Thirteen Rabbits

i never thought i'd say this, but
coffee milk is nicer than chocolate milk!!!

seems like it's gonna be a busy week or two
hmm hm hm hmhmh mhmhhmhm so many things i want to do!

ashita!
i will haveeeeee
sandwiches for brunch!

clannad!
is not bad!

sometimes when i spend the whole day watching anime
and the last thing i do just before turning in is watch anime
my head will be filled with japanese voices
talk talk talk talk talk
ah! it seems i am listening to japanese the whole day, since i only play jrock songs too
i guess it's only natural to hear such things.

watching kekkaishi made me buy coffee milk. ah! wth!
tastes just like milk..with coffee. like a very very very milky latte. hahahah wasnt that bad.
but i think i'll stick to chocolate milk. maybe i'll have that for dinner tmr.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm chocolate milk with sushi? or curry bun?

i think i really watch too much anime.
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dunno why i always feel like an outsider. although they are not precious to me.
hm hm hm talk about walls and an empty plate. i am quite lacking in the socialising department. tch.

ahhhhhhh im so messed up

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today i made tempuraaaaaaaaaaa.
with all sorts of veggies hahahahaha
there was so much i didnt even have to eat lunch or dinner
hai. it wasnt very nice la, as expected. then again it was my first try!
there's still half a packet of batter and a whole lot of veggies!
hahaha

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work tmr. sian musnt think about it! just go to work! ganbarimasu!

i think i'll have instant noodles with veggie tempura for brunch!

Sp says:
sometimes i have the courage to catch roaches
Sp says:
sometimes i scream like a girl
Sp says:
i mean sometimes i shout when i see roaches
Sp says:
i hate them i feel like using a penknife to slice their body apart
Sp says:
juice oozing out from them tt i deprived happiness
Hikaru! says:
u r weird

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Sp says:
oh man im hungry
Sp says:
how does it feel like to have some shots of detergent down yr stomach?
Sp says:
interesting
Hikaru! says:
now is one of those times i feel like a normal person
Sp says:
or drink alcohol and lit a fire on yr tongue
Sp says:
burn all the way down
Sp says:
alright so someone is saying im behaving like u do?
Sp says:
we are normal pls!
Hikaru! says:
about as normal as flying cows
Sp says:
i prefer flying pandas

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why does SP refer to himself as 'we'? i wonder..

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Sp says:
u noe some painter like to pour paint into balloons and pin them up
Sp says:
then they shoot them with dart
Sp says:
and they call it art
Sp says:
i wan to have flesh heads instead
Sp says:
bricks instead of darts
Hikaru! says:
haaaha
Sp says:
tt i call it art of death
Sp says:
nice man
Sp says:
the blood splashing on the wall
Sp says:
of course i will inject dyes into the heads
Sp says:
if not all red sian lo!
Hikaru! says:
pffff
Sp says:
i dnne if someone hand mi a head and ask mi to gouge the eyes out with a spoon will i able to do it?
Sp says:
i think i will la
Hikaru! says:
like not so easy lei... anatomically

went for sushi buffet at sakae today! waaa sooo full! ate at 3pm and im still feeling full at 1130pm! amazing! the handrolls were great too! *Drool* ebi, jellyfish, tako, crabsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss crabs crab crabss i love softshell crabbbbbbbbbsssss
ehhhhhhh isnt there a sakae at whitesands? why did we go all the way to vivo???

was feeling quite full by the 5th plate. but buffet mah! so must stuff! finished closer to 15 plates! got drunk on food! HAHAHAHAHA its been a while since i ate enough food to make me go 'i want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...*groan*' couldnt even stand straight afterwards. couldnt walk straight. couldnt breathe i tell u. got a stitch just from walking at a somewhat slow pace. wth right!

i wont be doing this again anytime soon.

