Thirteen Rabbits

ok!
today we went to beach road and bugis.
jac bought this huge bag those army guys use. so huge, i dunno can put what. i also dunno can dun put what. geddit? lol

16 episodes of jigoku shoujo today! episode 17 isnt loading well
somehow even though the things just keep repeating, there's just about enough change to sustain my interest. im curious about Ai and her group of friends.
turns out i have seen one episode. ep 16. a few weeks back. never knew :S

im tired. but no time for sleep! still so much work to do! T_T

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa wwhat the hellllllll

creepy man at far easttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!

was walking to 77th street. then i noticed someone trying to catch up with me from my right. and i thought, eh whats up with everyone today?
wanted to pretend never see but .. quite impossible la. so i stopped walking.
he tried to start conversation with "you know where sell clothes"
and then i was like, "eh, don't all of them sell clothes..." and gave a that-was-lame-i-could-see-right-through-it look.
and then wtf!? he continued to bullshit somemore. and i was like wwwwttttffff go awayyyyyy
and shooting looks at the girl working at 77th street to help me make him go away lol
i guess i need to work on my mind power. PK-LT. then again i need to have PK-LT to begin with. damn.

i know!
if i ever get caught like that again i'll just yell at the nearest passerby and pretend to be his or her friend and then drag the passerby away with me. far far away from creepyman.
unfortunately this time there was no passerby to grab >_<


anyhoo, shopping alone was ok.
had alice nine, plastic tree, dir en grey, nightmare, gazette, despairsray for company. it was like going out with a whole troop ... of jrockers. ^_^V
am eyeing anything metal (silver or black), and anything white. very monochromatic.
bought a white belt and a white leather thingy. but didnt find any shiny/creepy/jewelled spider brooches. *sad* was very tempted to get a piercing and a haircut.
but one musnt be hasty! XD and come to think of it a lot of ahlians and ahbengs have tongue piercings. :(

OHYA
saw this very nice but very thick (ie warm) trenchcoat/jacket thingy at esprit or something. $100 only! with big buttons! and a hoodie! and its black! EVERYTHING I LOVE! but damn warm la singapore. confirm will melt.

i am soooooooo saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

bleah. i dont want to work but i want moneyyyyyyy lol
so i can go shoppingggggggg
and i don't want to look emo! but i like black! and black skin
nies! and black hoodies! and wristbands with studs, and black & silver/white! and black shoes! and long fringes! and black eyeliner! and piercings (even though i only have ear piercings :( i wish i could pierce my tongue. and nothing's sexier than a ring on the lower lip lol

maybe i will buy another stud belt! but a white one! and then go get a haircut to thin out this thick mop of hair on my head! then a longer jacket thingy like the one ryutaro's wearing in the pic on my blog! OH and lets not forget a cute keychain thingy to hang from my belt! just like ryutaro!
and add lots of silver chains and buckles and stuff!

SHINY!

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going to TTSH today was pretty fun. i finally know what pseudoexfoliation is! after reading about it so many times and imagining the anterior capsule flaking like .. tree bark.
i think 70% of the stuff they said ive forgotten. like mx or tests to do or associated risk factors and such.
whatever it is, just blame it on pigmentary glaucoma.

interestingly, the doctor's explanation of RAPD was different from ms lek's. i am a little confused.

lastly, a gentle reminder
Tigroid means like a tiger! *rawr*

he even raised his hands up to mimic.. claws... (cue: LAME! *makes L sign on forehead*)

so scary, that doctor

HAHA I LOVE THIS!
LOL @ REITA! hahaha poor thing bullied by the hosts!

today i got an unhealthy dose of nailpolishremover fumes *cough cough*

yay no school tmr! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ok
just finished my pancake burger + lychee green tea lunch. am very full now.
i think i just about mastered the art of frying pancakes in a pot.

yes, a pot.
because we ran out of gas and i didnt call the gas man to deliver more gas so now im cooking with the electric ... heater thingy. unfortunately it doesnt work properly with the only frying pan we have. so im stuck with a pot

the first pancake always turns out shitty. the second and third are nice. round and unbroken. temperature is very important. 100C is too hot. 70C is just right. and then sometimes u need to switch the whole thing off altogether, or else the pancake will burn.

