
waste
of
education.

anyway after trying out that $1450 bass at Davis ive come to appreciate my $400 ibanez.
its a miracle!

i want my 6th dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!
dowan to work for free. tch.

how nice it is to be home. alone. no need to see adults who need to relearn courtesy. and communication skills. and an attitude change.
karma exists my ass.

never been such a cynic
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half sick already. i can hardly taste the things i eat :(

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last night i had a dream. it was either a dinosaur or it was a mini godzilla. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
hmhmhm i think it was a mini godzilla. cuz it made the weird/infamous ...screech? but still 3 stories tall leh this mini godzilla. hahahahahaha ridiculous.

dunno is i cannot adapt to work or if this just isnt for me.

the more customers i see the more i feel humanity should be wiped off the face of earth.
the more time i spend with my colleagues the more antisocial i feel

and then i wonder if thats just my problem. my own fucked up outlook to life. my own fucked up way of thinking.

so anyway just now this fucker (40s, chinese, female aka BITCH) came in demanding contact lenses.
got promotion anot? (fucking cheapskate somemore)
she demanded for CL that had promo. she demanded monthly lenses. she demanded CLs in stock range so she could buy them now.
she refused to have her eye checked by the optometrist (even though the optician recommended it and i noticed her eyes were hyperaemic already and she was wearing CL)

my head was saying i should warn her (even though she definitely will refuse the optom and insist on getting her lenses)
my heart was saying let the fucker's eye rot.
hopefully she'll get neovasc also (if she doesnt already have that. she claims 'so many years no one check my eye'. fine. singaporeans think they so clever know everything. fine.). den she become blind fucker. and one day she falls into a canal during monsoon season and drowns.

oh,
i followed my heart.

so. retail is really boring.
i don't like most of the customers. what they expect. what they demand.
don't like the way they behave. the way they speak even. like theyre 'master' or someone i have to worship. even god cant make me worship him why the hell should i submit to your rude requests.

even tho this is just attachment, in my head ive already started telling customers to 'don't come back again thankyouverymuch'

walao. vivian coming to visit tmr. complain also no use. not like the ppl there bully me.

and then sometimes kid(s) come in with their parent(s) and their parents wince while watching them put on or take out CL. parents who dote on them so much. fawn over them even. cannot stand that kind of parents. partly because i dun rmb my parents being like that. but thats beside the point. today one lady said 'see thats why the doctors don't let children wear CL' as her daughter was putting on CL. her daughter i think already in secondary school lor. at least 14 or 15. she still insisted her daughter still belong to 'children' that group.
trust your kid abit la. at the very least let them make a few mistakes la! wont die one correct?
sheesh.
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ok. so after all this complaining
i dunno what to do after graduation. go uni also dunno take what course. carry on optom or change?
cuz now that i don't like retail (tho i must say the money quite good) and i doubt i'll do well in clinic,
where the hell am i supposed to go?!?!?

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one more thing
why i dont think this retail thing is gonna work out for me even if i stayed longer
i dont feel like i fit in. is it the people there? or me?
maybe its me. how? just cannot click with people.
i don't believe i've ever felt like i belonged anywhere.

did i mention one of my colleagues here reminds me a lot of sp.
i can even list their similarities

1. skinny
2. like to eat
3. always betting. 4D also
4. dialect songs
5. speaking in dialect
6. the way they talk also similar la. even the expressions used.
7. face shape also same same. abit la.

and dunnowhatelse la.
its kinda freaky.

walao some people no manners la.
had to buy some food for mum on the way home so this guy who was BEHIND me and reached the shop AFTER me just cut in and ordered what he wanted first la! WTFFFF
some people. ADULT somemore. im so many decades younger and I FREAKING HELL AM MORE WELL MANNERED THAN HIM LA
honestly there's something very wrong with humans.

actually im more surprised im letting this annoy me. i should know better. i do know better.
tch.

walao. so fast 9 already.
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i don't like people different from me :O *gasp* thats why i don't like so many people.
the girl school type. the boys school type. too loud. too rude. too boring. too ignorant. always trying to keep up with fashion trends.