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still watching hikaru no go! amazing how they turn a game like weiqi into sth interesting! even got me to try playing! of course i am impatient and easily distracted and don't like thinking all that much so im gonna give up, 1 day after starting. hahaha!

i do wish i was more focused though. hai. i feel im most focused when playing bass. sometimes i even grit my teeth. it's quite... uncomfortable and gives me a headache. ;_; but once i learn the song, it gets loads easier to play. i enjoy playing it so much more! :D some days my fingers cooperate, some days theyre just spastic >_<

finished with tsubasa chronicle. good show. but the ending is like wtf!!!!?!?!??!?! not an ending at all! even the omakes! wthwthwthwth!! since the characters have their own animes u get diff POVs. i didnt know they made anime like that! just what i wanted! like the time i was watching deathnote anime and thinking if only they made a deathnote version from L's point of view that might be cool. ne?

that said im still quite miffed i missed L Change the World. sheesh.

hmhm! dinner! half of it, at least. dinner in front of the laptop, watching tsubasa chronicle AND Hikaru no Go!
haahahaahahaha

good friday.

good friday it is! slept in till 11, cooked me some brunch (didnt taste too good but at least there's rice, fish and chicken) and watched tsubasa chronicle till now. did manage to play some bass while waiting for videos to load :)
i should pry myself off the chair and do some housework

bought a new pair of jeans and another pair of pants from zara! yay! finally! pants that aren't too short! bought a pair of shoes too! yay!

i can't believe it! im too late to catch L change the world! walaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
dammmmmmmmmmmmiiiiiitttttt mannnnnnnnnn

anyways
tomorrow is Jac's birthday!
happy birthday!

i believe one of the things i'd miss if i died is ryutaro's voice. especially how it sounds in namae no nai hana.
lol
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work. was not bad. deirdre's doing attachment here!
1 SVD, 2 SCL first-timers and half an RGP fit (cuz one eye only lol) stained my own finger with fluorescein.
cant wait till i get my own RGPs.

i have many chores planned for tomorrow! also thinking of shopping at vivo tmr. and watching that L movie.

looking forward to it. but dunno if i have that much energy.
there's always the day after.

24hours passes very quickly
especially when you have to work the day after.

i wonder how the jrock matsuri went

man i am so tired! went shopping with weining today. (again, technically yesterday)
met ahmad when we reached orchard. that guy was alone. so he joined us.
did some catching up. learnt some new things. mostly gossipy things. hahahahaha HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(uh you dont need to know what i was thinking of)
he also has the lousiest stamina (when it comes to shopping) of any person i know!

blah blah blah im too tired to go into detail blah blah blah

met up with puiwei for dinner at cineleisure. ahmad left already. was just a party of 3. food was not bad. walked all the way to wheelock hoping for some NYDC dessert but that was crowded so we went to far east gelare. ate some more. feeling very fat. chatted a bit. walked around a bit. realised there was nothing else to do. headed home.

and after all that i still had energy to change my blogskin.
that pic up there is none other than ryutaro. love love!

ROME - A court in Sicily has ruled that an accused Mafioso can be put under house arrest because he is too fat for any Italian jail.

and i threw in another random plastic tree picture. yays!

ok. so i did go out today (technically yesterday, since its past midnight now)
walked from city hall>marina sq> suntec> bugis. but that took less than 3 hours. and i only bought a pair of pants. bloody hell. there is nothing to buy! i don't know what to buy, more like. oooh but managed to try out the debit card. sign sign! hahaha
walked around with my phone still playing Plastic Tree/AKFG and before i knew it 3 hrs had passed and im down to my last bar on the cell.

oooh so it was raining too the whole day today (and yesterday, and the day before, and the day before that..) and i was just walking around town with my hood over my head (me being emokid and all) and this nice man offered to share an umbrella with me on my walk from suntec to bugis. how nice! so had to say something along the way mah. i guess working in the optical shop has improved my conversation skills. so in the 200metres or so of walking i found out he was malaysian. a cook. who somehow manages to travel in his course of work. all over the place. interesting.
in the end i forgot to say thanks.

there's an optical whatever roadshow thingy as bugis. and as i passed i looked around to see if there were any familiar faces. and guess who i saw? michelle! haha such coincidence! so chatted a bit. took the opportunity to ask her abt Coopervision lenses cuz i don't know much about them. also saw weihan at paris miki but didnt say hi cuz she was busy.
hmmmmmmmmm

overall i guess shopping alone was ok. took me one walk up and down marina square to get used to it. by the time i reached suntec it wasnt all that bad. next destination: orchard! and then vivo, and then maybe i'll go back to city hall again.

i should get an mp3 player instead of relying on my phone. the battery life sucks and memory's small. i have 5gb of songs in my library, but this V8 only has about 400mb of space. the hell?!

