Thirteen Rabbits

cool! god of war is cool! ive probably died 4 times already and ive only had my hands on this since 5pm!

-_-

eh........... we have durians! and mangosteens!

i need to find a way to style my very straight very flat hair.

hmmmm
weather has been pretty good lately. rain rain rain!!!!!!!!
actually, did it rain today? im not sure. but it sure is windy!
last night i was actually feeling cold! until i had a hot bowl of penang laksa! (which is a weird kind of laksa....no curry, no taupok..no a lot of things.)

i have a few new games on PSP. burnout legends and almost have God of war chains of olympus. i know la these games came out long ago. but long ago, i was preoccupied with locoroco and djmax(1) and bleach heat the soul 4.
and i even started playing crazy taxi again.
think i will get bored of them soon.

k anyways
i went to rebond my hair. my already thinned out, short, over-dyed dried out hair. hopefully i dun go bald. HAHAHAHA
ahem
i still want to re-dye. the black's thats grown out doesnt look nice. and the brown that's faded doesnt look nice either. dammit. i want red streaks! like hitsugi! otherwise i just want to dye the whole thing dark brown la.
but thats not happening anytime soon. maybeeee in 2 months? or just before i go NZ? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i seem to be amusing myself.

got to play bass today. bass bass bass bass bass

so, 2 more days off! yay yay yay
then one day of work
and ANOTHER 3 DAYS OFF! yaYYYYY!!!!

wa the neighbours have put up the singapore flag. so patriotic.

shit la. i shld get round to digging things out of the store room.

last night it was raining blood in my dreams. -_-

and i was shooting people who had strange powers
and there was a lot of running down flights of stairs

ahahahahahaha
dont have to go to an arcade to play


but im so tired now.
last day of work this month.

for the first time in a long long long long long long long long time

i switched on the old computer

IT STILL WORKS!!! (better than the PC at work too)


photos! so many photos!

my original intention was to transfer some songs i'd left behind to my laptop
and to revisit photoshop.

but what i ended up getting was this

HITSUGI! WE STILL LOVE HITSUGI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*LOVE* *LOVE* *LOVE*!!!

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!! IM GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoa. what a rush! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok. so. didnt do much today except play djmax, surf the net, and fret about my hair. speaking of frets, practised bass too. and oh yea, nap. and eat a lot. the ultimate lifestyle! saiko!

no anime today cuz none of the videos wanted to load. so whatever.

so so so so so
i realised my djmax skills have improved! Yay! i wish it was that easy to improve bass playing as well! but my fingers are retarded! i wonder if that has anything to do with my being a lefty playing a right handed bass! perhaps i shall flip my bass around see how that goes!

i think not! :(

the other day i broke a pot. a glass pot form ikea. it shattered into a million pieces. and recently i stepped on a tiny shard i missed out. ouch! not really! hahahahaha i think i have caveman's feet!

am i crazy?

hahahah

i need to lose weight, get yoite's cap, buy some new shoes and clothes and bags and wallet and watch and socks and change my image again! it is time! every year a new me!

or rather the old me hits a roadblock and needs major overhaul.

nonetheless visiting the old times (by switching on the old computer -_-) was nostalgic! even made me listen to old songs! like girugamesh! brings me back to west coast optometry centre days! something like that.

sian ah!! sian sian sian!!!!!!!
maybe it's time to take out my little black notebook.

too bad it's not deathnote.
missing some silver shinigami handwriting and oh yea, the ability to take lives.

yayyyyy finally a day off! day off day off day off day off
after 10 freaking days!!
the last 3 days pushed the limit man. i was going crazy. swinging from lethargic to energetic in 5 minutes. :/

i think this counts as a miracle!

an RGP fitting a few days back! *miracle 2* i was worried i'd forgotten how to fit RGPs! hahaha. boston ES. um. i hope it turns out fine.

now i have some time to play bass. haaaaaaaaapppppppppinesssssss!
UVERworld's Shamrock and Endscape,
Nightmare's Alumina
Kagrra,'s Utakata

i need more songs! i need more strings! i want a six string bass. but i don't even know if i can play it. :(

gotta get a haircut soon. headache! totally clueless what i should do with my hair.


