Thirteen Rabbits

damn its funny when they sing in english.

another day at home.

i feel so fat. eh. i am fat. a case of christmas gluttony. im leaving my wallet home from now. then i wont be able to buy food. HAHAHAHHAHAHA but there's food at home. :( maybe i shld just sew my mouth shut. hmmmmm i know i know i'll just play bass till my fingers bleed then i wont think of food. right. riiiiiighhhhhhhhhhht as if i could last that long.

did some long overdue maintenance on Ryuu XD
sounds totallllllllllly different now! hahahahah

i think next time i go out i'll buy new strings and a new cable too. this one might die anytime.

yup i really dont have anything else to say.
fyp seems to be more or less out of the way
sports vision too! almost, anyway.


it rhymes!

today i name my bass! i name it Ryuu! HAHAHAHAHAH CANT GET MORE FITTING THAN THAT! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH

lets see
today is the 26th of december.
Ryuu is almost 2 years old. probably 1 yr 10months old now.
getting quite dirty and quite bent. today i actually practised enough that my fingertips hurt! HAHAHAHAH all my dead cellsssssssss rubbing off on the strings ..
icky.

perhaps it is time to get new strings. sounding quite dull.


of course it is.
overdue again.

Online Videos by Veoh.com
Ghost hound is one freaky show!

ive watched so many anime i cant keep track of the titles. hence this blogpost.
at the moment im watching 7 shows -_-

myself; yourself
ghost hound
naruto shippuuden
bleach
dgrayman
full metal alchemist*
rental magica

they are all incomplete (not aired yet) so i gotta wait :(

that, or i cant find the videos. especially FMA. a lot of trouble to find a vid that will load properly

this is like the funniest/crappiest episode of FMA lol

i must be like the slowest person on earth
to realise only now that asian kung fu generation performed those anime songs - _ -

it also means something else. lol

crunchyroll X
stage6 X
animemedia X
veoh X
youtube X

im using guba.com
i always want to say boogaa instead. hahahahahaha

Aliens, I tell you!

ooh lookey. familiar? KERATOMETER lol taken with my phone and bluetooth-ed to the laptop! hahahah couldve used the USB but its like so fun la wireless HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
can see the motorola logo reflected in the kmeter!
recognise the person in the pic anot? obviously not me cuz im behind the camera = =

it seems some of the girls in class got this scrapbook idea. a graduation thing. third year already! cooperate! memories! *shining eyes*
gahhhhhhhhhhh~ *melts*

supposed to submit a photo and caption. ok la. message. photo + message.

im thinking of posting this:

...

you like?
SUCH STRIKING RESEMBLANCE, NO?

lol don't want to be 'antisocial' or 'wet blanket' or anything like that
but camera shy la.... and i dont have anything to say either.

HOHOHOHO :X so superficial~

today i...
reorganized stuff in my room?
hahahah because change keeps things interesting
i brought the PC table (which happens to be black and white lol) and harman/kardon speaker/subwoofers in for the laptop and got reacquainted with bass. . even though they say this is supposed to be altec lansing blah blah..listening through laptop speakers totally kills bass man. and i can play the songs a lot louder with external speakers heh heh heh heh heh

so now the old PC is looking quite sad, sitting on the same table as the printer and a mountain of paper outside. speaker-less. ooooooooooouuuffffff.

when FYP is over, i must bring the laptop out for a walk. get the damn fan to shut up.

oh yea...fyp..... i shld do something about it.

what to eat...?

bak kut teh. kill me kill me. im the only one drinking it. whole pot of it. jac says da me~! im going for health checkup next week. later my BP high! red meat! NOoooooo~~~

there goes my blood pressure.

it's always like this. jac doesnt eat the stuff mum brings home and i end up eating the same thing for days on end because if i don't the food will spoil. it is also the reason how i manage to save up most of my allowance (which later ends up as impulse purchases on a shopping / waste time trip to town)

before this soup it was bread. bread bread bread bread bread. in fact there's still a lot of bread in the fridge. but its waaaaaaaaaaaay stale (stale! not moldy!!!) even im staying away.
imagine! i had to think of different ways to eat it. bread + butter. french toast. peanut butter + jelly sandwich. bread + curry. for almost a week!

oh wait. do i see a pattern? (actually before bread it was hot dog -_- does that count as finger food?) started with bread. went on to soup. does this mean the main course is next? main course for the next week? and then dessert for every meal the week after? eh? eh? ehhh?????

no wonder my stomach always feels like crap.

no wonder i always feel like crap.

*
i must remind myself to not laugh at people
because we are all walking the same road
just at different locations.

*

the more i think about it, the less i want to be
an optometrist.

