Thirteen Rabbits

tired la. sian la. from across the causeway came a lot of groceries. and besides supermarkets, i like shopping at watsons!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and i went to a Yamaha in Jusco Tebrau city. er. there were 2 Ibanez GSR basses there too. strange.... Rm1.3k for a 5 string GSR. thats slightly over SGD$500... um. reasonable i guess. cheaper? too bad im not looking for GSR. if want to buy, shld get SR. because i already have a GSR and it's damn wonky now.
but then thats partly my fault for not getting it set up properly. dum dee dum.

BUT i think i got a particularly poorly made GSR cuz the wiring inside seems a bit kooky too. like when im adjusting one of the p/up knobs, the volume changes. and when im adjusting the volume knob, the p/up volume changes. -_- happens occasionally only though.
oddly enough the online user reviews are pretty good for this model. i just always strike such unnecessary lotteries.

and now the neck is so warped, the tuning is ALL OFF (even tone death me can hear it, which is saying A LOT), and i get fret buzz on the 5th/7th fret!!!!! in standard tuning! whhhaaaaaat thhhhheeeee sssshiiiiiiiittt???????!!!!!!!!!

ooh i hate how basses are so expensive here! i could probably get a neck-thru bass from the US for the same (or a teeny bit higher) price!! hell, i would get one second-hand if i could. but no one is selling the model i want. and with shipping it from the US + customs tax, i might as well get a new one.

back to that shop. oh my god, they sell guitar cable expensive like what. ha ha ha ha. not laughing. i can get it for $10 here and they sell it at more like 25SGD! oh wait. i forgot im comparing different lengths. haha

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i have this super super romantic thought of visiting paris. er. more 'romanticism' than lovelove 'romance'. it involves the Eiffel tower but it starts quite a distance away.. probably 1 or 2 hour's walk. some sort of square (open space). all because of that plastic tree dvd i watched a few months back la. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA dang!

urgh.
i hate plans.
i hate planning.
because even the best thought out plans will never be carried out.
something always happens to foil the whole thing.

no point wasting all that energy thinking of what to do.
no point coming up with a most efficient way. most convenient way.

plans dissolve.

yay for spontaneity.

my life is so inefficient, i'll probably die before i do anything worth mentioning.

ah im addicted to jdrama now. hai. this is bad.

watching strawberry on the shortcake. ah, S.O.S, in short. it's a good show. only 10 episodes, and ep 5 is broken! T_T
they even used ABBA's S.O.S as the closing song
where have i seen that guy before? hmmmm

it is getting -quite- annoying that everyone is talking about MJ. everyone.
every channel. all the time. yes he an icon. a great entertainer yes. stirred up some controversies in his time. and suddenly he's dead. and suddenly everyone is a fan. like big fat hypocrites.

proof that im nocturnal.

-_-

left on my own, i sleep later and later until, like today, i slept 3 hours between 7 and 10am.

the most surprising thing is i wasnt tired at all today!
so why do i keep falling asleep in class?

hmmmmmmmmmmm

but i must say, it is nice to not see so many people walking around. no hustle and bustle. just a quiet calm. where everything is bathed in the orange glow of streetlamps.

at 630 the birds were up. eh, people woke up earlier though. old people seem to get up very early. it is like they want to make FULL use of what remaining time they have left, so theyre up before the first rays. :S i got to see the sun 'almost' rise. hmmm a pink streak in the horizon, a pale blue sky. and ah i think at that point, cumulus clouds appeared darker than the sky. and it was so oddly shaped. like a smoking conical shell (similar to a cartoon steam locomotive.

oh. 3 hours of sleep. i had another strange dream. no snakes today. full of people i know.
and the first thing i saw when i woke up, huishan's msn nick saying MJ is dead -_-

i didnt sleep at all! :( :( :( :( :(
what the helll??????????????

now im hungry.

:[

but being up at this ungodly hour
i saw a satellite. probably. it's so big and bright
i saw the stars. (i hadnt looked at the sky in weeks)
i saw the street in a different colour.
i heard people in the shower -_-

and i am craving for some breakfast now.

ohhh myyyy godddddddd i am so bored. so bored. tmr is friday already! :( :(
what's the probability that we'll get one week elearning due to H1N1?
cmon cmon cmon!

come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

bored. don't feel like watching anime. no jdrama to watch. dont feel like doing presentation. don't feel like doing report. no one to talk to. bored bored bored bored bored. i am going to take refuge in myself. -_- i wonder if i'll get another weird dream tonight.

life is such an ass. and once again, people are starting to piss me off.

yadayadayada

k., since im so bored

oooooh myyy goddddddd, christians! gimme a break!
why do they always play that guilt card?
let me live my life without worrying about going to hell when i die!
let me use god's name in vain!