and when those types come up with stuff that includes guitars/picks/boots/jackets or stuff like that they call it the 'punk / rocker look'. and then they wear stuff like that around, be it in the form of necklaces/earrings/tops etc + STUD BELT and think wow im in the punk/rocker group im so cool

or when they dress up in black and/or contrasted with some pink + black nails (usually not black but painted another color) or whatever, they call themselves 'goth' and think man im a goth now man im scary

or when they use black eyeliner, wear skinny jeans / get obssessed with horizontal stripes or whatever, they call themselves 'emo'. or cut themselves because its the latest fad man (uber cool! )

what do i think of them?
besides being horrible posers (FAIL! X) who DO NOT know the very definition of punk/goth/emo and making the punks go fuck, they suck (or maybe they don't care at all) and the goths go ...... and the emos angry and depressed at the same time (lol) by destroying their punk/goth/emo image in making them into fashion trends/fads, i think theyre bitchy, shallow, stupid... but quite rich (or at least willing to spend).
nonetheless i still don't like them. i'd go as far to call what they do as sacreligious.
er, for belittling (sp?) those things into fashion. fads and shit.

now now im not saying i belong to any of those abovementioned groups or claim to know for real what the definition of each is, afterall some of the things i said are based on stereotypes, but any idiot on the street (or maybe not..) should be able to tell the difference between a poser and the real thing.
bottom line is it irks me. + the fact im talking about a group of people i don't like, one can sure find the smallest things to nitpick over.

this sounds like a very random post horh?

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OKOK i almost forgot. yesterday when close shop i went to switch off the lights. switches all at the refraction room at the back. then boss was like 'you know which switches anot' so he went along to make sure. aaaaaanyway the main thing is when the lights were all switched off and it was really dark and i went out first, boss (who was walking a little behind me) went "boo!" LIKE IT WAS GONNA SCARE ME! HAHAHAH WTFFFFF???!?!?! SO LAME!

fundamental.
did i spell that right?

the problem with anger is you cannot stop it. you cant stop yourself from feeling an emotion unless you saw it coming and made an effort to avoid it.
but most of the times you can't, cuz you can't predict the future
.
.
.
and thats so fucking frustrating
frusssssstraaaaaaaaatinggggggggggggggggggg
for the second day straight.

i think i want headphones. or maybe its more of a need.

anyway these days i spend so much money shopping. don't know why. i didnt even use to like going shopping. colleagues say i very thrifty when i said i bought the $2 mac chicken burger for lunch. got reason one. i still want to buy so many things! and recently ive started thinking of that bass again. i guess absence does makes the heart grow fonder.. sometimes

1. headphones
2. new amp
3. new bass

cuz its useless to have a super amp that i cant hear cuz i have to keep the volume low, and no point having a great bass if i have to play it thru a lousy amp. correct?

most of all no point having great equipment if the player sucks. so before all that i think i need to practise more :'( but someone just complimented me today so maybe there is some hope? either that or that person sucks more than me. hahahhahaa

alrightttttttttttttt at least today wasnt totally wasted
finally had time to practise lei. and finally also, i got round to trying out crazy train's bass. hahahahah
IN FACT, i even tried whatsthatsongagain? hmmmmmm down to mexico! ya! the last time i opened that file was almost a year ago -_-

got a bunch of diru songs i want to play :( all either havent learnt or only tried a few times.

havent had a chance to play for a week already i think. the strings getting harder to press ah. which brings me back to something i mentioned last year and still havent done.

update ah
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
nothing much to say but

finally got to do refraction again!
2 refractions! one for CL, one for specs.

i made my first full sale today! or maybe 80% of a sale la, cuz i got someone to help me see if the frame size would fit the kid. but i did the refraction, and the payment and the filling in of the form! but no one checks my refraction. makes me worry. what if the end rx i refracted won't give clear vision lei? what if i got the axis wrong? thats the main problem. somemore that kid still in primary school. if something wrong is the type to keep quiet one. but then this power quite low. -0.75D with some astig. maybe i shouldnt worry so much. lah. correct?
are they supposed to supervise me when i refract ah? i don't even have confidence in myself. especially since hardly anyone reads the 6/4.5 line and sometimes they only reach 6/6 -1.
always read 'C' as 'O', which suggests some uncorrected astig right? right? right? riiiiightt??????

oh ya and also did one spec dispensing. frame adjustment and all. thought the customer was gonna be a fussy one, but lucky for me she wasnt that bad. reasonable and very patient.

i wonder if i messed up anything today..