anyway i havent apply for PVL yet. :( am i the last?

maybe i'll wander around bugis/BBC/city hall tmr.

wow. its been raining a lot. and mosquitoes are about. moths too. annoying critters. spent a good part of the night last night scratching my finger. cuz the freakin' bug had to sting me right on the pointer. DAMN YOU! damn you and all your little wriggling babies!




bah. hope i feel up to it. walking around on my own that is.


and yea i just threw in that plastic tree pic for no reason. it has no link to my post at all. but who cares rightttttttttttttttt

oohooh i have this hugeeeeee notice board in my room now. it is the size of a table. because it used to be a table. an IKEA table to be precise. i just unscrewed the legs and flipped it vertical. it must be at least a metre wide and a meter half long. hahahaha now i can paste all sorts of rubbish on my wall! i wish i had a poster of plastic tree or something. but the printer refuses to print cuz we're running low on cyan and yellow. screw that. maybe i shld pop by cineleisure as well. wonder if they have puraturi posters. heee XD

i also added this exchange rate gadget on the vista sidebar. now i keep looking at the SG<-->Yen rate.the Yen is about as strong as the US dollar. which is fine and all
but why do the japanese have to price their stuff so freakin' steep?!?! it's more expensive than buying from the US! pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft
pity everything i want is Japanese.
see there's this SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET leather bag. it's 22 000 yen. thats about SG$300 and i havent even included tax and shipping.

ok materialistic wants aside
humans are so melodramatic. even if they don't overreactto the slightest things they show it by being drawn to sad/poetic song lyrics
especially so when the song is sung by some british guy in some indie/alternative rock band (because they just sound so sad in their songs) and theyre singing about a girl.
it's always about a girl

that reminds me of that guy who pissed me off.
which guy? so many guys piss me off. everytime they say something it feels like nails on a board.
...
actually no. nails on a board gives me the shivers. when guys speak i just want to punch them.
oh. ya. about the guy who pissed me off (and hell i was stuck with him for a few hours).
dudddddddddddddddddddddddddddde!!!!!!!!!!

public service announcement:
i know 20 is a pretty young age to be. but when youre 30 and speaking to someone 10yrs your junior you and you don't agree on things, don't just chuck it all in the 'aiyah you still young/haven experienced (whatever-we-were-talking-abt) yet reason category
blah blah blah
cuz the real reason might be because she really has a different stand on the issue. so STFU and stop acting wise. PUI!

bah. some days i just feel so negative. and i know what some people are gonna say. theyre saying 'but you're negative all the time whatttttttttt'. to that i say STFU.

and in the past week ive spoekn to a few people who were very different from me. who liked things i couldnt stand. and who couldnt accept the fact that i hate the things they love. not just hate, but abhor. totally. and some people who made me want to actively avoid them in future.

it is creepy scary disgusting how people can be so different from me. yea i know that was a horrible statement. very self-centered. but we all think the same of people who are different from us, don't we? i think to say i will someday meet someone as weird (in the same ways) as i is being optimistic. in fact it borders on absurdity.

wonderful. now that ive got songs by Kagerou i like to play them more.
and time passes just like that.

im also thinking of moving into Jac's room. hahahah nevermind the view from my room cuz i don't like to draw the curtains. gets too bright (ARGH! ME EYES!)
bad thing is the AC's broken down and i suppose it's never gonna get fixed so i'll have to learn to live with the fan.

hm. ok i'll move. for a change of scenery.

oh, dad just came back from HK. i wonder if he's brought back any goodies. heehee.

ooh met up with sp today.
went all the way to poly to eat cheap pizza. -_-
then headed down to safra tampines to bowl.

wow. after so many many many months i really suck at bowling.

then we went to IKEA tampines. ate a lot. i stuck to the if-its-under-$2-just-buy-it 'rule' Jac and i used to follow when we went to IKEA. whatever stupid item it was, as long as it was under 2$, just buy!
so i bought 2 grey bowls (U.P $2) for $1 each, and some cooking thingies. whatever u call em. those were $2. HAHA wanted to buy knives as well (they were $2 for set of 3) but didnt. somehow. hmm

sp says he has a room of his own now. (22 years of waiting!) black, white and red, was it? good colors!