why is god, god? why does he tell us what we cannot and can do?
common sense tells us what we can and cannot do!
i don't need 'an almighty being' for that!
actually, what we can or cannot do has been determined by laws and society!
why must i believe that someone died for me in order to go to heaven? am i condemned to hell if ive lived my life righteously but am not religious? do i go to hell if i did not fear god? do i go to hell for blasphemy? wait wait isnt there a special side-gate for nonreligious normal, working class people who mind their own business?

oh whatever.

anyway, i read today that one of the stars that make up Orion (constellation) might be going bust. and if it is, it probably has (cuz it is 600million light years away? something like that???????) isnt that cool? it is cool, but it is also sad if it is true. what will happen to orion then? will 'he' miss a limb?
the night sky will be changed forever!

ah. the sky. isnt it pretty. so pretty. ah... to think space is so unfanthomably huge! wow. i am going to say space and time are relative. and when we have relative things, it makes u wonder who determines what is absolute. i think even the concept of 'absolute' is something relative. hahaaha

and life. life is just conciousness, isnt it? without conciousness u wouldnt even know ure here. and if u don't know youre here, u won't know u are. if you don't know you are, then you don't exist. hohohoho! how fun!

i also wonder how cells form a functioning organ.
one cell is nothing on its own. but put a big lump of them together and u might get an organ. and if u shock that lump of cells, u might get a heartbeat (if we're talking cardiac muscle). oh so strange. like how a fetus one day has a pulse. just out of the blue.

okok. that was random.

relative! everything is relative! everything u know is relative to you, because u are u and that is the only way to experience things.

and we do things now just because. not that anything will matter in the end, so all our toil and trouble will be for nought. it will be ~70 years of 'passing time'. since we have time to spend, might as well. (not that we have a choice).

relative.

wouldnt it be wonderful if we did something to change the world?

oh i just had a mental image of myself being thrown into another star and burning into uh, little atoms.

i want to fly through the universe! i want to zoom past stars huge and enormous! i would probably be as happy as leek! for the first 10 minutes maybe.

did you know the night sky is full of dogs? can u find Orion's dogs?


i really like stars. but they make me feel a tinge of sadness.
from earth they look so close together and happy and free.
but they must be, in reality, incredibly lonely
cuz they are so far apart from each other

did u ever think of that? that the stars might be lonely?
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oh ho! newscientist website.: Domestic Robots with a taste for flesh.
a robot that 'eats' flies and mice for energy?

"If the system fails, the grid goes down and all humans die, these robots could go on living so long as the flies don't go with us."

below the article, a comment: "If your going to make eating robots at least make them vegetarian"

haha!

yes i wonder when they wil start seeing humans as a food source...

i want to eat mochiiiii. muachee. all the same thing. but no glutinous rice flour!! :( :( :( :( :(

oooooh hoooooo curry rice for brunch, oo o o okonomiyaki for er really early dinner?

hoooooooooooooo! chunkyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!


oh ho! the other night i dreamt i was hanging on to the tail of a really really bigggg... boa? it was fat and sluggish and had a stomach full of coconuts. ya. what the hell. and to transport it we cut it up into several pieces. (ya, cutting it up won't kill it) all we had to do was reassemble it when we reach wherever the destination was.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH and before we cut it up we had to push out the coconuts in its belly. cuzz coconuts are really hard to cut. -_- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

strangeeeeee things go on in my head

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sheesh. sometimes i really hate the idiot in me.
im going to go play silent bass. takes my mind off things.

2009 is almost 7months old. i must say it has been the worst year ever.
shit you 2009! i wonder how 2013 will be

shit you 2009! 2009 is turning out to be the worst year for this old soul's finances! shit you! SHIT YOU!
i want to die!

i need money to fall from the sky, i don't care if a few tens of thousands of dollards falls in a briefcase and hits me on my head hard enough to concuss me if it means i will wake up a few tens of k's richer!!!!!

yes. i am that desperate.

please. go ahead and concuss me with a briefcase full of thousands of dollars..
i don't have high expectations. even 10k will make me happy!

and it's not just money that keeps bugging me! there's school too! shit man. shit! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!

hai.

life is a roller coaster.
the ups are as high as the lows are low. agree?
would u rather ride a super coaster or ride the subway?

would u rather have a life where u experience ecstacy and suicidal depression, or one thats boring but well, just like that?

i tend to forget things. want to forget things. i delete old files. i delete old posts. i delete old works. i throw neoprints away. (stupid money wasting rubbish la)

everything i do is just 'for the moment' because i can't hold on to something for long.

that makes me wonder, what's the point?

i was finally getting round to doing the stupid MPOD report (i say stupid, but it's not stupid at all! hahahahaah!)
and u know when it comes to research the same names will always pop up for the same subjects?
im suprised how some pple can research the same things for 30 years and not get bored to death