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next day off is sunday the 25th. interesting. i want to go shopping again. hehehehehehehehe
i already spent more than my itp allowance. wth righttttttt

singapore is so boring without rain.
it better rain more.
i heard (literally) the rain yesterday was quite heavy. rumbling thunder and all. pity i couldnt see or feel it.
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dammit man my butt hurts. that day on the train going home there was some 'technical difficulties' so the train kinda jerked. errrrrrrrrrrr. yea. at the precise moment i was sitting down. so suay. ended up falling on the seat (and almost on the person sitting next to mine). and no matter how fat you are that area still got bone lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and all i could do was laugh it off and mumble 痛い~~ to my sis.
i want to sue SMRT already. pain you know. until now still pain leh. 2 days already. pfffft
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damn sian lei. 3 days passed. 3 refractionless days. first 2 days i didnt even serve the customers cuz i didnt feel like talking (not that there were any to serve. hardly anyone came in)
boss spent the afternoon playing solitaire (clickity click!) or else talking rubbish with the rest of the staff.
obviously i didnt join in because they all spoke in mandarin/dialect most of the time and i could only pick up a few words here and there.

boring la. boring.

the only thing worth mentioning (tho it is hardly interesting) was i think a customer getting all 'pissed off' cuz her swissflex frames were not the right color. swissflex can customize 5 parts right. one of the hinges was a wrong color. no one noticed when the specs arrived. so anyway when someone tried to explain to her it wasnt our fault, that it was the manufacturer's fault cuz we're sure we wrote the color codes correctly, she cut us off and said 'i don't care. that is your internal problem. not my problem. your problem. in the first place you all shouldnt have screwed it up. i am not trying to be unreasonable here...this pisses me off'
and she sat there like throwing her xiaojie tantrum. sitting sideways, giving us that tone and expression and i dunnoe, she probably had her arms folded as well. lol. which really is how her character is like la, since i was the one who sat thru the dunnohowlong she took to choose the colors. when she's nice she cute cute one. and i mean like little girl type of cute. the colors she chose for her frames look like candy somemore. that kind of person
so in the end we had to specially rush her specs to the lab (dispatch already left earlier) so she can get her specs one day earlier, on saturday. and even then she's like 'i have no choice right?' and being all 'pissed off'. walao, she got practically all the staffs' attention lor! even boss! (technically i was just standing there being kaypo la, cuz i had nothing else to do. hope her daughter dun grow up be like her man. her daughter at least is very cute. eye damn big somemore.
sure, you paid for the frames. people in retail must tolerate. but that little bit of money doesnt mean customers can give us this kind of shitty attitude what. we're also human right. and in this case it wasnt our mistake. AND we already said we're gonna rectify it AND that we'd deliver it to your doorstep.
pay me $50 more then maybe i'll consider sitting there to let you vent your frustrations. verbally only of course.

hahah kiat wee was so pissed off also.

a random 'conversation' to start

"eh next time you graduate you shouldnt go into retail. go for clinic. youre not cut out for retail cuz you don't really like to talk. cannot hold a conversation. retail for people like me, can talk nonstop one"

what do you say in response to something like that?

"uh...hmm"

thats what i said. which proves her right cuz i couldn't think of anything to say, and i know she's right anyway.