*

holidays really mess up my sleep pattern.

because we are in DOPT,
we don't have normal breaks like the rest of the school
its clinic as usual for one week. one week out of the 2 that is the christmas/new year break.
because this is DOPT.

goodness i pity all those ppl who get in.

kirai! ive had enough of clinic! really dowan to see any more GE px! or clinicians! all get away from meeeeeee!

anyways i shld get some sleep. clinic tmr morning! at west coast somemore! thats like super far! gotta wake up at 6am! and as i type this its already 1230am! PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT!
thats why i say
holidays really mess up my clock!

man. another day spent watching anime. and i finished the whole series too.

urghhhhhh headache. all day. from excessive laptop use.
was watching Ouran high school host club. (it took me 3 attempts before i got the word 'club' typed correctly. i kept typing bluc. bluc. bluc. maybe there's something wrong with me head. oh yea... it is achy.) 26 episodes! over in less than 2 days!
that show is funnnyyyyyyyy! reminds me of hana kimi. probably cuz both are set in special (not that kind of special, u dimwit) schools and both have a girl who's pretending to be a guy. and somebody in that group ends up liking the girl. although why the girl is there in the first place is different for the 2 stories. lol i feel like im raving

AM STILL LOOKING FOR RGP PX! DON'T BE SHY !

i feel teenagers are getting more and more rude

and that is a sure sign that i am getting old

people always speak so irresponsibly. their mouths have somehow managed to bypass the brain. became independent. blah blah blah blah blah they go. it is annoying, so much so you don't even bother to retort or correct them, because in your eyes they are just stupid kids - impulsive, immature, irresponsible and illmannered - and there's no way to argue with a child without lowering yourself to their level.
i don't even remember being as rude as these kids. makes you think if their parents are dead, seeing how they act like they havent anyone to discipline them. in fact i think orphans probably turn out better than these delinquents who havent yet acquired enough common sense to not make a fool of themselves in public.

*

i think ive been too outspoken lately. should tape up my mouth. or wrap that roll of ribbon i just bought on monday around my head (like a mummy) so i will shut up.

one other thing that bothers me is how people don't appreciate favors anymore.

it is sad

*

stayed back in school 6 hours to do data collection. now have to enter all the results into excel and do analysis.

kill me.

i am happy. finally! i figured out how to secure the wireless. walao eh. took long enough. but see i told you i wld figure it out sooner or later. just knew i had to sleep on it. takes less effort (tho more time) than actually reading the user manual and stuff like that. hahahahaha
again, jac was locked out because our neighbor was freeloading. this time i realised i could kick him out from the management console (I GOT THE POWER! I LIKE!) and i did so promptly. cue obnoxious HA HA!


am feeling mighty satisfied right now :D

things havent been going according to plan recently. must be bad luck. oh goody.
quite annoying. am losing all motivation to go to clinic. am losing my patience. with people. with things.

am doing meaningless things. meaningless things are satisfying.

wa i was surfing friendster
it went something like this
alex > citra? > maybelline > xj > vivian, chris ng > sg optoms

piang eh
see some weird things on the way

why do we want to stimulate the retinal ganglion cells? i dun understand -_-

these days i sleep a lot.
im getting like 8 hours or sleep! go to bed at 11, wake up at 730! i just automatically wake up that early. its a bit annoying to be up before the alarm.

a whole hour and a half before its set to go off.

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seems like albinism ppt is gonna be just 4 slides long. :)

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didnt go to eithe bbq today. not the one at east coast, or the one at pasir ris.
i am so lazy
.

k time to slp. im sure albinism can wait till tmr.

sian ah. so suay today. a huge misunderstanding between px and me. and monica. fitted monthly lenses when px only planned to wear lenses occasionally. but she told me for sch use what! and i did ask her if that means 5-6x a week! but in the end she told monica she wld only wear occasionally! i know the px didnt do it intentionally la. she was very nice. was an honest mistake all around. but walao! i have nv felt so yuanwang la! cannot defend myself somemore! sit there and get nagged at. for something im totally aware of. for something i already tried to avoid.
shit happens, they say. thats just putting things nicely. i feel like Life just stuffed a grenade up my ass.

then when i came home looking forward to the internet
i found out one of my neighbors was stealing my wireless. cuz i limited it to 2 IP addresses, meaning only 2 ppl can connect to the router. and since i cannot go online and jac could, it meant someone was freeloading. so i checked the management console and i see the fucker who names his computer 'wolf' .
walao! must be a guy! must be young! and must be a THIEF
must be my next door neighbor. so many unsecured wireless floating around and he takes mine! must be because this signal strongest! because he's just next door! HE must DIE!

either the next door neighbor or the upstair/downstair neighbor la.