Hammond, for one. he (i think) probably published a dozen or more papers -_-
but this string of authors caught my attention
J.M. Stringham, B.R. Hammond, J.M. Nolan, B.R. Wooten, A. Mammen, W. Smollon, D.M. Snodderly

they got names that remind me of woollymammoths and something out of harry potter. :S

but the nerd in me is impressed! thats some cool research they did! not just for this particular report la

this title made me go 'no wayyyyyy!'
Macular Pigment Density Is Reduced in Obese Subjects
authored by Billy R. Hammond, Jr, Thomas A. Ciulla and D. Max Snodderly
free article leh!

headache headache headache. 3rd day in a row. bought 2 boxes of nurofen from tesco. CHEAP! compared to buying in SG la. less than half price!
took me 9 months to finish 2 boxes i bought last year. not bad ahhhhhhhhhhh i think this year shldnt last me that long.

oh bass. where to find bass. i don't want to buy from sweelee cuz they are overpriced. tch. i wonder if things are better across the causeway?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

o o o o o o okonomiyaki!!!!! yum yum! hahahhahahahaha today i threw in some chunks of seafood! that just means leftover crabstick. ya. they sell those. cheaper than the actual crabsticks i think. cuz leftovers mah. HAHA
some prawns. real prawns, not imitation.
homemade oo o o o o o okonomiyaki! tastes better than the one sold at the pasarmalam opposite. ya, it's that bad!

yum yum. if only i had some sweet sauce and fish flakes hohohoho!

too many durians, rambutans and mangosteens
my throat feels a little bit like sandpaper.
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ok. so what the hell. i know i have horrible luck. i'll always get the worst consolation prize, i'll always draw the shortest straw, or end up with the only defective product. and i notice, some people seem to suck my luck when im around them *shivers* what a scary thought! i want to siam! siam siam siam my luck eaters! perhaps this has something to do with the mirrors i keep breaking. even then, it was the wind! not me!
my latest unlucky draw? presenter for instrumentation ppt.
with a 2 in 5 chance, i still managed to kena. sian sian sian.
honestly now, thats just wrong man. what on earth is wrong with me? were the stars misaligned when i was born? i seem to have an affinity for crap like that!
someone check the sky of 13/10/88! im sure something was off.

ouch, man, ouch! ouch for my middle finger that got well-exfoliated on roundwound strings.



$1000 lei. $1000/ what to do. hmmm what to do...shld i go for 1000$ bass? SR505?



overbudget lei. hai. hai hai hai.



i was intending to spend $800.



hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm it is a good bass though, SR505



it is either 305, 405 or 505.

405 is like, not worth the money lei, cuz not that much different from 305.

but 305 is kinda... poof.



meh. ,mehmehmehmehmeh



k. try first then talk.

strange. the rain clouds passed over so quickly :(
it was so pretty in purple :(

sometimes i hear silly things on the news
like last night, 930pm news
something abt a new Newater plant thats space saving
it was a first in the region or dunnowhere la. but it is a first! it is GROUNDBREAKING IDEA!
and the way they saved space was by stacking up the whatever it was.

OH!
OH OH OH OH OH!
STACKING!! ISNT THAT INGENIOUS!
NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF IT!

sometimes i wonder who the hell writes the script/report
or are they so eager to make every single accomplishment-_- of this country an achievement ?

and the most damning thing about this whole STACKING thing is
the only reason we're the first is because WE ARE SO FREAKING SMALL!!!
everyone else has so much land they don't even NEED to rely on an abstract solution such as STACKING.

u've already stacked up our homes (called apartment flats)
if u want to wow me, tell me the way u saved space was to put the newater plant in another dimension! or at the bottom of the sea!


article here http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking+News/Singapore/Story/STIStory_391796.html
(they worded it more reasonably in this online article. u shld have heard the newscast though. it was ridiculous)

i want news, straight up. i don't want to hear government-ass-kissing-brain-washing bullshit.
it was a weak attempt, anyway.

and since im here ranting abt things beyond my control
why do we have to take our temperatures twice a day?
im all for the H1N1 precautionary measures, but is it necessary to take temp -twice- a day? is one insufficient???????????????????

my fingertips hurt. :(



i havent considered Ibanez basses till now cuz i thought their body shape was damn wonky.
hahahahaha
until i saw these on their website

and i went WHOOOOAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!
i think it was the whole lineup that made an impact.

anyhoo, i like the ARTB and SRX and Artcore series cuz they look so chio~~~~~~~
ICB very unique. hehe
but SRX is more my style. ARTB in white looks rad. ARtcore with the 2 whatucallems at the side made me drool

BTB's are good, but i cant get past that strange shape....................................

eh. in the end still cannot decide.

yamaha still got me with the active pups + body. hehe

ma~ma~maaaaaaaa!
haiiiiiiiiiiiii i don't think i really have a choice, with my tiny budget and all.

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k wait. i change my mind. i want an Ibanez SR. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

it's got active pups? and it doesnt look that bad la. haha. SRX might be overkill.

and if/when i get a 5stringer, i'll be so broke for the rest of the year that i will 'accidently' leave my wallet at home so i won't eat out.

