Thirteen Rabbits

ok. no sushi today
i made miso soup and chawanmushi!!!!
hehehehehehehe

i eat a lot la~~~~~~

mum says i shld make sushi tmr.

one of these days i'll make cookies. hehehehehe
havent finished the cookie time yet though.

and i still have 2 avos in the fridge. :D
aaaand i wanna make some egg pudding. :D :D

ive yet to go to my old workplace collect payslip. but i cant go there empty handed la.
dunno what to do.

ehhhhhhhh today i made garlic hummus, tofu cheesecake, and tamagoyaki!
erm. im not gonna say they were huge successes, but at least they arent complete flops and theyre edible la.
ahahahahahhahahaha

next im gonna make chawanmushi and sushi!
heheheheheehehehehehehehe

i'll have another go at making cheesecake when my mum finishes this one for me.
hahahahaha
but i think i'll be the only one eating hummus. hahahahahah

oh yea
im vegetarian again ^^
i expect hummus is going to be a very good friend of mine from now on

i was planning on making some rice balls with chicken filling..
i suppose i can say byebye to tori karaage/teriyaki and unagi :(
guess it's gonna be mostly tamago now. and cucumber.
i wonder where i can get the tofu skin to make inarisushi? i love that! and pickled ginger too yum~

i went to the supermarket wanting to buy whatever i needed to make sushi
then i came back realising i forgot to buy seaweed. HAHAHAHA
nvm. im not a huge fan of seaweed. maybe i'll make do without.

next time i go down i'll buy some miso paste and tofu! it's strange, ive taken a liking to tofu! :S

wa the Choya bottle dropped from the top of the counter and didnt break into a million pieces!
It actually bounced a few times when it hit the tiled floor but IT DIDNT EVEN CRACK!!

it's a freakin' miracle!!!!!!!

AH
missing my bass a lot eh
was looking at the yamaha A2. that's the main one im eyeing
sound and weight wise shld be good. heard it's under 3kg!
i wonder how it feels like. heheheheh
i don't really like how it looks though.
i wish the headstock was sharper. looks more fierce man! like the ones on ESPs!
and the LED knobs actually look kinda gay. HAHAHAHAHA
*nods*
yamaha shld make their bass bodies sharper!
strange the A2 has no inlays?



wa. now the World World World album by AKFG reminds me of NZ
the times i sat on the sofa with my skullcandy and wasted time just listening to songs heheheheheheheheheheheehehehehe

i think i'm addicted to tea :\
i down like 3 cups a day :\
i have to :\

oooh last night i saw POTC 3 on HBO.
ya i know im damn slow la
it's quite nice eh? hahahahahaa very cool
but im confused as hell, cuz i only caught the second half of the show :(

and then ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i miss my bass laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
and listening to some jrock songs
brings me back to the good ol days of 2008. kekekekekeke\

im so bored
i think im gonna copy out some plastic tree lyrics.
just to do something.

wa. i have a few friends ive known for many years but havent spoken to much
cuz we went our separate ways and all
it would be nice to keep that contact?
good thing is they are on my MSN list
but im too lazy to say anything
cuz when u say hi, u gonna go one and say how u doing? etc
and then after 5 minutes of aimless 'catch-up' conversations u 2 probably run out of things to say
and thats that..............................................

i wish people could read my mind a bit sometimes.
hehehehehe
i wish i could read people's minds too
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
that would be mighty useful. hehehehehehe

hahahhah

i have been trying to watch kurokami, kuroshitsuji, and katekyo hitman (whats with all the shows starting with K!?) the whole day. but the stupid megavideo player keeps telling me ive watched XX minutes of video today and stops the anime.

WHAT THE HELLLLL???????????????????

**
i like to make checklists.

but the most annoying thing is i never follow through!!!!!!!!!!!

gah.

perhaps i should try making things more manageable.