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what kind of name is wolf sial! i didnt even name my laptop! its just 'user'! jac calls hers 'jactlab' like its a whole laboratory =_=
i used to call the desktop Hitsugi tho. HA! sounds like a good name for a dog. but if i had to name my laptop now i'll probably call it Ryu. because i like plastic tree. and also because ryu means dragon. which isnt totally inappropriate since my chinese zodiac animal is a dragon, correct?
speaking of dog names, i think ive heard one of my neighbors call their dog FIDO or something. that is also another WTF name.
but i digress.
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knn! if i knew how i'd send a virus his way! for stealing my internet! my precious internet!

i still havent figured out to secure the stupid connection sial. irritating.
i'll figure it out one day.

in the mean time i shld learn how to hack.
then download some viruses and infect that fucker's computer.
releasing virus is illegal. freeloading also illegal. i don't believe in an eye for an eye. i believe in revenge a hundred times over.

hai.
just my luck.
i can only munch on my sad sad dinner of chicken franks and lament on how suay ive been recently.

but the more i think of it the more pissed i get.
.
.
.
.
ok deep breaths.
think of ryutaro.

wa i cant believe i spent the whole evening working on clinpract presentation! im gonna talk about albinism! because they are so cool! the info's quite interesting, surprisingly. dunno why it intrigues me so
-_- pity i don't know where the albino staying around here is. havent seen him in a while. wonder where he is. or else can make new friend. haha!

AH! what if he moved? :[

i must be going crazy.

anyways
ive brought my bass and amp in. finally. natural thing to do now that laptop is in the room. i can stay cooped up here all day. away from the tv. very healthy. i can even play bass lying down.

local anaesthetic is cool! one drop and cornea is like nonexistant! sooooo coooooool laaa can see the tono probe right in front of me but cant feel it. its like surreal. hahahaahah so amusing~ now i know what it really feels like to totally not care what someone is doing. like, ah u want to poke my eye, go ahead!

wa ever since i moved the laptop to my bed ive been able to get a lot of work done! fyp, presentations blah blah! instead of procrastinating and wasting time surfing the net and playing games!
i think its got something to do with the fact that its so uncomfortable here. no matter how i sit or lie, some part of my body will go numb. if i lie down and prop myself up on my elbows, my arms go numb. if i sit crosslegged, my legs go numb. if i sit properly at the side of my bed, my ass goes numb. like now.
so i don't have the mood to waste time. and end up doing work. yay!

oh yea. and the view from my bedroom window is great too. XD
and before anyone of u sickos think im peeping at a neighbor, i not. ive got a clear view to pasir ris park opposite. if i lived on a higher floor i'd be able to see the sea. pity. all i see are trees and sky. good enough la. or else i'll be getting a lot of UVR reflected from the water. *consoles self*

went to SITEX with jac today. she bought an acer laptop. chio! white and black! *drools* specs almost same as mine. in fact better! and cheaper too ! damn! $1800 only! GTH!
also bought a wireless router. Finally! am using my laptop in the privacy of my room now. :D but i cant figure out how to secure the network :S will it help if i limit the number of IP addresses? this block has a lot of wireless internet connection. most of them secured. 2 or 3 unsecured. got wireless@SG too. but thats obviously pretty weak.

so now we IM each other on msn. don't even have to walk to her room, which is just 10metres away. across the hall. hello, obesity!

turns out tmr's envopt test is 30%. wth! i hope what im reading is getting into my head. doesnt seem like it. i think anything that didnt go in the first time around arent going in. ever. :(
doesnt help that my allergies are back. first it was the eye. now the nose. damn you!
helps me 'appreciate' just how lousy my aiming is. all the used tissues' ending up around the dustbin and not in it.
did you know visual performance is affected by
visual acuity, depth perception, contrast sensitivity, night vision, color perception, soshite
eye movement, peripheral vision, glare resistance and recovery, age, and environmental conditions?
i suppose part of the reason why my aiming's so poor is because im not wearing my specs right now. see. VA probably 6/30??

wa didnt realise i was so tired
coma on the train home. coma at home. -_-

but still have to study for monday's test.

so, impact resistance Standards table!
notice the symbols for each category? S, F, B and A. weakest to strongest material.
S = sissy. F = fail. B = B before A. A=amazing !


im bored already. 1.5 chapters out of 4. but i think he's gonna set one question per chapter. so can just study 3/4. hee hee

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my eyes are so itchyyyy and i am so sleeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
wearing soft lenses has become quite troublesome. threw away another lens today.
i think this balances out my eyes. last time i threw the right lens away. today i threw the left lens away. hahahahaha

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6mm steel ball at 0.86grams incident on the lens at 45m/s; 120m/sl 190m/s.
sissy lens uses 22mm steel ball at 43grams incident at 5.1m/s.
sissy, right?