OMG i did not realise The Used's 'choke me' was at the end of 'pieces mended'!!!!!!!

playing bass without the amp and without the D string. haha
errrrrrrrrrrrr it was still surprisingly fun to play Nightmare's Cyan, and Buck-Tick's Flame
hehehehehehehe

man, i wonder when i'll drag myself out of the house to go shop shop.

ouchhhhhhhhhhh the nail on my fourth finger of my right hand is digging into my skin.

ive said it a million times, but this time!! this time!!! i will buy a new bass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i find one i really really like. and i will set the action really really low.

ahh
there is -for now- nothing better than watching clouds float by while sipping maccha (even though it is instant maccha from MUJI la...)

hmmmmmmmm ok now that now is over
i have found something better than that

it is
having a cool breeze blow in your face while u sit and watch clouds float by, while sipping maccha (hopefully not instant type) AND being able to see the clouds clearly without spectacles :(

oh and it would be good if i had a reclining chair, could prop my feet up, and my view of the sky was not blocked by so many HDBs. :@ and punctured by the sound of traffic. sheesh.

it would be heaven if it was 10 degrees cooler because thats the best way to enjoy hot drinks. ahhhhh........

oh. it would be nice too if we could all do this together!
ohoh. i didnt realise it was 7pm. gosh it gets dark fast.

isnt it cool how clouds glow pink when they catch the setting sun?

i think i'll start setting the alarm to go off at 8am or something. it's a great waste to wake up at noon every day.


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i think their dolly/replay singles release was the best!

ahh i shall engage in a hypothetical conversation with myself
on my blog
close to midnight
hungry

hypothetical conversations start with IF

If,
i could live in utopia
utopia would be
exactly 20degrees celsius. the breeze will be cool and refreshing.
grass will be a lush green, with short, soft blades. the kind u want to lie on all day.
wide open fields. rolling hills. my house will be atop a hill so i can see the sea, and the horizon beyond
it is always cloudy, so it is never too glaring or bright. and the sun is warm, not prickly.

at night the stars will spill across the sky, it will shine like water.
it will be quiet except for the sound of rustling leaves.

there is an endless supply of fooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood, music and................................... anime/jdrama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

awesome.

i will have the MOST AWESOMEST Bass ever existed! er i will also be the most awesomest bassist then.

oh yaaaaaaa i will have a topnotch chef to cook my meals!!!! *drool*

and the nearest neighbour will be waaaaaaaaaaaaaay waaaaaaaaaaay away so no one will disturb me or make stupid annoying noises at night.
and i can sing plastic tree songs at the top of my voice without worrying that the neighbors laugh at my horrible singing.
aaaaaandddddddddddddddddddd
i want a horseeeeee!!!!!!!!! hehehehehehe oh .but taking care of horses is too troublesome. they smell.

ahhhhhhh

im just hungry.

oh ho! i will have a super usper usper super comfy bed. ahhhhhhhhhh thats so niceeeeeeee
i won't have to worry about school or work or be annoyed by annoying people!


shiteimasuka
i don't like 'leaders'. cuz they always boss me around. they always ask how something is coming along, like they don't trust me. even once is enough to annoy! i don't like leaders cuz they make me feel like im being pushed around. i don't like people telling me to do things

pffffffffffffffffffffffft

i don't like responsibility. i don't like how everything works right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh oh. think of utopia.
utopia....

we will play all day! we don't have to think of anything at allllllllllllllllllllll

i don't need to think about getting my driver's licence. or psychphysics reports. or final exams. OH FINAL EXAMS!! :#

tch. i can't focus on utopia. i want mushroom soup.
i want chocolate pudding. but im too lazy to make it myself. sian sian sian!!!!!!

i have files on my harddrive that i don't remember creating......
and im talking documents and spreadsheets, not viruses!

i must be possessed.

doo dooo doooo

oh well. i wish something someone some spirit would possess me and help me do all the things im toooooo unmotivated to do. haha!

*

today im watching zettai kareshi (jdrama). not as fun as atashinchi no danshi. was that the name anyway?

i totally forgot i was supposed to do psychphysics pract reports.
not in the mood to bother with schoolwork at all.
sian. sian sian sian sian sian sian.
dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmitttttt

im waking up later and later :( at first it was 1030am. then it was 11. then it was 1130am.
today i woke at noon. :S
term break will be over so soon!