*

EEK!
i made a long list of New year resolutions in the first week of january.
it is really really really difficult to keep at it
but i will keep trying! >.i finally feel like im taking a step in the right direction, for once!

im not one of much faith.
i should try harder.


anyway
macha pudding! with cocoa powder!
yummy.

okie
i am so fat im not gonna go out until i lose some weight.

i was looking through the photos again
they always make me laugh
especially where Hiro's involved.
youssef's best photos were taken at the playground in Auckland ;P

if i hear another 'happy niu year' my head will roll

it's so freakin bloody CORNY it's killing me

oooh i just learnt the difference between kitto, kanarazu and zehi! ^^

these days i find myself remembering stuff that had happened and they make me chuckle or sigh. it's strange because i didnt use to get lost in thought.

and while i do that i'll be staring into nothing with my head cocked to the side, a blank expression/smile/frown on my face.
and just as suddenly as i entered that daze i'll snap out of it and wonder if anyone noticed.

sometimes i catch the eye of someone who was looking and they'd look away really quick.

singaporeans are so shy.

lol

so cny 1 was spent doing pretty much nothing.

went bedok to eat. briyani and roti prata and teh cino and kacang something.
then went giant.

couldnt see the eclipse cuz its too bright!!!
so jac, u didnt miss anything la.

so whatever la~


i eat a lot la.
food makes me sad. but its so irresistable.
but it makes me so sad.

my life sucks!! *runs to a corner to emo*



k la. jk abt the emo outburst.



well my room is quite cool now. as in tidy. quite only la.


i mounted the plastic tree poster, arranged books (i hope to one day read) according to height (lol)
got pathology textbook,
english grammar books (that bore the shit out of me so bad i can't read past the first 3 pages),
a guidebook to Japan,
a book about Korea,
bunch of driving theory texts,
totto-chan (i dont even rmb if ive read it before?), and finally
a medical dictionary that i don't use. :)

and the space is somewhat free of rubbish la.
except for the empty shoya and absolut bottles. but they are not rubbish. hahahahahahaa


wn has photo frames and little decorative thingies on her tabletop.
i have empty drink bottles.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

not that any of that means anything.


and when i was keeping my bass back in the bag earlier this afternoon
the zipper broke.
like, WTF.
WHY MY BASS STUFF BREAKING???????????????????????/
that bag i don't even use much! and it's not like i play with the zip when i have nothing better to do! the bag just hangs there! I DOUBT I EVEN USED THAT BAG MORE THAN 10 TIMES!!!!!! HOW THE HELL CAN THE ZIP BREAK?????????????

oooooooooooookie.

i just typed a bunch of creepy things but i deleted them cuz i know no one wants to read them! ^^

ben says im what? one of the most emo ppl he knows? depressing? ah?
my emoness is infectious! he said he felt a bit emo after talking to me! oh no!
i should just go kill myself! would do the world a lot of good!

hahhaaahahhahahaha

fyi, im not the most emo person i know. :D
i am, however, the weirdest person i know.

anyway it got me thinking about character.
born or learned?
i believe we are born like that.
how some people are introverts. how some are extroverts. that sorta thing.

wa. 240am already! should i go to sleep?


k nvm. type somemore rubbish.
hmmm
today's been another one of those days where i have a lot of things on my mind.
they just pester me. urgh.

i realised im very easily influenced.
like i meet some people and within 1 month ive picked up a dozen stuff from them.
eg from youssef i discovered hummus.
from sunggi i picked up the word 'strange' (i just find it amusing everytime he says it. and he said it quite a few times cuz he thinks im really strange :S )
and from hiro + CR10 gang i learnt to drink.
from jonas i copied the avocado milk recipe and the egg pudding recipe (this one he got from ael?)

OH YA i just bought a blender and 2 avos! YAY!
i regret not buying more sweet tabs and splenda and chocolate to take home. :(

anyway i was looking for chickpeas to make hummus. cannot find. wth. and the supermarket doesnt sell hummus. sheesh.

urgh. sometimes i hate myself.
i feel as if im living with a really annoying siamese twin.

if i like something im not gonna keep it safely in a box and hope it lasts forever.

because nothing physical lasts forever

because 10years later when i open the box, that precious thing will be old and faded and i'll realise i no longer value it as much as i did.

and that would be such a pity.

somehow because this time im back in singapore
this (lunar) new year seems to feel more significant than the one i had in NZ.
why why why why why?

wakaranai.

but i found out

when i say happy lunar new year, so-and-so
they will include my name as well when they reply

hmmmm
i know this sounds like the normal thing to do, but it makes me think...

well
im waiting for the public holiday to end cuz i want to go out but i don't like the crowd. :S

*

i might as well keep my bass in the bag la. hai.

oh dear.
people spring clean before the new year.
we spring clean on the eve.

and spend the day ripping documents till our fingers are raw.

my room is more untidy than it was before

happy lunar new year, everyone!