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2 days never do refraction alreadyyyyyyyyyyy~
at least i think that day i sold a pair of specs la. 228$ mah. easy sale. cuz the guy needed new specs anyway. surprisingly ready to part with his cash.

knn. type so much den stupid uninstall HP program decides to restart the computer
stupid program. bloody hell.

the new oakleys look nice mannnnnnn

omg today i made so many mistakes.
first i let the customer go off without paying for the swissflex nosepads, then i let another customer go off with the wrong VISA slip. AND THEN i fit the wrong nosepads on another pair of frames (both side used the left nosepad instead of one left one right) but the customer dunno la. it was FOC anyway (and i didnt admit my mistake to boss. HAHAHA too many for one day la i scared :$ but then again im a horrible liar. the truth shows up on my face and in my voice. i think i need more practise with lying).
WTF lor
by lunch i was thinking shit man the boss must be murdering me in his head right now.
and then the whole day hardly did anything real. no refractions or anything

and then after dinner der ru came with his whole family to collect specs sial. what can i say

finally just before closing i got to do my first real refraction. no one looking. except at bino balancing when kiat wee came in and did the bino BVS for me cuz they all waiting to go home already. not my fault lei, the customer took freakin long to choose frame. i just did refraction normally.

as usual i didnt finish the 'order'. whatever forms and all that they finished for me. cuz they all rushing home. didnt even realise it was past 930.
i think this one counts as 3/4 of the whole process la, correct?
at least that one customer spent $300 leh... does that make up for my earlier mistakes with the bloody nosepads and all?

today wasnt so bad. BECAUSE BOSS NOT AROUND HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
feels so much better. can slack abit more. customer come i will show around, help them choose frames, after that THROW EVERYTHING TO THE REST OF THEM HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH
ahem. not that i want to slack la. the problem is i dun rmb the pricing. and it seems to be ever changing. confuse me only. and boss keep saying dun need to rmb pricing. i don't know what to do. i would like to write the prices down on a post it or something... but...

it seems this branch got 2 optom. kiat wee and the other one la (also sp alumni of course). apparently the other one dumped all the responsibility on kiat wee to teach me stuff.
and monica, according to him, taught us both different variations of humphriss. +confuse me.

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i got craving for tang yuan again. with peanut filling. there's some frozen ones in the fridge. just need to boil them. think i'll have that for breakfast tmr. and then maybe curry for lunch. either that or instant noodles. yes. good plan. im drooling already. because dinner tonight is a cup of milo and ive been hungry since 6pm.
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supposed to do a pair of progressives today. but since we havent been taught that i dumped that on kiat wee. dun really get it. the addition thing. or the age relation. its all flying over my head.
the practical on Addition was a complete waste of time, since no one in class was presbyopic. i don't remember a single thing from the pract except copying/making up values.

so what did i learn today?
nothing much?
i did my first 'real' frame adjustment. actually its more like half an adjustment. but since i did it twice does that mean i completed ONE?
oh and did another refraction. but with one optician and one optom in the room with me i stress until want to die.

OH YA! i saw the vainest guy today! came in looking for smart-looking black specs. because he lost a week-old Police specs he made. what's his power? +0.25D! DONT EVEN NEED CORRECTION LA! he say he wear specs cuz he like (ie fashion IE VAINPOT!) and in the shop he kept checking his reflection in the mirrors and touching his hair! made me LOL la!
AND HE BEAREDbore(?) SOME RESEMBLANCE TO FELIX WWTFFFFFFF?? come to think of it today i saw a lot of people who reminded me of Felix. but whatever la.

don't think ive ever been so ready to go home. when kiat wee was pulling down the shutters i just grinned like mad. .... alright i actually went HEHE so the optom and another customer looked at me like, why you suddenly laugh? and i was like, cuz closing mahhhhhhhhh~~

i think my next off day is next wednesday. boss choose for me already. think got 7 in total. interesting.
today's staff is most fun. cuz all young. and funny. and slack. and friendly.

walao hungry
why my mother not home yetttttttttt

deathnote anime 22? nice!

i still prefer
dir en grey > alice nine > gazette/nightmare/luna sea/despairsray > fake/mucc
and then there are the one or two buck tick/moi dix mois/malice mizer/electric eel shock songs i have

i think kyo (the one at the top la!) looks good in this picture. HAHAAHAHAHHA
kyo is very short. there is another picture where the 2 trade places, but im saving that for post 1000 or something. which is soon. less than 50 posts from this!

i miss bleach and naruto
no episodes for very long time (about a week la haha)
manga will not satisfy.