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oh, damn sian. sian sian sian sian sian
i cannot begin to describe how ... displeased i am.
there is hope. but very little of it. it is a sliver, and it shines less bright than a firefly's butt.

i am mentally beating people up. argh.
im going on a msn-contact-deleting spree because people piss me off.
although the reason why theyve pissed me off is because they didnt do anything.
HAHA!
right now i am upset with 90% of all the people ive ever met.
haha!

ok. deleted quite a few contacts. actually, i'll go for a second round

ho ho! got a little ccarried away. used to have ~120contacts. now i have maybe 54. XD

*

who on earth started the use pack of tissue to reserve seat thing?
it is 100% ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*

i think i so cranky cuz im hungry. :(

ah... i would like to see a firefly.......no, i would like to see a lot a lot of fireflies........
there's a photo i saw in a NatGeo magazine.. the fireflies glowed salad green. how pretty...

pretty pretty pretty....

hmmmmmmmm i would like some soup. creamy soup. like mushroom soup......... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
there is a can of cambell's mushroom soup in the cabinet...... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

just like a thin line seperates genius from insanity

where is the line that seperates
a person who wishes to avoid confrontation from being a pushover?
or
one who's trying not to be meddlesome/busybody from one who is distant?

grey areas are such a pain!
alright i won't mull over it. no point. (ah hah! the nihilist in me talking)

anyway i must relearn how to keep my mouth shut.
i say too many negative things.
i think i was a nicer person last time.

oh,
do you know the difference between 'further' and 'farther'?
i forgot.
perhaps further is for non-distance things. and use farther when u refer to distance.
like, going further in studies vs jogging farther than usual.

ok. er. that ends today's (might be wrong) english lesson.
i always find myself thinking about words. if only i was better at it..

*

im preparing some powerpoint slides. it is difficult to do so when u just want to delete the content u are supposed to include. pffffffft. because it makes no sense to me :\

oh shit. if every person prepared 5 slides, we'd have 30 slides for the presentation! thats so boring.
ive exceeded. im sure everyone else will exceed too. probably end up with 50 or 60 slides.

BORING!
i'd be bored if i had to present. i'd be more bored if i were part of the audience.
it's a good thing we arent going to be graded for presentation skills. hard to show enthusiasm or interest in the topic. i pity the audience.

sometimes people get so overenthusiastic about presenting the content to the lecturer, they don't care if the rest of the audience is asleep.

*

vexing schoolwork aside,
note to self

no one is stopping me! power of the mind power of the mind! believe! there is hope! to everything!
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i need motivation to stay on course. and constant reminders -_-

this episode made me laugh! especially at 10:58!

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it seems my days are filled with exclamations and curses.

24 hours cannot pass without me going
SHIT! or NOOOOOOOOOOOO
or OMGGGGGG

anyway now i am feeling slightly vexed. it is the holidays and im still bugged by schoolwork. yucks.
yucks.
yucks.
yucks.
yucks.

not pleasant at all.

can you imagine a jellyfish that's feeling quite cross?
actually i think im more like an octopus. cuz my hair. like tako. tako head. :(
i can imagine an upset tako.
again, i don't like tako. i like to eat tako, but i don't fancy meeting one.

ohh i would like some grilled tako right now!

*

ok. when we went to msia last saturday we bought a lot of durians for ~SG$1 each. that was good. haha. hmmm we bought it at a roadside stall. so the 3 of us, parked by the side of a busy road, ate durians and threw the seeds/shells to the side of the field. er... yea. the field was already littered with a mountain of shells. it was sth i wld never dream of doing here. (yes i am the kind of person who frowns when some inconsiderate buffoon spits/litters on the street. it happens a little more frequently than i would like) i can say quite confidently (now that we seem to visit msia every week/every other week), that this is how they do things over there.

haha!

mum has aptly used the word 'culture' in this situation.
*applauds* eh. is there an E at the end of that word?

*

hai. no more mushishi. :( such a beautiful anime. such wonderful illustration...

i was watching the live action movie for NANA, and i noticed Nana's boots look a lot like one of those i posted here a while back.

me wishes me cld wear boots.

nooooooooooo!!!!! was what i exclaimed when i realised i had finished all 26 episodes of mushi-shi.
nooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time to look for the movie. hehe i wonder where it is?

ah. i found it.
noooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is subtitled in chinese -_-

i want to have my cakey and eat it!!!!!!!

at this moment
im having my dinner. steamed er pumpkin, cauliflower and yellow bell pepper. with japanese mayo!
it is a very yellow/orange dinner.
very yummy too!
a carnivore's nightmare though.
*

oh
i am in love with fukurou~

because it is 100% a very plastic tree song. hohohohooho!