man,
people who are different from me really piss me off.
like 180degrees different

they have a zest for life
they hate how i have none.
because they don't understand what it's like to approach life from a different angle. it isnt impossible. i can only say some people are born to be happier while others are predisposed to emo-ness -_-

they love to party as often as they can (and by party i mean social stuff like clubbing etc. cuz thats their idea of fun)
i rather stay home with my laptop and bass (cuz thats my idea of fun)
and somehow they cant understand that.

they really piss me off.
not because they are different
but because they keep insisting everything i am is stupidity/foolishness/idiocy
and they are livin the life

even if it is true (in part or whole) that the way i am is silly (i'll admit it is)
what's it to them how i live my life? im doing what makes me happy, even if i am missing out on a whole lot of things. i dont need much stimulation. i know what i do not like more than i know what i do like (im the kind of person who focuses on the negative. so what? ). the grass does NOT look greener on the other side when you cant see the otherside. why would i knowingly chuck myself in uncomfortable situations just to know what it feels like?

that's stupid.

one more thing
i get it.
when people talk about the things they like they get passionate about it. they get excited.
having an opinion is not a crime, and it's fine to voice them.
but no one remembers that when they talk about things they don't like and why they dislike them, they are insulting the people who like those things.

why say
"i like blue. i don't like black. it's so... boring."
when
"i prefer blue over black." will suffice?
the latter makes known your view without being insulting.
especially since no one asked you why you don't like black.

and the world would be such a lovelier place. butterflies and fairies will start dancing.

don't ask, cuz i sure as hell don't know what happened over the years that made me the way i am today. attracted to things the average joe would deem 'weird' or 'ugly' or 'boring'.

i know i know, im oversensitive. but im not that offended to hold a grudge against people.

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ok that aside, i stumbled upon some plastic tree pics :D

i cant explain why i love their pictures so. the colors, the expressions, the hair, clothes, makeup! love! love!

this is Akira, the guitarist. for some weird reason im always reminded of Jeric when i see him. similarities??????????????????????

i was reorganising the certs ive accumulated over the years.
academic, participation etc and came across my secondary school leaving certificate & testimonial.
HAHA WTHHHHHHHHHHH
my form teacher mustve really racked her brains to come up with something nice to say
good thing these testimonials don't compare u to your peers, or mine wldve gone something like
'attained the rank of corporal in 2003 (while everyone else made it to sergeant)....participated in 3 robotics competitions (but nv won any)...'

oh and that reminds me stupid interclass bowling competition! STILL NV GIVE ME MY PRIZE! WTHHHH GO AND DIE!!!
the first time i do something right and i don't get a PRIZE? CHAMPION TEAM LEH! WTH!!!! it wldve been my first trophy!!!! and i still remember my first 2 shots were X! it was a double X! but it was a practice run. :(
well it was probably a fluke game but thats not the point!

oh well.
secondary school was as fun as it was unbearable.
good days.
very nerdy days.

and ive found my poly yr1 sem1 results slip! haHA! man that first exam was bad.

now that i put my result slips side by side i realise year 2 really fucked up my cumulative GPA. in the end it was practical work and InCourseAssessments that paid off. guess i really do suck at studying. and it was dumb luck that i never met any troublesome patients in the 2 semesters with clinic. also very lucky to have lenient supervisors! all thanks to danny, sean and lingyeoh! HAHAHAHA

my cumulative GPA's still not that amazing though.

i was practising bass. and everytime i do that i'll play that short bassline at the intro of sweet child o mine


and somehow that song reminded me of aerosmith



oooommmmmmmmggg i am so slow!
i was wondering why i always associated Armageddon,liv tyler and Aerosmith together
-_-

which led to one of my fav songs from aerosmith. was i 14 when this song came out?


heehee

k
i am exhausted.
i want to sleep now, but i just had dinner. so .......................

3 consecutive days of work! wa!
and going to bbc tmr! i don't even know how to get there. shit!

tanglin wasnt that bad. eddy is quite nice.

ok. one more day at tanglin. followed by BBC on monday.

i can do this! i hope.

ooh met BL today! after so many months we bumped into each other at orchard station.
waaaa i already forgotten how he'd always say im fat. stupid git!
ha.. lol

ooh finally received the stupid debit card! now all i have to do is activate it! and spend spend spend! w00t!

k time for bed im exhausted. ppl at tanglin quite generous.