i need some a lot of jrock

todays one of those days you feel like you have a lot to say but there's no one to talk to and anyway youre so tired you don't have energy to talk (made worse by the fact you skipped dinner and lunch was at 2) and then all you wish to do is cut yourself but you feel you shouldnt because you need to pull up your long-sleeve shirt in order to reach the frames in the glass displays and then everyone will see your arm and they'd think there's something really wrong with your head.

the morning. is a good time to play bass.
while some people have set off to work already i still got time to play.
:)
why i wake up so early man. i can start walking there at 1045am.
but the bloody birds outside. chirp daaaaaamn loud. woke me up. and the windows were closed somemore! cant imagine their actual volume.

so tired.

so sad.
just acquired Alice nine, MUCC, despairsray, Luna sea and even Fake? songs
but no time to listen

:(
however, so far, alice nine and luna sea seem nice.
Fake? doesnt sound really jrockish. cuz its mostly in english. -_- i don't know what to make of it. sounds like english influences in their songs.

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working hours 1045 to 930.

:(

i just got frightened by a lizard
but unlike the anna yeo incident
i didnt scream/shout AND THIS WAS ONE BIG LIZARD MAN!
IT WAS HUGE! over 10cm long, almost 2cm WIDE. i think the fattest one in the house, and it was a dark shade of brown too, making it all the more umm, yucky.

my reaction?
hahaha too surprised to even scream la. hahahahahaha

at least it wasnt like the time i found a bat in my bag, touched it and went AAAHHHHHHHHHHH (in restrained hysteria, if thats even possible) from the study room to the kitchen to wash my hands hahahahahahahaha

ps
do lizards eat ants? if not, why? it would be great if they did. keep the bloody ant population under control.
when lizards die the ants come to eat it, so when lizards are alive they should eat ants.
a two-way thing. to keep things fair.

i wonder how many christians there are on my list

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i noticed i tend to say twice certain exclamations and stuff like that
eg
wa, wa...
or
eh, eh....

quite a few times today already. thats so weird.

haiyah. stupid computer giving me problems.
whatever la.

msn display pictures.
for godssake don't put your real pic there la!
you know how unnerving it is to have somebody stare at you the whole time u type
if i wanted to see your face i'd be talking to you in person
but im not! and for good reason

pfff
in any case, to put a pic of yourself there means your are narcissistic(did i spell that right?) and/or delusional. probably also self-centered and/or in denial. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

why do i get the feeling ive forgotten something

or is it because itp starts monday and i have many things to prepare
perhaps its because im so disorganized and unprepared.

this week has been about certifications.
frankly i think at the stage im at i shouldnt be certified for anything
until now still can't tell a good rgp fit. only can tell an obvious steep or flat. hai
and even my frame adjustments suck. i take forever just to get nosepads right, especially since the asian nose is so... bridgeless?

deathnote anime has gotten interesting again (since episode 20 actually)

bleach is nice too, but as i said hardly anything happens in one episode. and because ive read the manga im a little bored with the anime. the fight scenes are still entertaining nonetheless.

(suddenly i feel like im being a little too formal for a blog post)

DEPRESSING AHHHHHH
april coming and ive saved -500$ WTF AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

haiya but now is really really depressing tho im just using that word loosely:

1. havent had dinner. kinda hungry.
2. dunno wanna have dinner anot. fat already.
3. so depressed, rather go sleep and skip dinner. (that seems to answer my qn of whether or not to have dinner. but mum cook bak kut teh leh HOW CAN PASS UP ON THAT!!?)
4. im broke. sorta.
5. itp starting next week
6. meaning need to wear nice uncomfortable clothes
7. april is coming and i cant buy my bass (and its not just because i have no money)
8. cumulative GPA kinda sucky

see my grades don't really bother me that much. im content. but the numbers just don't look nice la. stupid things.

i cant put my finger on what it is that's bugging me
sometimes i just want to be alone and do nothing. not just to have no one bother me.
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oh yes one more thing i do know
to work in an optical shop --- a brightly lit, open spaced shop where they WANT people to come in --- is the exact opposite of what i would like.
what would be ideal would be me, left alone to do whatever stuff i have to do, preferably not in a bright environment. actually not just left alone la. cuz that means people can still be around. best not to have anyone else around.