*

i spent the whole day watching mushi-shi! folk tales, what they call it?

it's a change from the usual fighting/action anime i watch. i suppose u can put this in the supernatural genre.

and it's got such a laid-back pace. sort of.
feels good.

i would like to watch a few episodes a day so i won't finish it so fast, but im already on episode 17 -_- and i only started today yea.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i am pleased.

a very plastic tree song~ fukurou~

これは多分、恋愛療法。
副作用はいまだ抜けず、
歌にしてみたら５分くらいの麻酔がかかった。
君とじゃない口づけをした。横目で見ていた小さな月
いちばん遠いもの、ただ想う。

恋煩い。胸に残った君の声、忘れ物です。
眠れない僕の夜はどこつながるんだろう？
星のない夜空へメール、エレクトリックな魔法送って、
青醒めて影。色違いは圏外。出会えるのなら、まほろば―――――。

ざわめく胸を羽ばたいた。光を忘れながら。
暗闇。君に触れそうな夢見せてよ、梟。
泣いてる片目閉ざした。
記憶の舞台裏でこぼれた涙支払って未来を覗いたら、
恋しくて、愛しくて、切なくて、苦しくて、悲しくって、
見えなくてまばたきをした瞬間、今刹那スローモーション―――――。

逢いたくて、逢えなくて、追いかけて触れてみたその花は、
ずぶ濡れて、幻。

恋焦がれ、不意に笑った。
ひとりよがり。壊れた船。沈んだら、僕も夜とおんなじ温度になった。
訂正の文字だらけで言葉のロジックは解けないままだ。
さかしまな想い。うずまく心模様。巡り逢えれば微睡み―――――。

軋めく胸が哭き出して､こゝろが壊れるから､
暗闇｡君をつれさった夢映して、梟。
いびつに瞼をおろして記憶を閉じ込めたら、
散らばる羽根の残像がいくつも宙を舞う。
キスをして、キズつけて、絡まって、重なって、堕ちていって、
永遠を過ぎてってその瞬間、いま刹那アイソレーション―――――。
何処までも何処へでも君を想い、散らかしたこの花も、
泣き濡れて、陽炎。

最終形の感情論で君に伝えたい事があります。
僕らはみんな誰かよりもちょっとだけ幸せになりたいの。
記憶が息を引き取ってってなくなってく愛の実感が、
いまや消滅してるあの星の光にもよく似ていて心細く、
送らないメールを書いた儀式も今日を最後に止めにします。
―――――で、僕、君、知らなくなる。

「フラ　フラ　歩いたら　ユラ　ユラ　揺らめいて
―――――きら　キミ　煌いてさ」

ざわめく胸を羽ばたいた。光を忘れながら。
暗闇。君に触れそうな夢見せてよ、梟。
泣いてる片目閉ざした。
記憶の舞台裏に散らばる羽根の残層が、いくつも宙を舞う。
さざめく胸を飛び立った。光を隠しながら。
何度も夜、横切って未来を探してる。

恋しくて、愛しくて、切なくて、苦しくて、悲しくって、
見えなくてまばたきをした瞬間、いま刹那スローモーション―――――。
逢いたくて、逢えなくて、追いかけて触れていたあの君が、
ずぶ濡れて、幻。

the owl is really really really cute! a little bit creepy facewise, but not as creepy as jellyfish! fascinating, but creepy things jellyfish are...

i rather eat them then meet them in the water.

aye, seeing plastic tree makes me want to cut my hair like theirs. er that means straight and covering half my face. haha!

ryutaro still has the pleather glove thingy!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gimmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ah. if ryutaro wants to be a jellyfish in his next life i won't mind being one as well so we can drift around the world together!!!!!! *dreams*

ah. were u not expecting that last bit of fangirlism?

today Ben taught me that ADHD meant 'A Depressing & Horrible Death'.

Thanks!

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naruto the anime has become a very gay show.
shippudden 113 is the gayest episode yet. the first half is a gay orochimaru sasuke recollection.
after so many hundreds of episodes, the producers think it imperative that our memories be refreshed. hence the gay recollection all the way from the time of the chuunin exam when orochimaru gave sasuke a bite on the neck (oooh!)
and also kabuto running to orochimaru's side everytime he coughs. (so gay) he even runs like a girl. he even does a gay pep talk in the corridor.
and all along we've known naruto was gay, cuz he cant let go of sasuke.
sai is also gay, because which straight, sane guy will wear a midriff baring top?
sasuke is gay because he lives with michael jackson and oh yea, he can't stop thinking of his brother.

the only 2 characters im sure are definitely straight are kakashi and ero-sennin! because they keep reading/writing pr0n. haha!

at the end of this episode, i went
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!
not cuz this episode is part of the manga
it was an exclamation of
OH MY GOD sasuke STILL hasnt killed orochimaru!?!?!?!

i feel like i wasted 20minutes of my life. :\

did i mention we love this recipe? jac u shld try!

pancakeys with an egg on the side. i wanted some hotdogs/fish patty to go with it but too lazy. sudden meat craving!

nvm. got chicken soup.

eh shit. i forgot to throw in chocolate chips. WTSHIT! i wanted choc chip pancakes!!! damn.

maybe i'll have that for lunch.

i want lasagna! but it is so much work, i'll probably buy one.

*

ugh. why do i have to wake up at 11am. so warm...