*

e
it is midnight.
pfffffffffffffffffffffffft

and i spent the first minute of the new year thinking

and then i saw that it is 2 minutes past 12. but it doesnt feel that way.
surely not even a minute has passed?

ah. i am tired. my room is a mess. because im slow to spring clean.

well this is only the lunar new year.

and that was 3 minutes.
.
.
.and then it was 5.

and the first song i hear in the new year is miyavi's kimi ni negai o.

i went to slp at 330am and woke up around 11am.

eek
at the rate im going im gonna be sick just in time for the new year.

*

gotta find something to do

miss my bass even though it's right beside me.
hai. :'(

*

today is definitely the most boring day ive had in recent times
it was so bad i tried to play my bass. with the slack D string and all. of course i didnt plug it into the amp la. -_-
it felt very strange. i didnt finish the song

.
.
.

well since im so bored i'll just type some rubbish here.

eto.........................................................................................

here i am. listening to miyavi. having strange dreams. picking up strange words.
and as usual, random japanese words pop into my head. something ive heard in a song or anime.
i recognize a word in some jrock song ive heard countless times
i wonder what people are doing in NZ
i wonder when it will rain again in SG cuz i don't remember it raining from the time i got back. that's 2 weeks. 2 weeks without rain is ......... unusual.

ah hah!
i told my parents i need a new bass. i don't intend for them to pay for me or anything
but mum reckons i shld buy another instrument.
.
.
.
HA???????????????????????????

she's just bored with bass. she prefers classical guitar.
she says i shld pick up a different instrument

maybe i shld switch to cello ah?
HAHAHAHAHHAHA

i love the haunting sound of a cello!


BUT

bow and everything. sounds tricky.
somemore how to play jrock on a cello.

so i shall stick to bass.
ya ya ya ya ya
i did say i want to try 5 strings. but i doubt i'll be able to reach the notes on the neck of a 5 string. :S

and then there's the question of active or passive?
will be good to have more control over the tone. get a wider range of sounds
but im just playing at home ma.. it's not a need. it's just nice to have it sound closer to how it's played in the songs.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i shall check out 4 string passives, 4 string actives, and 5 string basses.

and so far im just looking at yamaha basses.
everything else seems over my budget :S
the thunderbird is alright, but i don't like the finish.
ESP, even just an LTD, is too freakin expensive
everything is expensive la!


GAH

my throat is killing me.
there is a bump in my neck. whatyoucallems. but thats just because im sick. or almost sick. u know. those 2 things at the side of your neck. but it's not too bad.

which reminds me of the time i was really sick. and i went to see the doctor. and she told me a bunch of things i already knew. and it cost me $40. for antibiotics and cough syrup. ahem.

and i really should drink more water.
but there's no water. and no one boils water. and i can't keep drinking tea.
and i don't realy want to drink from the tap cuz there's a weird taste.
and im slowly drying up here.

oh
u know what's strange?
i spent 2.5months overseas and didnt fall sick at all
i come back 2 weeks and something happens.

im thinking the reason why this blog post is super long
(aside from the fact that im really really really really bored)
is cuz i got no bass to play la.
my fingers are restless.

i want to make tofu cheesecake! and roast chicken!
and muffins!
and ... tako weiners....... HAHAHAHAHA
and scrambled eggs with cheese
and avocado milk :(

do we even have a blender? :S

i think my parents will be going to chinatown at night.
they always do that.
but i doubt i'll join them.
crowds *shudder*

i think next week i will get me some avocado ..

ooooh
actually i DO have something to do.
read up durkheim's take on religion. *nods*

wa
last night i went stargazing with my parents.
at the beach.
it was very bright. but not the stars. and the sky was purple.
but ok la.
we have a pair of lousy binoculars. they help a lot.

it isnt as pretty as NZ
it isnt as cold. or as calm.
but it was pretty. could see many more stars through the binoculars. even the very tiny, very faint ones.

orion is somewhere in the middle of the sky.
in NZ, orion was a little lower in the sky and off to the side...

ah
brings back memories...

omg im so boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
no basssssssssssssssssssss
boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

i even mopped the floor and washed some shirts by hand!!!!!!