i
am
a
genius

and with the right amount of heat and good timing you'll get pretty golden brown pancakes.
but since i always overcook my food (lets just say twice bitten third time shy incidents involving sleeplessnights filled with vomit and abdominal cramps and wanting to rip out my guts or kill myself), i end up with tanned pancakes.

add a beef patty and jap mayo and TADA! very unhealthy and fattening lunch!

ah. lychee green tea with pearls mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

pasir ris really needs more foodstalls. whitesands sucks.


then again i don't like eating out, so i guess it makes no difference.

i think one day im gonna kill myself with my own cooking.
or lack of cooking.
or overcooking.

one day im gonna kill myself eating rubbish like this.
bad habits die hard.

here's another pic of ryutaro. i like this look. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm lol

got a few new pictures of ryutaro! mostly.
he is the vocalist of plastic tree la. just cant get enough of their songs. drumming, guitar solos, bass lines and vocals. eh, thats pretty much everything PT :S
its a pity so few of you know how to appreciate this look. and other VK looks.
oh well.



i believe there's one of him cosplaying L from Deathnote. he looks a lot like L horhhhhhh??

ah. i forgot. i have a new anime to watch -

wolf's rain.


and new band to listen to -

girugamesh

the other day i was kinda annoyed how everyone was getting in my way
wherever i walked someone had to cut across my path

and on another day there was this stupid man on the train with his stupid backpack who kept pushing me from the back even though he had space in front of him to move forward and GET OFF MY BACK. he kept that up until i reached my limit and i was all scrowling and pushed him back. stupid man. and he dared to look at me like eh you just bumped into me with your stupid slingbag! APOLOGIZE! and i was all how dare you! still got the cheek to buaysong me!
...although i guess i gave the impression i was more tch whatever than knnccb!?!?


hahahahahaahahahaa i watch too many anime

ah yea. i really hate it when strangers touch me. even if its just an accidental nudge. because commuters on the train tend to do that repetitively. like when theyre rummaging thru their bags and their elbows poke your arm or sth. and they keep doing that until they find that elusive crumb of biscuit they left behind while secretly snacking 2 days before.

and then some people who just cant keep their legs together while sitting (on the train, as usual). this only happens when im sitting next to a guy. cuz ladies usually cross their legs or well, take up less space than blundering oafs. and as soon as i shift my leg away from theirs they take over that space! WTH?! DOES NO ONE UNDERSTAND WHAT PERSONAL SPACE IS ON THE TRAIN?? i don't want to be able to feel heat from your calf. or your arm! unless youre a really good looking guy! sheesh!

the other day while working i was doing refraction for this chinese man. from china. ok i know we should be tolerant and blah blah blah and i don't want to sound racist especially since im chinese and it's just stupid to dislike your own race. hm.
ok i don't want to sound anti-chinese nationals (even though i kinda am. and i admit it. and i know a whole bunch of you out there don't like them either but youre all just too scared to speak up because we live in s i n g a p o r e and when you speak up about sensitive issues like
r a c e, r e l i g i o n or which is the real k a t o n g l a k s a, super secret government organisations that youve never heard of until then will swoop in on you faster than you can say this is what the extra 2% GST is funding?! and whoop your ass till youre sore and feeling so violated you become an emo fag depressed in jail.

sometimes nongovernment agencies like that antidunnowhatvideopiracysomethingsomething organisation which some ODEX employees are part of will also come whoop your ass for a few thousand dollars for downloading licensed anime. naughty ah?

eh. i digressed

so back to the guy i was refracting
aside from being damn stingy to part with his money (HE WANTED TO USE CR39 FOR -6D RX!!!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) he didnt have good etiquette. like burping blatantly ie not covering his mouth (then not even saying excuse me). ew thats gross.
i know we all breathe in a few gazillion particles that other people have exhaled or expelled from their bodies. when they breathe or burp or fart. its inevitable.
but DUDE
i rather live in oblivion! i don't want to know what you had for dinner. nor do i want to know that im breathing in something that was inside you just seconds before! OH GOD THE HORROR.

i have quite a few pet peeves, don't i?

new blogskin!
have been preoccupied by anime recently
claymore, d,gray-man, zombie-loan, ghost hunt
and going to work late because i was watching them HAHAHA

hm.
i still need to tweak this blogskin a little

great! no work tmr!

sean is the best! (so far) so quick to assess and give grades because it was past 5 and he wanted to go! hahah everyone else had to wait for monica! hahahahah

1. Antitheism is active opposition to theism. The term has had a range of applications; in secular contexts, it typically refers to direct opposition to belief in any deity, while in a theism context, it sometimes refers to opposition to a specific god or gods.
   