i could say in my defense i don't like bright places because i have big pupils and am thus slightly photophobic (HAHA! sounds like bullshit right), but the truth is (no surprises here) i just prefer dimmer places. HAHAHAHAHA
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im so tired of people talking bad about other people and all that shit.
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so freakin late for dinner. so freakin tired.
tch my mother thinks she can keep me satisfied (till she decides it is late enough to cook) with 2 oranges and a cup of soya milk.

hunger.
makes me irritable

oh the sian-ness. not boredom. sianness. its different.

couldnt stay up to wait for the exam result email so i only checked at 6 when i woke up.
cant say i didnt see it coming. in any case my expectations have dropped. hahahahah
so i don't know whether im feeling disappointed or content. doesnt matter.

im more concerned with what to eat for breakfast. hungry but nothing nice to eat. bored of bread and butter. not in the mood for oat or cereal. too fat and poor for macdonalds (i wonder how much money they made from me already. quite a few thousand definitely)

oh yea now i remember why im here.
Gazette's July 8 always reminds me of this funny feeling. but its not funny at all. im looking for the translated lyrics. anyway its reminds me of what i felt on the first few days of kindergarten 1.
aye the good old days i hardly remember. think my best friend was some boy called sea cucumber. i think he shouldve been my best friend la, since ive forgotten everyone else.

everytime i see (somebody's) msn nick i'll go
walao, he's more girly than me
and then the next moment i remember
eh wait, he IS gay what. tch.

wa damn sian
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn sian. makes me want to blog.
but i dont exactly have anything to say. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
9:15 already. nothing to say. nothing to say....................................

k whatever. i'll just complain
today no luck on the train. cannot get seat at pasir ris. had to stand all the way to raffles. no chance to sleep. i rmb thinking wa damn sian ah! bedok only! and then later, Aljunied only! and then Lavender only! and then it was City Hall only! its mental torture, rides where i cant sit. at least could sit from raffles onwards la. managed to nap until commonwealth.

results coming out soon ah? in 2 days or something ah? hai. don't know why i bother la. whatever whatever. don't care.
itp starts next week. sian la. daaaaamn sian.

today's reasons for depression are (not that i am depressed or want to be, im just saying because i have nothing else to say):

1. im a horrible person
2. itp starting
3. dunno what to do with my life
4. i have no talent
5. these reasons are so pathetic

hahahahaahhahah sooo complicated ah?
actually i wanna go sleep already. but i had a big dinner so i don't wanna sleep so early.
don't really feel like starting on kakashi
and technically i do have important stuff i NEED to do, but i just cant bring myself to start.
procrastination kills.

hai very sad. shopping supposed to make you happy my ass. spent so much money my heart pain. NETS NETS NETS like siao. haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

had a reaaaaaaly bad headache. felt just like the time i went drinking (but not of that intensity. don't think anything can beat that.) tsk tsk.
o

sch tmr.
opto very depressing.

1. grades very depressing
2. im losing interest
3. don't know if i wanna continue this next time
4. don't know an alternative either
5. school very boring and tiring

see so many reasons to be depressed.
it wasnt so bad in year one and half of year 2, cuz i was still interested in studying. and stuff. somehow. why now lidat leiiiiiiiiiii all i want to do is not use my brain. if i can just sit here stare at gaara all day.
speaking of which didnt see any gaara plushies today
maybe i shld print a pic of him put in my wallet. (ya i bought a new wallet! finally ah? stupid idea la, wallets. buy wallet already you realise you don't have any money to put in it WHATS THE POINT RIGHT! hahaha at least thats my reasoning for putting off getting a new one for so long)

anyway new chapters of naruto and bleach out. nothing much happen in bleach. but naruto! hah! sasuke attack orochimaru?!?!?! wonder who will win!