OMGGG i was looking for more vampire anime to watch, came across trinity blood, and found out Buck-Tick's Dress is the opening song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 :S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S STRANGE!

aiyoh. it took me 3 days, but ive finished all 50 episodes of Blood+!
楽しかった!!
hahahaha

haji and solomon my fav characters!

solomon cuz he looks like a prince! and he (was) always in white! hehehehe
haji cuz he's always in black! oh, and he plays the cello!!!!!
and everyone sprouts wings! not feathery angel-like wings, but batty demon wings, BUT thats ok! wings are uber cool! hohohohoho!
im so glad Haji didnt die! he actually survived an aerial bombing?!?! ho ho ho ho ho! was a pity solomon died though. haiya. sad sad.. but i guess he had to go, cuz there's only one saya XD
okok. still a good ending. i hate it when everyone dies. but why does she have to sleep 30years la! such a waste!!!!!!!!!

haji kind of reminds me of sebastian the butler from um that other show....the one with Ciel... :S Kuroshitsuji!

time to look for the movie!

oh ya. this week's episode of 07-Ghost was wonderful! hhahaaha especially the part where the Eye professes his love for his beautiful master XD

:D i am very pleased because i had a GOOD dose of anime today :D

*

i heard Plastic Tree's new single on youtube.
what's the english equivalent of コンセント? consent? dunno la. it's very digital. lyrics by ryutaro, so its still the same. music by akira. and akira's got a totally different style and everything. but it's still ok. haha kind of grows on you.

*****

it is 1140pm. i am still riding this anime high. hohohhohoho i SWEAR it is JUST LIKE a drug! side effects are weight gain and loss of productivity. cuz i just sit here and eat while i watch and neglect homework. hohohoohohohohhoho

i wonder when i started going 'ho ho ho ho ho'.
strange.
im sure i learnt it from anime though.

tmr im making chocolate chip pancakes!
or maybe i'll make them for dinner. hahahahahaah sudden craving for pancakes!

i write a lot of rubbish.

it is true, what they say. if u need to start on a report/essay, open the word processor and just start typing. the first draft is usually full of rubbish and won't look anything like the final report anyway.

and yea, i can write a lot of rubbish. it seems my fingers are in the mood to type today. even my eyes are up to reading journals. probably because i slept so much last night. sleeping in is wonderful! i was so tired i could hardly climb into bed. i swear my legs felt like dead weights. maybe i was out of it in less than a minute!

ive decided to write about farnsworth 100 hue. ummm just because i don't know what the hell im gonna write about for the rest of the experiments. hopefully i don't find out halfway that ive got it all wrong and give up. that would be such a waste of time and effort !

the only complaint of today is the weather. so warm. even the wind is warm. wth. and my laptop feels so toasty. damn. not comfortable to type on.

ice cold chocolate milk on a warm day sure is nice.. ice cold whatever is nice.

there's an idiot in the neighborhood who likes to go around tooting his horn at night. really it is a horn. i imagine it is similar to the garang guni's horn, but not so highpitched. i feel like shouting out the window, STFU u shithead! what's so fun anyway?
*

i had a very very very nice nap. it was more than a nap maybe, cuz i was out of it for so many many many many hours and only just woke up. cuz headache la. the weather so hot! walked from dhouby ghaut to brasbasah to city hall station! ate soymilk+youtiao with ailing. shiok! shiok shiok shiok! this combo is heavenly!
i nearly got lost trying to find Brasbasahcomplex. no familiar buildings for reference somemore. tch. but i made it there without going round in circles la! so still not so bad.

eh... i bought the rotring ink catridge, copic markers BUT FORGOT TO BUY HB PENCIL LEAD!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTT the shit?! i tell u, HB is a rare species these days. everywhere i go i see 2B. sheesh!
but im quite happy. cuz i bought SO MANY markers! 15 markers then got 20% off. heehee.

now i am very hungry. i totally slept thru dinner.

oh ya! the other reason im so happy is cuz i had a very pleasant dream. i was in another country! i think. er.. some kind of theme park. maybe a safari- themed park. :D and there were 2 owls in my dream. one was a barn owl. the other was er... dunno what kind of owl. but they were so pretty!

ho! i nearly forgot why i was here. so as the title of this post says, CDjapan > hmv japan. because CDjapan includes awesome artist stuff. like posters and stickers and whatnot. i love! AND the box they send the stuff in is a hard box, u know, the kind used by fedex or something.
and then i saw this http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=UPCH-9490&utm_source=MAIL&utm_medium=MAIL&utm_content=UPCH-9490&utm_campaign=JPOP# and i xin yang yang. but no! i will not buy singles! because i am too poor! i need the money for other things!

iyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 hai.

i even missed the BOOK! http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=NEOIPS-316
i mean i knew about it, but i had to pass up on it cuz no money la.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii i cld just deflate and die.

breathe! breathe! breathe!

hungry. very hungry. gonna eat some breakfast cereal. yummy.

blood+ is turning out quite well. but im somewhere around epsiode 12, and im wondering when the hell will she snap out of it and START FIGHTING!!!!
riku's seiyuu sounds like the same person who voiced the little brother in fullmetalalchemist. :S

term break term break! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! going msia tmr!!!!!!! haaaaahaaaaaaahaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~ i hope it will be a cool day! (a long shot, but one can always hope)

holiday holiday holiday~~~!!!!! yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee
but monday still gotta go back for extra lessons. sheesh.

it has been very warm today. yucks.

because it's been so uneventful, i have nothing much to blog about. dum dee dum

im 2 days ahead of everyone because im living as if term break has started. even though there is a 0% psychophysics test tmr. i cant bring myself to look at the notes. i cant bring myself to pick up a pencil. i just want to sit here and watch anime. oh i could take a nap. the weather today's just wonderful! rainy morning (it mustve been 25degrees! almost unheard of la) it was just a little bit chilly with the cold wind blowing right at me as i had breakfast in front of the laptop, watching phantom requiem the anime. but it felt soooooo nice!

anyway pract exam was a bit of a wtf!? kinda thing. but whatever. i don't think it's going to bother me too much.

im just in the holiday mood...

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ugh. salmon overdose. i ate so so so so so much salmon. really really OD'd. i swear never to eat so much salmon again :(

totally cannot play bass anymore. a note goes..
'doooo / / / / ooooo / /// // ooooo //////// ooooom /// mmmm ////mmm..// '
er. that means the cable spoil already la. hahahahah eh. not funny.

im damn damn damn sianzed by it.

*
i cant wait for sunday!

hai. no mood to study psychophysics. ive been putting it off for 2 days.
0%. sacrifice la! im already in the holiday mood.

this weekend can go johor again! sweeeeeeeeet. it is nice to get out of singapore, even if it's just next door. (and there's so much food)

mum steamed some cauliflower/broccoli/green pepper for dinner just now. i ate it with japanese mayo and black pepper. i tell u, the taste of broccoli was surprisingly yummy! and the taste of greenpepper got a lot milder, so that was good too.

i had a very very nice dream while napping just now. i was supposed to be in um sydney maybe, with a big house by the harbor, next to a really cool theme park, and oh yea a storm was brewing! sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. but i woke up before anything exciting happened.
i was supposed to be there for one day before flying back to sg. because i had sch the next day. wth. even in my dreams i cannot run away from school! WTH!!
actually since ive never been to sydney, that place i dreamt about felt more like NZ. a very harbor-ish NZ, but not like wellington. (it was in fact, less crowded than wellington.)HAHAHAHA almost opposites. i should have more out-of-country dreams like this. a lot cheaper than the actual thing. even if it's a horribly inaccurate representation.

hungry again.

ahem. i am not happy with my classmates. they get on my nerves.

so today instrumentation test was like, wth. not enough time to complete. but of course! 5long questions, 20marks each and only one hour to do? impossible! but whatever la. i think give me 5 more minutes i prolly only cldve gotten one more subquestion down. cuz i dunno how to do question five.

hahaha.

and after that the whole class was so stressed cuz everyone said they gonna fail and i wished they would all stfu and stop acting like it was the end of the world. why do they have to be such dramaqueens anyway? quit whining because 80% of you who said that are definitely not going to fail! stop lying through your teeth and fussing over nothing! if u think ure not gonna do well just say 'thats definitely not an A', shut up, sit down and GET OVER IT. u can cry when u get the paper back.

it makes me sick.

and not just that. what is up with everyone's overenthusiasm (that's a nice way of putting KIASUism) with assignments man. give yourself a break. give the rest of us a break. what are you trying to OVERachieve? what are you trying to prove? that youre a hardworking student or that youre too stupid to understand simple instructions?

sheesh. i really really really have had it with them! (or else i wouldnt be ranting here)

i am sacrificing neurophysiology! 0% nvm. look bad jiu look bad. i cannot stuff anymore things into my head.

u know if ive been studying by the number of crumpled balls of paper around the bin. i don't understand how i can miss the mouth of the bin when it's just 2metres away. but i do. it is one of the mysteries of the universe..

hehe. i should be revising. but i got a feeling im very close to saturation . any more and the whole thing will dissolve. the information, my brain. whatever.
so im not going to touch my notes for now.

please please please work out fine! *fingers crossed*

omgggggggggggggggggggggg
this class is driving me crazy. honestly. honestly!

i like mondays. with the exception of morning/afternoon spent in school, when i get home, lots of new episodes of anime! sweeeeeeeeeeeeet!

the important test is instrumentation! pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls give me a little more patience to read my notes for the millionth time!

there's also neurophysiology test, but thats 0%. im so sick of the brain and photoreceptors. i look at the notes, i look at the questions, and i sigh . really sick of it.

i cant imagine how the pract test will go on thursday. shit man. SHIT.