2. Nontheism : the nonbelief in the theistic concept of a personal God or gods.

(taken from wiki)

atheist = does not believe in god
antitheist = against the concept/idea of believing in god.

so if someone says

"i am against the idea of believing in the existence of God because it is silly. Because god does not exist. and if he does exist he must be evil. "

one is an antitheist?
(i know that last bit about god being evil makes it sound a little dystheistic, but in the context of theism, antitheism covers anti-god sentiments too, right?)

ha ha ha i hope i never have to think of this again
too many terms.

so what sparked this search ?
i could pin it all on boredom, or a passing streak of anti-God sentiments, or a tiny tiny deviant-ish impulse (hehheh)
mostly im just looking for an identity. weird as it sounds.

im forgetting something im forgetting something im forgetting something
clinic was good.

work today was pretty weird.

i really like this mariebiscuit + ham + cheese dinner ive been having every night. for the past dunnohowmanynights.
i never even liked sliced cheese. but this is nice!

i just bought more ham!

ok thats totally boring.

oh. its sunday tmr.

time to practise.

weather recently is hell!

wth! where's the rain?!

ok im so tired.

i found out
ham + cheese + biscuits make quite a good 'sandwich'
now i am kinda too full for sleep.

one can only either be
hungry or not hungry
pissed or not pissed off
down or not down.

i dun really have anything to blog about. im hungry and tired. my last meal was at 1pm. it is 1040pm now. time to sleep. early start tmr. boring. ah jeric is online. but im too tired to disturb him. almost drove him mad in the clinic. (i am very angry! he says while smiling. yes. kowai! :S)i found a few new hitsugi pics i like. they are very small though :(

pimp stephanie doesnt know how to appreciate them. which is fine. i do.
gotta work tmr. boring. these days i feel so introvert but am acting quite the opposite. don't know why.

jrock forums are full of funny people
they are cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
all the fangirls and fanguys :O! lol
with their SUPERLONG ANIMATED SIGNATURE! FEATURING THEIR FAVE BAND!

omg i just remembered i was supposed to be watching monster right!
O_O i got sidetracked by another awesome anime. more awesome than monster.
its claymore! <<<<<<<< LINKLINKLINK! CLICK!
i recommend it!
its like gundam seed BUT with female warriors replacing the robots,
its like saiyuki (full of demons and demon slaying) but better storyline than that
its like fighting in every episode! wow! heads chopped off! arms chopped off! legs sliced off! WA! WHOLE TORSOS CHOPPED OFF!!
WHOLE BODIES CUT INTO PIECES! WHAAAAAAA!

not to mention there's a warrior with the same name as me. he he. she's supposed to be the strongest sial!!!!! but she's dead. HAHA

ok la whatever. its good. check it out.

i heard the Opening's by Nightmare! interesting. i couldnt tell. pfff

wa this rocks!
my stomach is incapable of growling!
i am now immune to feeling hungry! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

er, somewhat.

which means the only time i'll know its time to eat (without looking at the clock) is when i feel so weak my hand starts trembling.
HA HA!


i hope it stays like this for a long time.

anyway the patients at clinic were very nice today. both of them. referred from screening.
very very nice people. even participated in what they call 'idle chatter' with them. who cares about time limit! but cuz i took my time it mean i left clinic at like, 145pm -_-

it helps that i don't feel hungry anymore so i can concentrate better on whateveritisimsupposedtodo.

so second px had pretty dense cataract. couldnt see a thing on opth.
i left the whole column blank on the form.
so nervous sial. but lucky!
sean: i couldnt see through. did you see anything?
and in my head i was all YES! SAVED!
me: mm. was hoping you couldnt see anything also. haha!
and he was all -_-

and later when he was assessing me and checking my recorded ret with the end subjective rx (for the same px with dense cataract OD),
sean: wa your ret very off ah. (it was over 1D off)
me: aiyah couldnt see much so i just chuck in something lor.
sean: still can see a bit one mah!
me: eh, eh at least i honest leh! the other eye ok right?
sean: ok la i won't minus a lot one la
heeehee good thing he only took off one mark for ret :D

but this sean very detailed sial.
medication must specify dosage, and frequency! see they even printed it on the recording form!