Chatting with WN
On Gaara:

市丸 ギン says:
but i dowan sleep yet
市丸 ギン says:
i want see gaara
市丸 ギン says:
i v happy with the shadows!
市丸 ギン says:
i stare at him the whole day before it occured to me how to shape the shadows leh1
[momo] superficial shit. says:
hai...
[momo] superficial shit. says:
u really shud jus marry
[momo] superficial shit. says:
him
市丸 ギン says:
hahah too bad he not real
[momo] superficial shit. says:
let's get a soft toy of him tml so u can stare at him e whole day
[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha
市丸 ギン says:
hahahahahahah
市丸 ギン says:
maybe ah!
市丸 ギン says:
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
市丸 ギン says:
shit i cant believe i said that out loud
[momo] superficial shit. says:
hahah
[momo] superficial shit. says:
wad?
[momo] superficial shit. says:
wad u said?
市丸 ギン says:
"hmmmmmmmmmmmmm"
市丸 ギン says:
actually it was more like 'mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm'
市丸 ギン says:
LOL
[momo] superficial shit. says:
..........

On kids these days...

市丸 ギン says:
what abt kids these days
[momo] superficial shit. says:
tat they ask awkward qns lo
[momo] superficial shit. says:
my 4yr old cousin asked me wad is neh neh pok after the other older cousins (pri) said it
[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha
市丸 ギン says:
HAHAHAHHA
[momo] superficial shit. says:
damn awkward for me can.......
[momo] superficial shit. says:
den sp almost spit out his water...
[momo] superficial shit. says:
haha
市丸 ギン says:
u tell your cousin
市丸 ギン says:
' it is pudding'
市丸 ギン says:
or something like tat
[momo] superficial shit. says:
NO!
[momo] superficial shit. says:
who would tell em such stuff!!
[momo] superficial shit. says:
i jus changed topic
[momo] superficial shit. says:
hah
市丸 ギン says:
pfffff

LOL IM SORRY I COULDNT RESIST HAHAHAHAHAHA
i really went 'WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa' when i saw it :D

so retro~!

HAHAHAHAHA ALL THE SAME PICTURE RIGHT? HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA
i should be filling up the CLprelim history form. i should be doing something more important than play with photoshop and stare at gaara BUT IM NOT! WHY?????????????

my deviantArt gallery has like 3 gaara submissions already! and all using the same picture i sketched! GAHHH! gaara sketched, gaara colored, and gaara desktop! HAHAHAHAHA
cute anot? officially labelled gaara-obsessed
see i even made an avatar with 6 gaaras in it! but i dare not put in dA already la. 4 submissions on the same picture is pushing it.
am i obsessed?
that would be so weird....................
....................or maybe not?

if i sit here a few more months my legs will grow like roots into the floor, my butt will get so big i won't be able to get up from the chair, and my eyes will rot in their sockets.
but at least i'll have gaara to keep me company



right?

... i really do have better things to do
i need to learn how to color hair properly and shadows and shading and everything

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ok la. like very long nv post a proper entry.
stupid clinic induction. 9 to 5. by the time im home im so tired i don't feel like playing bass so i just spend the remaining waking hours between 7 and 11 on photoshop. inking. and coloring. and stuff. brainless activities that dont require thinking or much movement. isnt that great?

now that its the weekend i can finally play bass. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
today good day to play. fingers don't feel spastic. can play faster. still not very fast but faster. have to be content.
time to clean the fret board. lots of little white flecks of skin on it. looks like dandruff. hahahaha

ooh i pasted the sketch of gaara in my room. hahahaha perfect place also. he's looking to the left , meaning he's looking at the door. HAHAHAHA so if anyone comes into my room gaara will be looking! HAHAHAHAHA ah whatever. amusing myself only.

eh silly me. i downloaded deathnote 20 and forgot to watch
WAZZAT?! NEW OP? HAHAHAHA looks funny
good timing too, i was getting bored of the old OP
the new ending is nice too

Naruto Shippuden episode 4
they trying to follow one chapter-ish per episode ?
one chapter that takes less than 5 minutes to finish extended to a 20minute episode
are they crazy???????

and the latest episode of Naruto Manga! Sasuke so strong??!! that ass!orochimaru as gay as ever

"Birthday suit? What? It's not just the clothes you wear on your birthday meh?"

oh, of course it is!

check it out. jac shaded it for me