*
wa i heard this Miyavi song so many times ピースサイン
pi~susain? and i'd think about it for a while and wonder what english word thats supposed to be
even when he sings it i cant make it out.
and then just now
an epiphany! *drama*
PEACE SIGN!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*

we baked some pineapple tarts just now!
see. nothing to do at home, have to make some food.

**

i just cant shake off that uneasy feeling i have about 2009
it doesnt feel like it's going to be a good year..
like it's going to be a bloody unlucky year :S

okok i need to keep an eye on my bank balance.
spending a lot. :S
i won't buy anything from japan this year!
unless it is a super rare photobook of ryutaro/PT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehehehehehehhehehehehehe

i can't believe im tackling a sociology/religion question.
it is just the kind of discussion i avoid because there are no correct answers and everyone can argue all day but come up with nothing conclusive.

except perhaps to conclude that there are no answers.

and at the end of it all gives me a head full of buzzing arguments. like there was a garden of gnomes creating havoc inside my skull.

ive pretty much summarised the whole chapter in 196 words.

one word could answer most questions in the world:
'Maybe.'

eg
are you hungry? maybe
should i buy a new bass? maybe
should i buy the A2? maybe
can penguins fly? maybe..
will plastic tree come to singapore? maybe..
should we go to war? maybe
*

wa today i woke up with a sore throat.
i was feeling fine yesterday.
how strange.

SP says:
now i have new found objective in life..so it's better

SP says:
be a teacher....is the best choice

< 記憶行き > says:
....

SP says:
though i wan to be a dolphin trainer

< 記憶行き > says:
WTF

oh no! it seems ive gotten into that paste lyrics on my blog thing. seems so emo! X_X
but what to do? i find the lyrics quite meaningful.
this is Plastic Tree's

Kioku Iki
記憶行き
作詞作曲：有村竜太朗

さよなら。
僕の事が思い出せなくても泣かないでね。
お伽の国の嘘だ。ほんとはすこしだけ泣いてほしい。
午前4時。まだ暗い駅。
僕は始発を待っているところ。
消せないメールだらけ。
携帯を開けば、夢灯り。

願いごとひとつだけで、何処まで行けるのでしょう。
君まで続いてるレールが優しく軋んだ。

電車は＜記憶行き＞です。
あのとき「またね」と告げた事。

願いごとひとつだけで、何処まで行けるのでしょう。
君まで続いてるレールが優しく軋んだ。

世界が回りだします。
名残の月も白けた顔だ。
遠くへ連れてけたら、よりかかり笑ってられたかな？

硝子の窓に映る、きらめく光の川。
＜君駅＞通り過ぎて向かってく、最果ての街。

何故かなぁ、穏やかでさ、
理由もなくそれがただ恐いんだ。

振子時計。ネジを飲んで動かしてみせます。
全ての日を越えて、息が止まる時まで忘れない。

願いごとひとつだけで、何処まで行けたのでしょう。
君だけ居ないような騒がしいホームに降りた。

送らないメール書いた。
携帯を閉じたら、時明り。


　　*知らない君の目には僕はどんなふうに映るだろう――――。

i need money
money
money
money
money

to spend spend spend

someone go shop for a new bass with me?
or talk me out of buying a new one?
fix the old one?

hmm search online first. ;)

yamaha RBX4 A2! that was the bass that caught my eye last time i passed by Yamaha @ PS. think it was $800. passive. strange LEDs on the knobs :S totally unnecessary, IMO. sounds quite solid though.

iiiiiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa
busted tuner on the D string!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!
just when i want to play yokan!

:(

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i can't fix it!!!!!!!!
OH NO OH NO OH NO! HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW????????
I NEED TO PLAY!!!!!!!!!!
DOUSHIYO!!!!???????

i probably could just get someone to replace it with a new one.
but could this be a sign? to buy a new bass?
???????????????????

