Thirteen Rabbits

Kagrra,


sakebi

i found another band to listen to! took me long enough.
kagrra~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
been around quite a while. like plastic tree. but i believe plastic tree is older?

quite nice. ha ha ha. catchy.

HAHA! Jac's 5 seconds of fame on TV when the president visited Lincoln uni!

my feet are killing me.

ganbatte! work more to go NZ!

i finally did something that was waaay overdue.
actually it's something that should be done all the time but you know me.

now my bass sounds soooooo much better
i hope ants have not set up HQ under the pickups.
u won't believe all the crap thats on the frets and the neck and the body and the strings and everywhere! :S

*

so i finally have my provisional license. $200 for a certificate. hai. oh well.
went down to outram today to get it. then had lunch with maybelline (who's working at SNEC) lynn, ailing and joshua. a quaint little cafe just down the road from the Forensic Science building.
good food at good price. hehe. bought a slice of green tea cake hehehehehehehe
portions arent unreasonably huge like you get at other restaurants, where u pay for food you can't finish. staff there were very friendly too. called joshua 'pork chops'. Soooo friendly! LOL

hm
no one is perfect.
duh duh duh!
cue the cowardly decision that i must stand by!

and also because any other is impossible.

ZZZ
oh. late. tired. shld be sleeping. early day. getting license!


secrets. i shld keep to myself. my own.

wa. must be really tired. sprouting nonsense already.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm
warmmmmmm weather.
:S

im spending a lot of time with my psp. playing mindless games like locoroco -_- and dj max. but i am such a n00b i cant get past a difficulty 4 track on dj max.

ehhhhhh today was pretty much spent eating, watching tv, playing bass, watching dgrayman and hitman reborn, and napping...hm thats about it.
feeling very fat.

sadded.
:(

oh. i was watching Date Movie on cable just now. ah, the spoofs. lol. ridiculous stuff.

tomorrow!
i should get my license. provisional license la not driving license ;_;
should. but i dunno how to get there. maybe i will get lost again.
should be fun.

if i can get my ass outta the house.

then can go shopping too.
although there is nothing to buy.

sadded.

mostly i am feeling very sian.

i cant even be bothered to disinfect my RGPs. -_-

i think i shld think about doing it for a little longer. sometimes the more i don't want to do something, the more likely i am to do it.
eh.

so motivated.

i finished loco roco. LOL

sadded.
spent a lot of money today.
very much.
sadded.

went to chinatown. 'errands'.
bought so many things! :S
got a little lost. so pathetic!
lucky i have good instincts. HAHAHAHAHAHA
yea right.
i was only lost for 2 minutes or so! V^_^

then bought dinner for colleagues back at whitesands.
lucky got PSP. outram to pasir ris went by in a flash.

then i went to IKEA for my own dinner.
swedish meatballs! today's friends special. $5! + free drink!
he he he
but wasnt that fun sitting alone.
like very emo.
most of the time i was quite out of it.
don't know why everytime i go out alone im like, dazed.

didnt have anything to buy at ikea. there was a nice framed picture. i believe it was a canopy viewed from below. pretty. $129. go and die!
and then i bought some hazelnut thingies and an ice cream and came home.
a lot of time was spent waiting for shuttle buses.

time passed so quickly today.

oh. my new ATM card's been activated :D

hm. i feel better after doing some housework. lol

also found more anime to watch
Vampire Knight --- see how it goes la
Soul Eater --- freaky ass moon and sun.
Nabari no Ou --- looks interesting!
Code Geass --- stupid videos arent loading.

i think i should get a new mouse.
touchpad is very annoying.
this month's expenses are depressing.

saite.

hai.

not being emo la
actually ah
i havent been emo in a very long time leh
like, which blog post has been emo??????

for the most part
they have no place outside.

dum dee dum

if willpower
could realise something
this probably is
a withered creeper.

somedays,
i wish i could do anything and everything i wanted to
just drop everything and leave
and then that thought starts to feel like ....im just trying to run away.

i wonder
would i be happier
having to worry about tomorrow, but be free to live as i like
or would i rather be
tied down by commitments, but have everything planned out?

wouldnt it be nice to live a day at a time
even if every day were a struggle?

you know
i made a decision some time back.
a cowardly one.

i probably should stick to it.

*

ok. got work tmr. took a nap in the afternoon so im not exactly sleepy.
gonna stone at work. sadded. don't know whats wrong.
hope my unlucky streak ends soon.

much as say i dont believe in karma
i'll try to be nice.
:]

mmmm but im worried the more i try the worse things turn out.

hmmm
self defence classes were fun.
they were so long ago

hahahahahahahahahaha
i just remembered that stupid kick i copied off perry.

*

then again
everything is only as we percieve them to be
can't i just say
i'm right?

today i dreamt i had a headache.
and then
i woke up with a headache.

i cant find my SP card :(
where isss my ugly ugly cardddd??

a bad day.

The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
anyway
i got a fren
his name is Bob
then one day
i was searching for shaman king's songs
then i came across this
BOB LOVE
freakkkinnn funny cos my fren is weird and he's always out of love
check out those lyrics
very very Cute

The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
The one I fell in love with
Isn't you
I'm loving
Boblove
You try saying one thing too
Boblove
Don't say it indirectly
Boblove
Say Boblove with a big voice!!
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
AHAHAHAHAA
cracks me up whenever i read it
Hikaru! says:
gd for y
Hikaru! says:
u
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
soooooooo cold
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
u should be my air con
then i can save alot in electrical bills
lol
kidding
Hikaru! says:
-_-
Hikaru! says:
i v tired la
cmi
cmiiiiiiii
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
cant even bounce around your bed/
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
?*
Hikaru! says:
i dun bounce aroinud my bed. ever
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
oh
wad about bouncing on the roof
trying to catch the stars
i tried once
i almost fell and die
Hikaru! says:
the roof nv collapse ah
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
no
cos the roof on the floor
it's a fallen one
i'm scared of heights
i wouldnt really go on a real roof
Hikaru! says:
chey
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
so do u have the energy to shout BOOOYAAAA across your house to make everyone wake up and choo choo train with u around the house?
.
.
.

Hikaru! says:
my eyes are half closed
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
anyway i got a very good strategy, since both of your eyes are half open
transfer your energy to your master eye
Hikaru! says:
dun tell me
Hikaru! says:
.......................
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
then u can open just one eye
fully
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
in other words u're winking at me
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
EWWWW
Hikaru! says:
wth

.
.

Hikaru! says:
now only half an eye is open
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i got another strategy for now
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
close your eyes for awhile..like 2 mins
then open again fully to read wad i have typed
then close again for 2 mins and while u close your eyes, u can reply me
Hikaru! says:
yes because im such an awesome typist
Hikaru! says:
and i just tped all that with my eyes closed
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
and u have a typo
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
tped
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
not so awesome afterall
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
fail
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
fail
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
cannot use that strategy liao
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
now
Hikaru! says:
eh
Hikaru! says:
criticise me only if u can do better
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
u can just close your eyes and sleep
Hikaru! says:
but i still chatting
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
with your eyes closed?
Hikaru! says:
probably 1/4 open
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
u got toothpick?
Hikaru! says:
lame leh
Hikaru! says:
u so full of crap
Hikaru! says:
omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
Hikaru! says:
unbelievable
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i'm trying to type with my eyes closed
Hikaru! says:
who will believe
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
omggg i did it
Hikaru! says:
ok lor. comfortyourself
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i love dhciken pie but i think forwies are berrer
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
SHITTTT
Hikaru! says:
u suck
Hikaru! says:
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT??!?!?!?
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
suppose to be
i love chicken pie but i think brownies are better
damn
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i think my labe lamp rocjs
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
arghhh
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
must train
one day
i'll make it
Hikaru! says:
walao! i tot u mean i love chicken but i think fries are beter
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
LOL
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
aha
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
got the word "pie" lehh
Hikaru! says:
yeai dun rmb that word
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i wanna be a bear so that i can shit in the woods and no one can caare abt me cos i'm a vear
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
DAMN
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
ALMOST
Hikaru! says:
oh so scary.
Hikaru! says:
u can be human and shit in the woods
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
that would be illegal
Hikaru! says:
no it wldnt
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
yes it will
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
police will slap your ass
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
and say naughty girl
Hikaru! says:
thats sexual harrassment
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
fine u
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
then they don slap u
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
they just fine u
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
see
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
illegal
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
so i wanna be a bear
Hikaru! says:
hm
Hikaru! says:
u remindme of panda
Hikaru! says:
to the mountains of china u go
Hikaru! says:
go shit there
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i don wan
Hikaru! says:
y
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
panda got ugly eyes
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
grizzy bear better
Hikaru! says:
............. y u insult the panda sial.
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
cos it's ugly?
Hikaru! says:
i think
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
polar bear is the best
Hikaru! says:
no.
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
it's very tall and smelly
Hikaru! says:
gummy bear. is best
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i like
Hikaru! says:
eeeeeeee
Hikaru! says:
wth
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
gummy bear is bad
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
they stuck to my teeth
Hikaru! says:
gummy bearrrrrrrrrr
Hikaru! says:
cuz u greedy
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
no
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i'm hungry
Hikaru! says:
yea
Hikaru! says:
no
Hikaru! says:
greedy
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
hungry
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i'm a hungry bear
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
thats wad bears do when they are hungry
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
they eat alot of gummy bears
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
then most of them got stuck to their teeth
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
then we'll pick our teeth
Hikaru! says:
lame
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
wad plastic trees
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
clouds are evil
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
especially dark ones
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
they'll pee on us
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
sun is the good guy
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
moon is the neutral party
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
stars are just like kpo aunties
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
clouds are just very tricky bastards
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
one day we should kill them
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
throw sand at them
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
they'll die
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
my 5 year old cousin told me that before
Hikaru! says:
wth
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i seriously need some sleep
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
my brains not working liao
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i think i'm using my ears to think
Hikaru! says:
then go slp la
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
ok
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
tml see u ok
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
no
Hikaru! says:
huh
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
see u in my dreams ok
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
remember to bring your rubber ducky along
Hikaru! says:
huh
Hikaru! says:
that shld be SP
Hikaru! says:
s
Hikaru! says:
im sure he has one
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
we going to a rubber duck swimming competition
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
SP coming also
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
u bring ar
Hikaru! says:
i bring
Hikaru! says:
roast duck
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
also can
Hikaru! says:
bones
Hikaru! says:
i finsh the duck then bring it
Hikaru! says:
the bones
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
remember to bring sun tan lotion for your roast duck bones
Hikaru! says:
the bones will fly
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
wait kana sun burn no good
Hikaru! says:
then
Hikaru! says:
fried
Hikaru! says:
the bones will fry
Hikaru! says:
hahahaha
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
i wan to eat
Hikaru! says:
walao
Hikaru! says:
dun talk to me already la!
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
yum
Hikaru! says:
i become stupid!
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
a
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
your brains are infected with mine
Hikaru! says:
u have brains?!?!?!?!!?
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
we're aombies
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
zombies
Hikaru! says:
HAHAHa
Hikaru! says:
AOMBIES
Hikaru! says:
SURE
The weight of things that remain unspoken, Built up so much it crushed us everyday says:
shhhh

i am a horrible contact lens patient.
i cant live without my contact lenses.

oh ok
so today went to buy copic markers. bloody expensive markers.
but ok la. got a pretty good price.
then we went to disturb pimp at BBC. all went for at MOS Burger. yummmmmmmy
and battled bleach on psp.
hmmm then dragged joshua around suntec and marina and city link looking for heels.

really
really
nothing nice
whats with this season?

yay i went to collect my RGPs!
but mr sim says i shld cease lenswear for 3-5days T_T
because my cornea looks quite shitty.
lots of staining and striae even though i havent worn lenses on that day itself
and some kinda brown pigment on the cornea. dunno wth that is.
T_T
T_T
T_T
but i want to go out!

green tea muffin for breakfast
bought from breadtalk yesterday.

its quite nice.
looks almost unnaturally green.
reminds me of moss on the forest floor
even though i cant recall if ive seen the real thing before.
mum says the muffin looks moldy. but its just icing sugar sprinkled over 'moss'!

pity i cant send this over to NZ. oishii!

well my mouse died.
the laptop mouse that is.

goooooooooooooooooood and bad.
good is i cleaned the house
bad is i found my already-terminated ATM card.
dammit!
that's a 2 week wait for a new ATM card!
tch.
nvm.
there is the debit card still. i am not completely cut off!
and if i need cash i can always get some from dad. ha ha ha ha ha!

ah! finally the end of this long work week!
finally have time to do my own things!

so work went better than i expected. like, not as draggy la.
everything's fine, except for someone who's been smsing me
ive been ignoring the last few (as if im gonna reply to have you eaten? !!!!) hahahahah
jovin says im very unfriendly.
i just can't be bothered.

ooh i saw a guy with red hair today! like really really really rich red. wow. nice.

yay i got my first permanent part time payslip! tho i only worked 6 days for that 2 weeks so its only 900$. this time im gonna make sure the money i earn is saved. and not just 50%, which was how much i didnt spend from my yr 3 part-time days.

i still need to buy more clothes tho. hahahahahahah

oh.
i lost my ATM card. wth. need to apply for a new one. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammit!
i wonder how long this $50 cash is gonna last me. maybe the whole week. HA HA HA HA HA

and i just realised its the weekend. the post office isnt open!
guess its gotta be monday then!

something has been crawling on the wall in front of me the whole day. at first i thought it was one of those grasshopper thingies. on closer inspection it looked more like a spider.

im torn between taking a lighter and burning the damn critter or using the vacuum to suck it out of existence. or something like that. if it survives and spins a web inside the vacuum cleaner.. well, that's not my problem.


out of sight out of mind, they say.


been seeing quite a few spiders recently. ants, spiders, moths. you name it.
it's getting quite crowded.


just the other day one had spun its web between 2 pieces of paper right in the middle of my room.



trusty ol vacuum cleaner to the rescue! :)


**

ok. i lost the spider. dammmmmmmit! where did it go? dammmiiiit

am feeling very sian right now. for a few reasons

• it's 9pm. the day's almost over and i gotta work tmr and the day after. and maybe the day after that as well. and the one after. and again.
• i havent been enjoying my meals because i dont really feel like eating anything. and im only eating cuz if i dont the food in the fridge will spoil.
• im really thirsty but i don't really feel like drinking anything either
• i dunno if i shld send my laptop for servicing tmr. well if i seem to be MIA the next few days, i probably did.
• im annoyed how some people can say such stereotypical things and be ok with it.
• and at the same time expect me to change to fit that stereotype. argh! so i am supposed to fit this stereotype but my behavior is not typical of that stereotype. BUT i belong to that group. WTF?! zenzen chigau!

ok. relax. not gonna dwell on it. *inhale/exhale*

i realise
when people make such judgements it really irks me. like there is only one way to go about doing things and that is the conformist route. if thats the way you want to live, go ahead. unless i ask for your opinion, don't tell me how i should live my life. even if you think you're saying it for my own good, don't. especially when we're not even close! tch.

god
some most people are so boring.

finally!
finally finally finally
i went to get a haircut.
good.
at least i did something today.

went to sch for SCL delivery. another month's supply of acuvue one day!
also invited myself to chris' CIBA SCL study. $100 + 10pairs of dailies!

ha ha ha ha ha

and i tried out some mcgriddles burger thingy at SP McD. naaaaaniiii
its just pancake instead of muffin. tch. taste was ok. but it was oddly spongy/squishy and slightly damp.
like a wet pancake. sort of.

second appointment next thursday for the study.
and another SPOC appointment on the 14th for RGP delivery.

wa
my hair is very dry.

good day
went for B&L training @ IEC in the morning
had lunch with everyone at carls jr
then shopped around vivo with ailing
bought some stuff from daiso! hahahahaha
didnt see any nice clothes tho.
then we went to city hall.
still nothing to buy.
had dessert at changing appetites (chocolate overdose)
and ailing bought me some snacks from MUJI! yay! thx!

and that's the whole day.
good summary ah. probably less than 100 words.