since OOB's doing spotchecks
my workload suddenly increased 2 or 3 times.
aside from refraction for children referred from school screenings, now i have to check K and slit lamp for walk-in customers wanting to purchase contact lenses. cuz all the opticians also scared kena caught then license suspended.
gimme a better slit lamp la. with 40x magnification. 16x mag very difficult to see lei. and the lamp looks like its gonna die too. and gimme new fluorescein strips la. this box of strips expire this month!
speaking of checking corneas
some customers don't want this service. like the lady who came in the other day complaining: "crap man! i know what i wanted to buy but they (staff at another optical shop) wanted to do a checkup and open a CL card for me..." ha ha ha. good thing we didnt say anything.

everyone's afraid of walk-in malay customers asking for a box of contact lens. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
kitto CISCO officer!

hm just remembered.
the other day i was 'accidently' exposed to christian music. OH THE HORROR
not that it sounded awful
but the lyrics! (im very tempted to say 'oh my god' but that seems like a bad pun)
the lyrics the lyrics the lyrics! ARE INCREDIBLY...... STUPID.
i can't find another word for it.

not that i have a thing against christians but i just think the god they worship is a big hypocrite. and the followers are more like lost sheep to me than those promised eternal life.
eternal life. HAH! you don't have to be religious to conclude that that's some phony shit!
how people rally around their god. worshipping. can't stand it.

why do we need religion? we don't! you don't need an idol to lay the rules and teach us how to be 'good people' and 'live good lives'. what you need is common sense and a conscience. let's say GODS really DO NOT EXIST. then everyone would have been worshipping nothing. a figment of their imagination. and the result would be the same!
so why dont we all just do that? worship an idea! no need to worship an idol or a person or a being. are humans that weak that we must make up imaginary beings to turn to in times of need? isnt that just a sign of weakness when one must depend on another to get through obstacles? whatever happened to finding strength in yourself?

*


sometimes i get so sick of accepting things. i don't want to do things i don't want to. why make life difficult for myself right?
why do i have to put myself through situations where you are happy while i am bitter? call it selfishness, but nothankyou!

well, better late than never.
it feels good to be in control.

it is freeaky how Smashing pumpkin's vocalist looks and sounds like MCR's gerard way.
or perhaps i shld say it the other way around, since MCR is younger than smashing pumpkins -_-


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and here's gerard in the days of the black parade.


*GASP**SHOCK**HORROR**FREAKY*!

Travis recently extracted 8 teeth.

Travis says:
anyway today i removed my stitch
Travis says:
got two big holes(wisdom teeth) after every meal have to flush the holes with water
Travis says:
gross
Dai kirai! says:
haha
Travis says:
they gave mi a string with a bent needle to go thru the deep hole and shoot it with water
Travis says:
then u will see the food particles come out
Dai kirai! says:
syringe
Travis says:
oh ya...
Travis says:
lol..din noe abt tt
Travis says:
anyhow,when im doing the flushing...always give mi goosebumps
Dai kirai! says:
..
Dai kirai! says:
cuz the hole
Dai kirai! says:
like the holes u hate
Dai kirai! says:
hahaha
Dai kirai! says:
do they resemble pancake holes in any way
Dai kirai! says:
maybe magnified a hundred times
Travis says:
oh man
Travis says:
pls pls pls
Travis says:
u're sick
Dai kirai! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wa time flies. except when im at work.
all ive done since reaching home at 945pm was eat, watch 2 anime episodes and play DJ max.
suddenly it was midnight.

and dammit why dont i feel sleepy? i keep thinking its only 1030. still early. *continues DJ max*
while at work my head's buzzing and i can hardly keep my eyes open.

so............3 days gone. 7 more days of work to go!

try to stay awake!

i see

RYUTARO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'd forgotten i had this picture. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

don't know why

but looking at photos of ryutaro makes me glad :)

*

is it the rainy season already?
been raining almost every day.
not that its a bad thing. i love rainy nights! and days. every day. would be good.

nooooooo!!!!!!!!
nabari no ou episode 15 where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
how can u just leave me at 14??????????
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tonight
some poor girl lost herself.

doesnt know
who she is. what she stands for. who she loves.

because
she gave in to the devil. one small little sin. turned her into a monster.

destroyed her character.

what did she do?
she watched tv at night


yah i overheard my neighbour scolding her kid.
not like i want to, but HDB living mah, inevitable.

wwwwwwwwwthhh! chinese parents should chill man.
i was walking home just now when i saw this angmoh kid lying on the ground being lazy. the dirty dirty dirty ground between the train station and white sands entrance. probably as happy as a pig rolling in mud. not that the ground was muddy. just really really dirty.
and it didnt bother her parents one bit.

oh lookey double post.
i just realised the last time i blogged was last week. no wonder im feeling so chatty.
eh...
jac's back from wellington. back in christchurch, that is. which doesnt really make a difference... -_-
seemed like a lot of fun! hahaha kiwi! and it looked cold too! ah! cold weather! great reason to wear jackets and coats and stuff i like but cant wear because i'd die of heatstroke otherwise.
that coat we bought at esprit looks nice man!

anyway
3 more months till september! then i can return to a life of meaningless rotting! it will be anime, bass and music 24-7!
looking forward to it. miss those days.

ah. well
i used to devour novels. it used to be 'one month to finish a whole series' at the library. now it's 3 days to finish an anime. 50 episodes a day marathon!
even though the shows can be quite predictable. sometimes i can guess what theyre gonna say even before they say it. in japanese, no less. speaks a lot about my (lack of a) social life.. cooped up in my room all day watching anime.

i don't even want to step out of the house. even though there are some things i need to get. like shoes for work. key word is need. but i really don't feel like going out. kinda boring. always the same place. the same shops. the same stuff.
truth is i never feel like buying anything when i shop alone. but i don't really want to ask anyone out with me either cuz thats kinda boring too. :S
eh...im being difficult arent i?

me
i guess im still a dreamer.
nothing wrong with that
till the day i wake up and wonder where my life went.

hopefully that never happens.

i keep thinking im still only 17. WTH?!
honestly! WTH???? whyyyyyyy?
i do wish i was only 17 though
i don't remember what the hell ive been doing all these years
i think i was 100% nerd from 9-17.
and from 18 onwards i pretty much de-volved into slacker and dreamer.

oh figures. of course im stuck with the impression im only 17. ive been sleeping since i was 18. shit thats 2 years of dreaming. thats scary.
it's so obvious when i put things out like that.

in case someone thinks this is my 'moment of awakening'
its not
its not
its not
its not

im sleeping.
don't wake me.

oh dear

not tired at all.
working later too.

finished kyo kara maou! i think it took me 3 days
good show.
78 episodes and not once did i feel like the story was draggy. unlike some other animes that go on forever and ever and ever... and you don't really know what the plot is anymore, but you watch it anyway cuz youve been following it for a year already... -_-

it took me about 50 episodes before i realised Cheri-sama sounded just like Tsunade from Naruto. lol

think theres 12 more episodes. a 'part 2', so to speak. ive seen the first 2 episodes so far, and theyre part of the reason why im not sleepy at all. the story's pretty much still swimming in my head. i love Yuuri and Wolfram's 'relationship'. (wolfram's the blonde bishounen next to yuuri in the pic) HAHAHAH 2 boys engaged to each other! LOL so funny how wolfram's always keeping an eye on yuuri in case he cheats.


i know, i know, there's something fundamentally wrong with the whole engagement, but for some reason it's amusing.


the ending's great too. at least it's not another cliffhanger. not really at least. cant expect them to follow the lives of the characters till old age right? :S
annoying thing is i read KKM's wiki page before i finished the show, and there were some spoilers in there. dammit. dammmmmmmit! daaammmmmmmmmmmit! they didnt warn me!
... or i missed the warning. whatever. i thought the otakus who contribute to such wiki articles usually keep these things vague :(


even though the story concluded pretty nicely, an ending is still an ending. and im once again sitting in front of my laptop feeling kinda empty.


till the next anime!