SUCH IMPORTANT LIFE QUESTIONS!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF I CANT GET AN ESP I'LL GET A YAMAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm i wonder if theres anything interesting on their website..

went out with april today.
orchard (couldnt find topshop! honestly ah, many shops have moved since i last went there. it's confusing!) and city hall
didnt buy a lot la

i resisted a lot of food today! im feeling quite accomplished.
but when i got home i ate 2 slices of papaya, some pistachios, a bite of cookie time, cup of tea, and an orange!
i feel like ive eaten a lot!
must take a walk later~

*

sometimes i feel more secure when im emo-ing, cuz i know things will look up the next day.
i think that is why, at times, i let myself dwell on the past.
it is quite silly, really.

not to fall into one of those emo phases where one reads lyrics all day

clowns are scary. i don't get the video, but the song is good.
good old plastic tree.

This is 蒼い鳥

作曲 & 作詞: 有村竜太朗



蒼い鳥が飛ぶような晴れた綺麗な日です。

見つけられない僕ら、神様が笑った。

見上げたら枝のせいで空はパズルみたい。

どんな言葉で君を繋ぎとめられるの？


強い風が吹いて笑う、飛べそうになる————。


きっと数えきれない光で、

ふたりがちぎれてくのは何故？

悲しみの蔦にからまる僕はこのまま、

このまま分からないまま。


やわらかい陽溜まりでこわいほど透けてく。

太陽は反射して黒い点になった。


微かな音、耳をすます心の底へ————。


きっとただ僕らは忘れてく。

君の声が響くのは何故？

悲しみの蔦にからまる僕はここから、

ここから手を伸ばす。


雨が降った。

見上げてる僕らが空へ堕ちてく気がした。


きっと数えきれない光で、

ふたりがちぎれてくのは何故？

悲しみの蔦にからまる僕はこのまま、

このままだよ。

きっといつも君は知らなくて、

手を繋いでも遠くにいて、

悲しみの蔦がまきあがる空。

零れる光に埋もれてく、

埋もれてく————。

i finally changed the strings on my bass. cleaned it up a little.
as i was tuning it, the back of one of the tuners popped off.
uh oh, that can't be good.

i should just give up on getting a new bass la.
or at least, the one that costs $1.8k.
i think at most can only aim for an $800 yamaha?

*
last night was quite chilly! O_O

ive been eating too much. i must curb my appetite!
need to lose weight!

i realised the battery on my skullcandy bass booster runs out of juice really fast.
i shld remember to switch it off when i don't use it.
thank goodness for rechargable batteries?

it seems i brought a bad habit back from new zealand.

last night SP, danny and wn came over to drink.
these ppl ah, damn lousy one!
we only finished one litre of absolut raspberri, one small choya shiso, and 2 bottles of beer!
everyone was high as heaven.

my room reeks of alcohol :(
i have a slight hangover.
and the most amazing thing is i still woke up at 730am.

***

i had to mop the floor like 5 times to get rid of the smell.
hahahaa
ok

so we went to city hall area to shop abit. i didnt buy anything.
really wanted to though. i think tuesday when i go out i will.

i shopped a lot today! ^^

a bit guilty!
but i still want that topshop top!

ah. what am i doing here at 730am........again!

**
just woke up from nap. heh. hungry~
ok. went to IKEA earlier today. good thing it's a cloudy day. took half an hour to walk there.
bought a poster frame (it isnt the perfect size. i have to fold the poster a bit :( ) some clips and a lint roller! then i went to giant and bought 2 boxes of curry and eel sauce! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

and then i walked home.

*

hmv japan sell things cheaper than CDJapan.
but CDJapan has better packaging
way better
hmvjapan sent my dvd in a box that's not as rigid, and they folded the poster -_-
if anyone remembers, CDjapan packed the CD in very hard cardboard and rolled the poster nicely in green paper!!!!!!!!!

gah. the new poster paper isnt glossy. :S

*

ive yet to mount it. i don't wanna put another hole in the wall lei...

it's an awfully warm night, isnt it?
it was windy as i was walking to IKEA, but i found myself wishing the wind was cold.
in NZ i always hoped the wind wouldnt blow so strongly, cuz i could feel it thru my hoodie. and it was cold. :S i walked in the sun to feel some warmth. and avoided the shade.

here i do the opposite.

ah.

i do wish the A/C was working...

ah. morning. woke up at 730am. got a few things to do today..
gotta drop by the post office. gotta drop by the shops for shampoo. and toothpaste. and gotta go MUJI one day

first things first
brekpast!
what to eat lei..............................

feel like having cocoa puffs. but we don't have that.


**

wa feeling a bit uncomfortable. 3 hours already. want to take another shower.
want to keep the water running while i shampoo. but water here not free. sian!

tadaima~

i am back in singapore. my flight got delayed one hour at christchurch. yippee.

i watched Eagle Eye, Tokyo Sonata, My Scary Girl and this other korean movie on the plane. good way to waste 8 hours. surprised im not sleepy, since i only got 4 hours of sleep last night. and the different timezones and all.

i got slightly lost in T3. its quite embarressing to admit. i couldnt find the arrival hall. :S

good thing i bumped into Andy. ANDY MOK AH! LONG TIME NO SEE AH! and he brought me to arrival.

lucky!

after clearing immigrations i promptly entered DFS and bought $88 worth of alcohol.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

thats only 1L of hoegaarden, 700ml red wine, 1L absolut. and 200ml champagne.
and on reaching home i opened my PLASTIC TREE DVD. WITH T-SHIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


got good and bad to being back.

good is seeing my parents again. and my bass. and plastic tree DVD. and the possibility of more shopping in the days to come.

bad is everything else. especially leaving the friends ive made. then there's the whole different landscape and climate. :(


i watched my parents have dinner at the food court. it was... how shld i say..the sudden hustle and bustle of a food place in singapore was quite a rude reminder that im no longer in NZ. it was slightly depressing.
also went to fairprice. everything is more squashed in here. :(

ok. bass. played a few songs. good news is i can still play.
ah now i am tired.
and sadded i'm back.

ahhh
today is my last day in NZ!
i am super sadded!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

friday night i drank with jasmine and richard. finished all the sprite and smirnoff. which was about 700ml. drank too much too fast. we didnt last long.
i started singing some plastic tree songs (which masahiro heard T_T and he teased me about it the next day) and got really red. like a lobster, much to adrian's amusement. -_-
but richard is still reddest la. he KO on the sofa before me! YAY!

saturday we went to the city and eastgate mall.
we lunched at samurai bowl in the city.

i ordered the samurai ramen. jackie had some beef bowl.
it was quite nice la. hahahahahah jackie's beef bowl too. better than yoshinoya. it also came with a small bowl of natto. u know, the fermented beans. i only heard of it. it was the first time we've seen it. i warned jackie that it was one of those things with 'an acquired taste'.
after mixing it around a bit, jackie took her first taste of natto. she siad it was like chocolate.
5minutes later she said it was like chocolate with melted plastic.
15minutes later she said it was like chocolate with melted plastic with vomit.

HAHHAHAAHAH

then last night (saturday night) i joined richard, jasmine, sunggi, adrian and aaron. drink somemore. sunggi's birthday la, so GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO DRINK!!
got jim beam and got baileys. heheheheh
jim beam was a gift from richard and jasmine. baileys was a gift from jackie and me. and we played blackjack the whole nighttttttttt and other stupid games hahahahahahaahah

the birthday boy / bartender

richard, who acts drunk. the way he squirms (in supposedly drunken stupor) on the floor is hilarious.

adrian. doesnt drink much. can't drink much. otaku number one.
his brother, aaron, also cannot drink one. i don't think he did drink la. maybe he just had coke.

the best thing was masahiro joined in the drinking! he's only 18 (so technically underage.. in japan la. :S and he doesnt like drinking. a japanese who doesnt like drinking is almost unheard of..) and after a few shots he was kinda pink. HAHAHAHA he's usually so shy, but this time he loosened up quite a bit! lol



hm. that was super fun. ^^

ah. just got back. spent the day at sumner beach! it's a sweltering day! 30+ degrees! you could cook a steak on the sand!


we had fish and chips for lunch. under a tree. in the shade.
it really is summer. the beach is somewhat crowded. full of dogs.bright and glaring. i really slapped on the sunscreen. jackie's trying to get tanned.

oh. so while everything was hot, the water was pretty cool ^^

when we got back to lincoln
we had more fish and chips for dinner. :S


we went to the playground again. in that peaceful neighborhood i like.

*

i met the new flatmate. an indonesian. female.
im trying to keep contact to a minimum.

she also peeled off the stickers Zen's put on Ael's door.
he's not going to be pleased.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
whats the word im looking for..
this new flatmate.... she's... so....
...............................................................................................
well to put it nicely, she has initiative
to put it bluntly, she's a bitch laAAAAAAAA!!!!

i don't know why i am so tired~~~~~~ it is only 10pm!
my eyes are half shut already

waaaaa
damn hot ah!!! SUPER DUPER BLOODY HOT LAAAA
it's 30degrees! like being back home la~~~~~~~~~~

anyway today someone new moved in.
i havent seen him or her, but got a feeling is a her.
and that her must be a bitch. because even before we've met, she's pissed me off already.

bitch.

she must be either very stupid or very serious. either way, it makes her an ass. and a bitch.
i don't know how one can be 2 animals at the same time, but there you have it.
actually i feel a little sorry for the animals to be mentioned along with her.

i want to burn all her clothes la. or puke on her bed la. or put some mold into her makeup bag.

OK. still feeling very warm. and it's 1 hr before it will get cooler. *melts*
today we went to hornby. ehhhhhh nothing more to say. just shopped. ate indian food. which was alright, but not hot and not spicy enough.

it looks like warm weather all the way till i leave!

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
here i am again. nothing better to do.

dum dee dum.

i saw some disturbing photos of myself. uploaded by weining.
god knows how long its been up. oh well.

truth is
i am very sadded i need to leave soon.
like 4 days.
sadded
sadded
sadded


not that i have anything better to do here
(technically there are still things to do...like visit sumner beach. hahahah like going to the mexican place again. or the japanese place. or more hell pizza...)

but the thought of going back to super hot super humid super crowded singapore is just depressing.

okie. confirmed flight on 12th. back to singapore. HAIYAAAAAAAa
thats just 1 week away!!
SIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN!!!!!!!!!

WHO CAN APPRECIATE HOW SPECTACULARLY AWFULLY SIAN THIS IS???!??!?!?!?
hai.

ok.
jac and i just had a revelation.
people whose names end with -en are skinny.
eg of 2D friends we have (i like to say 2D cuz when u look at them from the side they are almost flat. like paper.)
BEN (as in benedict)
and
ZEN (as in zen. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

we reckon travis aka SP shld adopt the name KEN.

(but that name's so) GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hm. i am feeling a bit high. but im totally sober today!
wa. my life is like a roller coaster ride sial.

it's been raining most of today so it's just another day at home.
but the temp is just nice! nice and cooooooooooool~~~~~~~~~~

there wasnt anything to do
so i was rereading harry potter on the couch.
when i looked up i saw a housefly right in front of me.
and i was just thinking how ugly it was. its wings, body, eyes, legs. Ew. ugly thing.
it wasnt moving. i think it was sleeping.
then i thought, houseflies don't have eyelids, do they? so their great big tiny eyes .... what happens? how do they sleep? do they cut off the visual stimulus? hmmmmmmmmmmm
i reached out and was close to prodding it with my index finger but changed my mind when i was 5mm away. just cuz the fly looked so very ugly and dirty. HAHAHAHAHA
just then it gave a start and sorta jumped. and it faced me (with its myriad like vision, does it see me better when im straight ahead??). and so we stared at each other for close to 5 seconds.
then it took off.

and that was 5 minutes of my life spent with the common housefly. one rainy summer's day in crescent 12.

i also spent a bit of the morning looking at plastic tree photos. hehehehehehehe

ive finally decided to book my flight home. 12th. i dunno if there are seats left, but i'll worry about that later. i do hope there are though. i don't want to leave earlier, and i can't afford to leave later.
i think ive been putting it off for weeks cuz i don't want to leave. and booking the return flight seems to make it so much more real. pffffffffffffffffffffffft

dad has yet to get back to me regarding my mail and parcel. :( the wait is killing me!

i think if i dwell on these any more im gonna get depressed. then paul will be spot on about me joining the emos.



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alright it is now 930pm. i went for a walk at 830pm. the sun's just set though there's still some light.


i was staring at the clouds. pretty edges.
it's just cool, quiet.

met a cat in the carpark.


scared a magpie in the field.


think i'll watch Spiderman 3. hmmmm maybe i shld have some hot chocolate while i watch?

iiiiiiiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa